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Sissification Glamorous Sissy Whore

The past couple of days I wasn’t able to record any new audio recordings. However this morning I recorded a new sissification file Glamorous Sissy Whore! This is another recording based on My real life experiences with one of My sissys!

~NEW~ Sissification Glamorous Sissy Whore 

There are so many aspects of My sissification and transformation that I have planned for you! I will dress and train you for being a truck stop sissy slut. Sissy maid training for serving and trained in protocol for private parties. Then there is a transformation into a glamorous sissy where you will be a lady in the streets and a whore between the sheets! There will be places and times where you will be transformed and expected to act a certain way! Perhaps it is a political or charitable fundraiser. Or a gala or ball which I have found the men there are ripe for a sexual encounter with a glamorous sissy like you! So you will act and look appropriately as I have instructed you. The day of the event spend at the spa and then shopping for a gown. That evening as we circulate introducing you until I have chosen who will be using you! That is exactly what I will be whispering in their ear that you ARE quite the whore between the sheets! Featuring feminization, glamorous sissy whore, sissification

Truck Stop Sissy Slut 

Truck stops are absolutely perfect for a sissy like you! What better place to find a variety of horny men who are looking for a hot mouth around their cocks! There are literally dozens of online and printed truck stop guides so you can find the closest ones to you! Even better is that when you travel you know where the nearest truck stops are to go to be used! Dressed in high heels, tight clothing and your make up perfectly applied, there will be no doubt why you have stopped at the truck stop! Bending over pumping gas as your right skirt rides up your thighs your ass will be an invitation!

Sissy Pimpout

I know the idea of being pimped out is arousing and exciting to imagine! Pimping out a sissy like you is exciting to ME for different reasons! I just love the idea of how humiliating it is! How emasculating for you to reveal what you are! A sissy willing to provide sex for money which makes you a sissy whore! There are so many ways, places and humiliating aspects to consider! How I will dress you because I WILL be choosing your outfits. As a matter of fact just imagine receiving a package from Me and inside is everything you need for a weekend of being pimped out ! Everything from the wig, lipstick, lingerie, short shorts, stiletto fuckme pumps and more!

Faggot Cocksucking Whore 

This is just one of My plans for you as a faggot cock sucker. I will be making it possible for you to live out all your darkest desires and cravings. Those desires of being a whore, being made to submit to cock, to service cock after cock being used and treated as nothing more than a hole. I have put the photos you have sent Me to good use and advertised you on the internet! Already I have received deposits from those eager to use you and treat you like the faggot you are! It’s time! Time for Me to take control and whore you out as a faggot cock sucker!

Become a HOT Whore for Goddess 

Do you know what it takes to be Goddesses hot whore? Everything from dressing, to make up and how to act, look and what to say! Then the tried and true method to pick up men! A step by step instruction to seducing them that works every time! Follow My instructions and become a hot whore!

Prison Pimp Out 

By now you know how much I will enjoy pimping you out! Creating My own little whore while I enjoy the financial gains of your sexual performance! I have many ideas for you! Some of them are very common such as a personal ad, going to the adult book stores where you become known but I have an additional way for you to earn income for Me! This is all doing to be arranged so that you visit the local prison to bring sexual satisfaction to your “boyfriends”! Notice I said “boyfriends” not boyfriend! I am already arranging your first conjugal visit! So erotic!

Good Girl ~ Dirty Whore 

I so enjoy feminizing you and transforming you! Dressing you so perfectly with a red wig, pretty dress and stiletto high heels, you feel so pretty and sexy! It makes your pussy wet when you look so femme and sexy! However you won’t be perfectly made up for long! Once the all night gang bang I have planned for you starts your lipstick will be smeared, panties ripped and so much more! Like a good girl you are going to be sucking and getting fucked as I make you a dirty whore! Sucking like a good girl, being a good slut for Goddess! A good slut who pleasures every cock making them cum again and again! Being used all night long, being Goddesses dirty whore as you beg for more! Spreading your legs like the dirty whore that you are…that I make you! The taste of cum will fill your mouth, as you are filled with cum, cum dripping off your face, drenched with cum and taking it all! Featuring Femdom, gangbang, feminization, cock sucking, forced bi, good girl, dirty whore

Dress like a Whore Be a Whore for Goddess 

There are certain things that conjure up making you a whore. Dressing you in fishnet stockings, crotch less panties, tight short dresses and stiletto high heels. I know just how to guide you to dress and act to be a whore! After all, that is what you really crave and what you really are! It is just one more way of emasculating you! Ensuring that you know that you are just a hole for others sexual pleasure and gratification! Featuring feminization, sissy slut, glamorous sissy whore

High Class Whore for Goddess 

Escort. Paid Companion. Courtesan. I don’t want to transform you into just a whore who earns $200 or $300 an hour. I want to transform you into a high class courtesan. The transformation will be extreme, intense and complete! The training that you will undergo will turn you into a courtesan that men are willing to pay 1000’s of dollars for a “date”. Not only stunningly beautiful but skilled in kama sutra, fulfilling mens sexual desires and so much more! Surgically enhanced, tight holes created for pleasure and so well done no one can tell! Transformation with perfect breasts, sculpted cheek bones and full lips will be just the beginning! Designer clothing, expensive fuck me stilettos and sexy lingerie as well as a personal shopper, hair stylist and make-up artist will all be part of your new life! I am willing to do whatever it takes to turn you into a courtesan high class whore…are you? Featuring sissy escort, feminization, glamorous sissy whore

Sissy Size Queen Goddess Natasha

Don’t miss My newly released Sissy Size Queen! It’s another file to further sissify and emasculate you!

I hope that you safe and well! If you are in isolation I hope you are able to find things to do! I have so many ideas swirling and new projects that I am working on! In addition My chat and phone lines are on per My regular schedule!

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~NEW~ Sissy Size Queen 

It feels so good being a sissy! So many things to enjoy and things that make you feel so feminine! Embracing all of it from sissy hypnosis, to feminization and sissification including all those wonderful toys! I am quite sure I know exactly how it started! First a pretty pink vibrator that felt so good in your sissy pussy. Then what sissy could resist the sparkly jeweled plugs that look so femme especially in pink or purple! But as your toy collection grows , so has the sizes! Getting bigger! Getting thicker! So many types and so many varieties. Expanding, squirting, vibrating and they all feel so good. Playing, playing and training your sissy pussy for hours on end! But always want more and more and then the craving for real cock..real big cock! As you watch all those sissies taking cock you want it! A sissy like you needs it; to be spread and bred because you ARE a sissy size queen! Featuring sissification, sissy reinforcement, sissy pussy

Todays SPOTLIGHT File!

Cock Worship for Sissys 

Part of being a good sissy is learning to worship superior cock! After all, I have told you that you are a receptacle and are to be used for others pleasure. As a matter of fact, I have drilled this into you as part of your sissy training! As a sissy you KNOW you are to be used for others sexual release. My sissies have to beg to worship that cock and ask permission. When permission is granted then you will show your appreciation by licking, sucking, cupping those cum filled balls! It’s time to put on your lipstick, get on your knees and worship cock!

 

~~~ Cock sucking ~~~ Sissification ~~~ Sissy Reinforcement

Emasculation Just one of the Girls! 

As your feminization continues so does your emasculation! All of the things that I have you do or to you is emasculating. THAT is My goal! We both know you are not a real man for a variety of reasons! But as I coax you along your femininity increases and your masculinity is being stripped away! Everything feels so good! It all feels natural! Transforming you slowly but surely ~ I enjoy every step of your feminization although at times I coax you along and force is required! But everything is working just as I envisioned! The hormones are having such a powerful effect on your physically and mentally! The emasculation continues as Women view you completely differently as I do! Not as dating material or boyfriend and certainly not husband material! There will come a time when you realize your emasculation is complete and you are now just one of the girls!

Crave Shemale Cock 

It is so exciting watching those sexy shemales and I know you fantasize about one day being used by them! That first time being with a shemale will be so erotic! Know that you will be looking in My eyes as I watch you take that first shemale cock! I will open your mouth and guide that shemale cock between your lips! Featuring shemale, cock cucking, Femdom, forced bi, anal

Chastised and in Pantied 

Not only do I want you in chastity but I want you in a micro cage! Rather than having a penis you will have a clit! It will be the most natural thing in the world to be in chastity as your “clit” shrinks even more! And it will shrink! There will be no hope of an erection or cumming and you will have to accept that your clit is locked up forever. Of course the next step will be pretty pink panties! Trusting Mistress you know that it is for your own good! Featuring Femdom, chastity, sph, small penis humiliation, feminization, panty training

What happens when your clit is locked up tight and you are wearing panties? Sissy wet panties of course!

Sissy Wet Panties 

I am so pleased that you are being a good girl…a good sissy! As you know I firmly believe that sissys need to be in panties and their clit tightly locked up! So I do inforce that sissy’s need to be in panties and their clit needs to be locked up! I especially believe that little clits like yours belong in a microcage! It feels so good wearing panties, doesn’t it? Pleasing Goddess by being locked up! However I know your clit is starting to leak, isn’t it? That is perfectly natural! Little clits that are locked up tightly will leak! I know that your panties are getting wetter and wetter. Soon your panties will always be wet! Real men with a real penis cum but little tiny clits like yours leak! Featuring sissy, sissy training, chastity, panty training, panty encouragement, sph, humiliation, good girl

Continuing your Sissisifcation 

Such a good girl! So pretty in your panties although I KNOW they are wet from your chastity tears! That is what happens when a sissy like you is locked in a micro cage. But they are tears of joy! So happy that you are finally becoming the sissy that you were meant to be! NOW it is time to begin growing your breasts. Not only will the hormones grow your breasts but your clitty is going to get smaller and smaller. Smaller than it already is and limp. Eventually your clit will have shrunk so much that not even a microcage will fit. Soon it will slip off and as you realize that you are permanently limp and you will know that you will be living a pussy free existence! Featuring Femdom, sissification, sissy training, chastity, hormone therapy, pussy free, shrinking clit, sissy size queen, emasculation

Sissification Sissy Dreams

My latest audio file Sissification Sissy Dreams has just been released on Niteflirt!

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While I am staying close to home I have a variety of projects planned included new recordings, projects such as “Pick a cock, Any Cock” and an interactive blackmail recording.

~NEW~ Sissy Dreams 

Sissification Sissy Dreams

What every sissy dreams of! I know all about them and implement them for My sissies! Smooth skin freshly shaven to panties and stockings feel so good slipping into. Feminine features and lovely, sexy lingerie as your wardrobe grows! Locked in chastity, plugged and in service and servitude! Breasts! Yes, breasts so that there is no hiding who and what you really are! Exposed and made famous as your sissification becomes permanent and undeniable which is exactly what I want!

Today’s SPOTLIGHT File

Sissy Acceptance 

Sissification Sissy Dreams

This sissy recording is a light hearted approach to being a feminine sissy and how good it feels! After all, like I always say it is good to be girly! ALL of these things feel so natural and good…panties, stockings and servicing cock! I am so proud of you! Accepting who and what you are! Sissy reinforcement and sissy acceptance!

Sissification ~ Femininzation

Pretty in Panties 

Sissification Sissy Dreams

I know that you so enjoy wearing panties, don’t you? Those soft, silky feminine panties feel so good when you put them on! I know your little clit gets soooo hard! Panties feel so erotic against your body, don’t they? I know you wear panties whenever you can. Panties makes you feel so submissive and so humiliated! I know that you have a secret hiding place where all your pretty panties are! Don’t worry…I won’t tell anyone! It will be our little secret 😉

Sissification ~ The Truth WILL set you Free! 

Sissification Sissy Dreams

Admitting, accepting and living as the sissy you are WILL set you free! This statement is so accurate for a sissy like you! Being free to be a panty wearing feminized sissy will be so enlightening! No more hiding! No more pretending! Isn’t it so stressful to TRY to be a real man? Pretending to be something you are not? The sexual pressure will be gone because as a sissy intercourse will no longer be an option. No more purging in fact your wardrobe and feminine accessories will grow! Embracing taking Female hormones, erasing male behaviors and habits as you feel more and more relieved! I just know you will be so much happier when you are completely sissified and living your truth! Featuring sissy training, sissy reinforcement, sissy humiliation, sissy acceptance, Sissification Sissy Dreams

Pretty Sissy ~ Slutty Sissy 

Sissification Sissy Dreams

An assignment/task for My girls! As one of My gurls I want you to look, feel and act feminine! I have found that the more feminine you look, the more feminine you will act and vice versa! This is for when I want you to be My slutty sissy or My pretty sissy. Featuring sissy training, Sissification Sissy Dreams, sissy assignment

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Sissy Cock Worship Goddess Natasha

As you know one of My true enjoyments is training sissys and feminization. The emasculation of sissy cock worship and the control of transforming and/or feminizing are two of the reasons that I enjoy it so much.

~NEW~ Sissy Training ~ It’s not just a blowjob! 

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One of the things that a sissy especially My sissy’s needs to realize is that sucking cock is NOT just a blowjob! A good sissy knows that she is getting the privilege of servicing a superior cock. Realizing this sissy should engage in cock worship as she licks and sucks! Kneeling with a sissys mouth full of cock her inferior position is reinforced. A sexual object to be used and to provide sexual gratification. Additionally chastity also reinforces her position and that sissys sexual desires do not matter! Remember it’s not just a blowjob! Featuring elements of Femdom, sissy training, sissification, cock sucking, chastity, emasculation, sissy cock worship

Sissy Training ~ Sissification

Sissy BBC Conditioning 

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An important part of accepting your place as a sissy is acknowledging your place as a sexual sissy to be used by black alpha males. They are so powerful and masculine with their big black cocks especially compared to a sissy like you! I know you WANT to be a fuck doll for BBC! Dressing pretty and slutty giving up your mouth and sissy boi pussy for them to use! Listen to this again and again and become conditioned for BBC! Featuring sissy training, sissification, black owned sissy, brainwashed for BBC, sissy humiliation, verbal humiliation, sissy cock worship

How to be a Good Girl 

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I know how much you want to be a good gurl! you want Goddess to be proud of you. Listen to Me as I tell you all about what it takes to be a good gurl for Me! Being an obedient girl doing exactly as Goddess instructs you! Featuring femdom, transformation, cock sucking, sissy cock worship, forced bi, penetration, good girl

Sissy for Service 

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As My sissy, all of the decisions regarding your wardrobe, uniforms, cosmetics and training will be made by Me. This training will be 24 hours and 7 days a week. Everything I will be doing to transform and train you is designed to make you look and feel feminine. From having your nails done, to the corset training, to the seamed stockings and garter belts you will be required to wear. These very feminine and frilly undergarments that I have picked out for you should work just perfectly!

Sissy Training Lesson One 

I am excited that you will take this first lesson in My sissy training! This first task will keep us in contact, let Me know your deepest darkest desires and fears as well assisting you in being the sissy you were meant to be!

Sissy Training Lesson Two Sissy Mantras 

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I have found that reciting something over and over can have a lasting effect! Especially when someone is particularly vulnerable to suggestions as it is! These sissy mantras will become part of your new sissy life playing through your mind as you recite them over and over at the times I command! Listen to this audio at least daily to look, feel and act more feminine!

Sissy Training Lesson Three 

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This is lesson three in My sissy training and it is for those who are SERIOUS about training and TRULY want to be under the control and guidance of a Mistress! As a Mistress, I am all about control! I want to control your time and exactly what you are doing and when! I want the ability and knowledge to schedule your lessons such as high heel training, tray service, protocol and more!

Sissy Realization Sissification Goddess Natasha

I hope that you are having a great week! I am taking calls throughout the day and into the evening hours. Tomorrow I am planning to film videos so if you have an idea or a suggestion feel free to contact Me!

Last night I recorded a new audio file centering on the progression of feminization and sissification.

~NEW~ Sissification ~ Sissy Realization

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It started so very simply! A pair of panties, stockings that you furtively put on. That is how it started! I know you thought it was harmless and so erotic, so exciting! It made you so hard, harder than you had ever been. But it progressed , didn’t it? Soon it was more and more often. Soon you were masturbating in panties, with panties and it felt sooo good! What started so simply has grown and grown. Now you are addicted to the soft, silkiness of panties. The way they feel and the way they make you feel. More panties, stockings, pantyhose and silky slips and nighties and soon you realize that it feels so natural. Suddenly you realize that you are happier than you have ever been realizing that you are a sissy and always have been! Featuring Femdom, sissification, emasculation

Sissification ~ Sissy Training ~ Sissy Realization

Anal Training 

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I know you certainly have the capacity to be an anal slut! With My training and instructions you will be stretched, gaped and more. I know just the toys to gradually make you take more and more. Longer, thicker until you can only cum intensely when you are stretched to the maximum! All the time you spend stroking and edging is now going to be spent being anally trained! My goals are clear. To prepare you for when I take you with My strapon and to be ready for the day when I introduce you to the bull! Download My training instructions and begin! Detailed information on toys and instructions on becoming My anal toy

EXTREME Sissy Training Lesson 

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I believe each sissy training lesson should be memorable and at times extreme. A sissy training program should be rigidly enforced. After all, rigorous strict training leads to a good sissy! This training lesson will leave a lasting impression on you I guarantee it! It is training as well as disciplining and focusing you! This training can and has been used as punishment but it is also very effective for training! This training lesson focuses on helping you with your sissy walk as well as tightening your pussy no matter how uncomfortable it may be!

Sissy Bitch Academy 

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I know that you crave being a sissy for me. But I want more for you; I want you to realize your full potential as a sissy bitch. To be the most feminine, submissive gurl you can be. With that in mind, I’ve created my Sissy Bitch Academy, a training program that will take you from your first pair of panties to being a completely feminized sissy slut all the way to being bred. Many of the things I subject you to you will enjoy. Some of them you won’t. It is all being part of a good sissy bitch. Part of being a well-trained submissive sissy bitch who only wants to serve and please! This will involve changes to your mind, your behavior, your body and your deepest wants and desires. Transformation of your very identity.  Featuring strapon worship and training, cocksucking, sissygasm, sissy training, feminization, BBC, breeding

Sissy Bottom Bitch 

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What a wonderfully descriptive title for you! It is so appropriate for a sissy like you! Sissy certainly describes your appearance and attitude. Bottom means two things to Me for you. There is the hierarchy and you are at the bottom. Beneath the alpha males, beta males, slaves actually a sissy bitch like you is the VERY bottom! Making you a Bottom bitch means at the very bottom you are available to any and all! Available to Anyone and everyone as their bitch! Becoming a sexual receptacle and outlet for those I chose for you to service! With your little clit, feminine ways and love for cock you were meant to be a sissy bottom bitch Featuring sissification, sissy realization

Sissygasm 

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I know that you want to be a good girl! The only way good girls get to cum is by having a sissygasm. This is exactly how I am going to train you! So that the ONLY way you orgasm is with a sissygasm! Step by step I am going to guide you so that you are properly trained and your sissy pussy is trained to ONLY orgasm this way. No, no! No touching your clitty! I am going to train you for a hands free sissygasm! A REAL sissygasm! Now be a good girl and listen closely!

Irreversible Transformation 

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Ah, your hands go automatically to your breasts! Yes, breasts! Those are NOT breast forms. No you have a permanent pair of REAL breasts. Dr Jenninfer does such a wonderful job! As you look at Me you realize that you may have gotten yourself into more than just a fantasy! I smile as I begin dressing you in thigh highs, corset telling you about all the appointments I have lined up for the day! These appointments are going to entail even MORE permanent changes! Then a night of bondage for My amusement where you will be used as a reward for My male slaves. Bit by bit I will be turning you into a cock hungry slut. Featuring Feminization, sissy realization, Female Domination

ASMR Femdom Goddess Natasha

Are you familiar with ASMR? It stands for Autonomous Sensory Meridian Response and it is triggered by sound. In My case I used a soft whisper. I have found that My whispered ASMR Femdom files are so effective. Played in a loop My whispering voice has a profound effect on your subconscious. Conditioning you, programming you and reprogramming you into exactly what I want you to be, what to think and how to act.

 ASMR BBC Owns you 

Listen to My seductive voice whispering in your ear as I condition you into being owned by big black cock. Black cock IS superior. Worshiping black cock is your duty. It is your duty to service big black cock. Big black cock owns you! Featuring ASMR , Femdom, brainwashing, BBC brainwashing, BBC conditioning Best listened to with headphones!

Put on your headphones and indulge in My ASMR Femdom files!

Sissy Training ~ Sissy Whispers ASMR  

My voice is so seductive and you can’t get enough of it! As I softly whisper all the commands for you to be a good sissy. To be an obedient sissy and accepting your place as a sissy. Truths that you need to accept. My sissy statements will play over and over in your sissy brain! Sending you deeper into femininity with commands and statements that will be deeply be imprinted. Featuring ASMR, ASMR Femdom, sissy training, sissification, BBC conditioning, sissy mantras, sissy brainwashing Best listened to with headphones played in a loop.

ASMR Panty Programming 

Whispering seductively and softly I encourage the erotic feelings that you have when you wear panties. Nothing feels so good as slipping into a pair of panties. Immediately you become feminine and your excitement builds. It feels so good to be in panties; you need to wear panties. You don’t feel complete without a pair of panties. You belong in panties! It is the most natural thing in the world for you to wear panties! Soon it will be automatic as each day you reach for a pair of panties as you dress for the day. That’s right. Slip them on.Good girls wear panties. Good girls wear panties every day…all day! And you want to be a good girl, don’t you? As with all My ASMR recordings it is best listened to with head phones.

Good Girls Suck 

Listen to My seductive voice whisper in your ear. Good girls suck. I know you want to be a good girl. So suck. Suck like a good girl. Be a good girl for Goddess. Good girls swallow. Be a good girl and swallow. Good girls suck and swallow. Be a good girl. Playing over and over in your mind you WILL be a good girl. You WILL suck. You WILL swallow.

Good Girl 

I know how much you want to be a good girl! To please Me and to follow all My commands. Becoming more feminine. Feeling more feminine. Listen closely as I whisper how you can be a good girl. How you WILL be a good girl! Whispering seductively My voice flows through your mind as My words resonate. Good girl!  Best listened to with headphones.

Mind Control: ASMR Let Go! 

My voice is already so seductive to you and My whispering envelopes you in intimacy with Goddess. As My whispers fill your mind you find yourself slipping deeper and deeper. It is so soothing, no worries, no fears as you feel Goddess delving deeper into your subconscious. Letting Goddess in. Letting Goddess take control. Just let go ~ let go ~ let go Surrender. Submit. This is an important recording as a cornerstone for all future ASMR recordings whether audio or video.

ASMR Programmed Cum Eating 

Listen as I whisper softly to you. Seductively flowing through your mind as I program you to become a cum eater for Me. So erotic! So irresistible! As you stroke you imagine and crave the taste of it. Coating your mouth, that sticky saltiness. Ahhh precum. No, that can’t go to waste! Each time you have an orgasm, you WILL lick it up. Each time you cum you WILL consume it. That’s what Goddess wants. Best listened to with headphones. Featuring ASMR whisper, Femdom hypnosis, brainwashing, reprogramming, masturbation instructions, mind manipulation

ASMR Whisper ~ Sissification 

There is no resisting My seductive voice or My suggestions as I whisper what is happening to you. As you go deeper the feelings of femininity and sissification get stronger and stronger. Repeating after Me these mantras, suggestions and feelings will only intensify. Whispering I reinforce the feelings you have as you wear panties, slip into stockings and become more and more of a sissy. Every time you listen, every time you hear My voice and yes every time you wear a feminine clothing you are transformed into even more of a sissy! This sissification ASMR Femdom file is best listened to with head phones.

Sissy cocksucker tara First Time Sucking Cock

This is something that sissy cocksucker tara shared with Me in her faggot exposure contract. I find so many humiliating elements to her first experience sucking and servicing cock! Everything from having to make arrangement with a girl at the escort agency to realizing that women would no longer be an option! Enjoy more of her sissy exposure!

Omg the first time I sucked cock?

Oh, Goddess it was a magical moment in my life. I had talked with many phone sex operators and they were all so wonderful with lots of encouragement but nothing prepared me for the emotional turmoil I felt for weeks as I knew I was getting closer and closer to doing it!

I was going out of town and would be staying in a hotel and I decided that I was going to do it. So, there was plenty of time for it to all build up. This was somewhere around the year 2000, and I had just completed six pulsed light treatments on my pubic hair and I was completely bald down there for over six months and when this happened. I really didn’t think I would ever have pubic hair again and felt like I had completely fucked myself in that department, as being shaved or hair free hadn’t taken hold of society yet. In fact, several phone sex operators had tried to talk me out of the treatments as they thought that would be to detrimental if I should change my mind later. They as well as me assumed that my lack of pubic hair would be questioned and leave me completely undesirable.

So anyway, I couldn’t stop myself and I had it done anyway, and for about a year, I didn’t think women were an option any longer, so I had resigned myself that cock was all I would be getting from then on. I hadn’t had sex with anyone for over three years and lost the desire to even attempt conversation with a girl after my first pulsed light treatment. Someone set me up on a blind date after about three treatments and I looked like I was going through puberty again. My pubic hair was real fine and sparse. I went out with her anyway hoping to have a good time but not such a good time that she wanted to have sex. I got my wish, I don’t know if I was sending out a gay vibe or what but she was real cool and I was kind of bummed out.

That experience left me feeling like cock was all I was meant to have and six months later, I was making plans to make it reality. I needed some intimacy with somebody and it seemed like a guy was my only option. I didn’t want a boyfriend or anything like that, I just wanted sex, so I started exploring my options. I found several escort agencies that had men for rent. The strange thing was both places I called the girl that answered the phone sounded like the girl of my dreams. It was so hard to tell them that I was interested in a guy. They did seem quite understanding and accommodating.

Both of them had a guy or two that would take me out and to a gay bar, but only one told me about a guy that would top me! I wasn’t sure what that meant and she explained it to me, and I admitted that I wanted him. I had found the place and all I had to do was wait for my trip and call on him. The day of my trip I called early and made sure he could be available that night. The trip to the city was full of mixed emotions of excitement and anticipation, after all I knew without a doubt I wasn’t going to return home straight. I should have skipped the meeting and just went and got fucked the moment I got into town as that was all I thought about.

I was just hours away from becoming officially gay and I was ready for it! Nervous and full of shame but ready for it none the less. I made the mistake of waiting until I was back in my hotel room so I didn’t have to call from my cell phone. That only added to my wait time and I was so afraid by the time the courier showed up with him. She was to bring him up to my room and collect the money for the encounter but they couldn’t get in without me going down and letting him in. I felt like I was doing the walk of shame as I went to fetch them, but in no time, we were in my room and I was paying her to leave him with she reiterated that he was a top and I had to confirm that I understood what that meant and then she left him to me.

Technically on intent alone I was already gay.  However, I was there to officially become gay and get fucked  physically.

 

Despite all the thinking and consideration, I’d given it, I was nervous and apprehensive. Sure, I’d lost my virginity with a girl years before, but I was about to lose it all over again, this time with a man. My primary goal was to take a cock up my ass as I thought that would be more pleasing for me. Although I did have a secondary goal, up to this point, I had never had sex without giving my partner oral first, and I didn’t want that to change just because I was going to have sex with a guy. We played around a little touching and feeling each other and soon I knew it was time for me to take him into my mouth.

I can’t tell you play by play how it happened, but I can tell you once it was in my mouth, I realized just how impressive the penis really is. The skin is so soft and when wet with precum it is so slippery. I was amazed at how easily it slipped into the mouth and just ike that I was officially gay. So, there I am enjoying all of this soft and tender skin but just underneath is this hard and ridged shaft, throbbing and pulsing in my mouth; leaking precum and slamming my tonsils out of the way from time to time. I was totally unsure of myself taking this gay man’s cock into my mouth. I was afraid that he would cum in my mouth and I would catch something I didn’t want if he did.

My only disappointment is that I didn’t work him over harder and practice more that first time but I was there to get fucked and I was eager for it so my cock sucking adventure ended rather quickly.

I hope you enjoyed this sissy cocksucker experience! Be sure to follow tara on Twitter @taraterrytv

Emasculation Feminization Goddess Natasha

Now. Sometimes you need a little reminder of what you really are! Emasculation feminization is just one way for Me to reinforce and refocus your femininity. Of course, I am happy to humiliate and emasculate you to put you in your place!

~NEW~ Emasculation Refocusing your Femininity 

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I know every once in a while you start thinking you might actually be a man. But you need to face the truth! There are so many aspects to your personality and your behaviors that you will never be able to function as a male! Think about how much you enjoy panties and feminine clothing! How good it feels to slip into a pair of panties and slide your legs into stockings! Just look at the type of pornography that you watch and what your fantasies are about! The size of your penis and your inability to please a Woman sexually only reinforces that you are not a real man! No more misleading Women or anyone else! So just stop thinking you might actually be a man and put on your panties! Featuring humiliation, emasculation, SPH, sissy humiliation (LISTEN NOW!)

I hope you are having a great week! It has been quite busy this week an if you missed Me on cam earlier this week , I will be back on Thursday evening. Today I will be available by phone and chat this morning until noon. Later this evening I will be back to take calls again.

Don’t miss any of My Femme Files!

Sissy for Service 

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As My sissy, all of the decisions regarding your wardrobe, uniforms, cosmetics and training will be made by Me. This training will be 24 hours and 7 days a week. Everything I will be doing to transform and train you is designed to make you look and feel feminine. From having your nails done, to the corset training, to the seamed stockings and garter belts you will be required to wear. These very feminine and frilly undergarments that I have picked out for you should work just perfectly! Featuring emasculation feminization, sissy training, femme (WATCH NOW!)

Making of a Sissy 

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What it takes to be trained by Me! I explain how you will be transformed-completely! What it takes to be trained by Me! I explain how you will be transformed-completely! No more male clothing, no more male behavior will be tolerated! Complete feminization until the old you has disappeared! (LISTEN NOW!)

Transformation Gas 

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One of My favorite fantasies is transformation …Transformation Gas… It seems like a perfectly ordinary appointment at the dentist. Yes, there is a different very sexy hygienist but everything seems just the same…until…Reclining in the dental chair, the hygienist tells you She is now using a special gas to relax patients which you agreed to. As you begin to breathe naturally and evenly, you start to feel very strange…yes, you are relaxed and feeling wonderful but you find yourself answering Her very intimate questions. Powerless and out of control, you begin revealing your secret fantasy. Things you have never told anyone. As She starts suggesting thoughts and desires telling you how your mind and body will be transformed it all seems perfectly natural (LISTEN NOW!)

Sissy Evaluation Sissy Training Goddess Natasha

Since today I will be close to home I would so enjoy doing a sissy evaluation for you! This could be quite enlightening for you and yes exciting! See what I think is the path for you!

~NEW~ Sissy Evaluation 

What kind of sissy are you? What kind of training and guidance do you need? Answer My questions and submit 3 of your sissy photos and I will send you My evaluation! I know that there are many things that you need My assistance with! Answer My questions, send your photos I will respond with a personal evaluation for you! (Contains PDF file with 12 questions and a return written evaluation from Me for training and guidance.) (DOWNLOAD NOW!)

The week is winding down and soon it will be the weekend! As always at this time of year there are a lot of events throughout south Florida.  Today I will be online for phone calls, chat and of course your sissy evaluation! I will look forward to hearing from you!

 

How to be a Good Girl 

I know how much you want to be a good gurl! you want Goddess to be proud of you. Listen to Me as I tell you all about what it takes to be a good gurl for Me! Being an obedient girl doing exactly as Goddess instructs you!  Featuring femdom, transformation, cock sucking, forced bi, penetration, good gurl (LISTEN NOW!)

Four Days of Sissy Tasks 

So many times I hear from My sissies that they WANT to feel feminine on a regular even daily basis but are afraid to do so or don’t know how to do so! Maybe it is difficult because of your workplace environment! I call these My stealth sissy tasks! These tasks will help you feel more like a sissy and quite feminine! However only you will know! Well, of course I will know too! Remember these are sissy tasks. These are not things that REAL men would do! I am sure you know that I will want photos! This set of tasks are perfect for the beginning sissy, the shy sissy, the sissy who has to be conservative at work or really any sissy! P.S. This is a NOT a panty task! Includes photos of exactly what you will need for these sissy tasks. (DOWNLOAD AND LISTEN NOW!)

Sissy or Stud? 

Dressed in a tight fitting dress and stockings, I have a few questions for you. These questions will tell Me..are you a sissy or a stud? It is quite amusing and VERY telling! I will be, showing you some items, asking you some questions and seeing what your first reaction is! Based on your reactions, I will determine…are you a sissy or a stud? I am quite sure we both know the answer to that! Featuring feminization, humiliation, sissy, sissies, sissy training, sissy humiliation, panties, stockings (WATCH NOW!)

Feminization Sissy Husband Goddess Natasha

Well, it is the final countdown and I am sure you have last minute things to do! I know I do!

The idea of your complete feminization appeals to Me for a variety of reasons. One is the empowerment and even more exciting is your emasculation!

~NEW~ Emasculated Sissy Husband 

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Every step that I plan in your feminization is also a step in your complete emasculation! From the simplest step such as requiring you to use a vibrator on your clitty to cum to a complete physical transformation it is all in My plan to completely emasculate you. Not just for a day or weekend but permanently! There are some things that you cannot hide such as your breasts getting bigger then breast augmentation, permanent make-up and the way I require you to walk and talk! So many changes and so many of them that cannot be changed! There WILL be no going back! THAT is exactly what excites Me! The emasculation and changes that will be irreversible and permanent (LISTEN NOW!)

Although I have a few things to do I am taking calls and available for personal training this afternoon and into the evening!

Have a great Saturday night!

Wickedly

Goddess Natasha

Sissy Files!

Sissy Bareback Breeding 

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Every sissy dreams of being bred! It is another step in being emasculated and being put in your place. Obviously breeding must be bareback! A receptacle for loads of cum until you are properly bred. The most virile are those big black cocks and I am going to make sure there are plenty of them available for your breeding session! (LISTEN NOW!)

Sissy Assignment and Stroking Instructions 

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I know how much you love those soft, silky panties! I so enjoy seeing you in them and knowing how emasculated and feminine they make you feel! After all it is hard to feel masculine when you have a pair of panties on! My sissies can never have enough panties and I know how addicted you are to wearing them! It’s time for another sissy panty lesson and stroking instructions! For the next 48 hours you will be rubbing that clitty and moaning like a girl for Goddess! (LISTEN NOW!)

Sissy Husband ~ Locked in Chastity for another Month 

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In this video, as My sissy husband forced into being My personal domestic sissy maid cuckold. Just imagine your new life as My sissy husband, kept in chastity while I of course seek other pleasures! I only allow you to cum once a month…maybe. BUT this month I make a deal with you. You skip your monthly orgasm and I let you see My panties. This is a cruel and teasing video in which I humiliate and frustrate you! Featuring panty peek, chastity, femdom, femme, sissy, cuckold, panty fetish, humiliation, tease and denial, cuck, cuckold, pantyhose, feminization (WATCH NOW!)

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