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Sissy cocksucker tara First Time Sucking Cock

This is something that sissy cocksucker tara shared with Me in her faggot exposure contract. I find so many humiliating elements to her first experience sucking and servicing cock! Everything from having to make arrangement with a girl at the escort agency to realizing that women would no longer be an option! Enjoy more of her sissy exposure!

Omg the first time I sucked cock?

Oh, Goddess it was a magical moment in my life. I had talked with many phone sex operators and they were all so wonderful with lots of encouragement but nothing prepared me for the emotional turmoil I felt for weeks as I knew I was getting closer and closer to doing it!

I was going out of town and would be staying in a hotel and I decided that I was going to do it. So, there was plenty of time for it to all build up. This was somewhere around the year 2000, and I had just completed six pulsed light treatments on my pubic hair and I was completely bald down there for over six months and when this happened. I really didn’t think I would ever have pubic hair again and felt like I had completely fucked myself in that department, as being shaved or hair free hadn’t taken hold of society yet. In fact, several phone sex operators had tried to talk me out of the treatments as they thought that would be to detrimental if I should change my mind later. They as well as me assumed that my lack of pubic hair would be questioned and leave me completely undesirable.

So anyway, I couldn’t stop myself and I had it done anyway, and for about a year, I didn’t think women were an option any longer, so I had resigned myself that cock was all I would be getting from then on. I hadn’t had sex with anyone for over three years and lost the desire to even attempt conversation with a girl after my first pulsed light treatment. Someone set me up on a blind date after about three treatments and I looked like I was going through puberty again. My pubic hair was real fine and sparse. I went out with her anyway hoping to have a good time but not such a good time that she wanted to have sex. I got my wish, I don’t know if I was sending out a gay vibe or what but she was real cool and I was kind of bummed out.

That experience left me feeling like cock was all I was meant to have and six months later, I was making plans to make it reality. I needed some intimacy with somebody and it seemed like a guy was my only option. I didn’t want a boyfriend or anything like that, I just wanted sex, so I started exploring my options. I found several escort agencies that had men for rent. The strange thing was both places I called the girl that answered the phone sounded like the girl of my dreams. It was so hard to tell them that I was interested in a guy. They did seem quite understanding and accommodating.

Both of them had a guy or two that would take me out and to a gay bar, but only one told me about a guy that would top me! I wasn’t sure what that meant and she explained it to me, and I admitted that I wanted him. I had found the place and all I had to do was wait for my trip and call on him. The day of my trip I called early and made sure he could be available that night. The trip to the city was full of mixed emotions of excitement and anticipation, after all I knew without a doubt I wasn’t going to return home straight. I should have skipped the meeting and just went and got fucked the moment I got into town as that was all I thought about.

I was just hours away from becoming officially gay and I was ready for it! Nervous and full of shame but ready for it none the less. I made the mistake of waiting until I was back in my hotel room so I didn’t have to call from my cell phone. That only added to my wait time and I was so afraid by the time the courier showed up with him. She was to bring him up to my room and collect the money for the encounter but they couldn’t get in without me going down and letting him in. I felt like I was doing the walk of shame as I went to fetch them, but in no time, we were in my room and I was paying her to leave him with she reiterated that he was a top and I had to confirm that I understood what that meant and then she left him to me.

Technically on intent alone I was already gay.  However, I was there to officially become gay and get fucked  physically.

 

Despite all the thinking and consideration, I’d given it, I was nervous and apprehensive. Sure, I’d lost my virginity with a girl years before, but I was about to lose it all over again, this time with a man. My primary goal was to take a cock up my ass as I thought that would be more pleasing for me. Although I did have a secondary goal, up to this point, I had never had sex without giving my partner oral first, and I didn’t want that to change just because I was going to have sex with a guy. We played around a little touching and feeling each other and soon I knew it was time for me to take him into my mouth.

I can’t tell you play by play how it happened, but I can tell you once it was in my mouth, I realized just how impressive the penis really is. The skin is so soft and when wet with precum it is so slippery. I was amazed at how easily it slipped into the mouth and just ike that I was officially gay. So, there I am enjoying all of this soft and tender skin but just underneath is this hard and ridged shaft, throbbing and pulsing in my mouth; leaking precum and slamming my tonsils out of the way from time to time. I was totally unsure of myself taking this gay man’s cock into my mouth. I was afraid that he would cum in my mouth and I would catch something I didn’t want if he did.

My only disappointment is that I didn’t work him over harder and practice more that first time but I was there to get fucked and I was eager for it so my cock sucking adventure ended rather quickly.

I hope you enjoyed this sissy cocksucker experience! Be sure to follow tara on Twitter @taraterrytv

Sissy Evaluation Sissy Training Goddess Natasha

Since today I will be close to home I would so enjoy doing a sissy evaluation for you! This could be quite enlightening for you and yes exciting! See what I think is the path for you!

~NEW~ Sissy Evaluation 

What kind of sissy are you? What kind of training and guidance do you need? Answer My questions and submit 3 of your sissy photos and I will send you My evaluation! I know that there are many things that you need My assistance with! Answer My questions, send your photos I will respond with a personal evaluation for you! (Contains PDF file with 12 questions and a return written evaluation from Me for training and guidance.) (DOWNLOAD NOW!)

The week is winding down and soon it will be the weekend! As always at this time of year there are a lot of events throughout south Florida.  Today I will be online for phone calls, chat and of course your sissy evaluation! I will look forward to hearing from you!

 

How to be a Good Girl 

I know how much you want to be a good gurl! you want Goddess to be proud of you. Listen to Me as I tell you all about what it takes to be a good gurl for Me! Being an obedient girl doing exactly as Goddess instructs you!  Featuring femdom, transformation, cock sucking, forced bi, penetration, good gurl (LISTEN NOW!)

Four Days of Sissy Tasks 

So many times I hear from My sissies that they WANT to feel feminine on a regular even daily basis but are afraid to do so or don’t know how to do so! Maybe it is difficult because of your workplace environment! I call these My stealth sissy tasks! These tasks will help you feel more like a sissy and quite feminine! However only you will know! Well, of course I will know too! Remember these are sissy tasks. These are not things that REAL men would do! I am sure you know that I will want photos! This set of tasks are perfect for the beginning sissy, the shy sissy, the sissy who has to be conservative at work or really any sissy! P.S. This is a NOT a panty task! Includes photos of exactly what you will need for these sissy tasks. (DOWNLOAD AND LISTEN NOW!)

Sissy or Stud? 

Dressed in a tight fitting dress and stockings, I have a few questions for you. These questions will tell Me..are you a sissy or a stud? It is quite amusing and VERY telling! I will be, showing you some items, asking you some questions and seeing what your first reaction is! Based on your reactions, I will determine…are you a sissy or a stud? I am quite sure we both know the answer to that! Featuring feminization, humiliation, sissy, sissies, sissy training, sissy humiliation, panties, stockings (WATCH NOW!)

Feminization Sissy Training Goddess Natasha

One of the things that I truly enjoy is giving you tasks and assignments to further your training. Whether it is a Femdom slave training task or a Feminization sissy training task I have a great time imagining you carrying My instructions out! Although I thoroughly enjoy different panty tasks I go beyond them with My instructions! I think you will find this new recording and new tasks quite feminine!

~NEW~ Four Days of Sissy Feminization Tasks 

So many times I hear from My sissies that they WANT to feel feminine on a regular even daily basis but are unsure how to do so or don’t know how to do so! Maybe it is difficult because of your workplace environment! I call these My stealth sissy tasks! These tasks will help you feel more like a sissy and quite feminine! However only you will know! Well, of course I will know too! Remember these are sissy tasks. These are not things that REAL men would do! I am sure you know that I will want photos! This set of tasks are perfect for the beginning sissy, the shy sissy, the sissy who has to be conservative at work or really any sissy! (LISTEN NOW) Includes photos of exactly what you will need for these sissy tasks. P.S This is NOT a panty task!

Don’t miss any of My Femdom Tasks Sissy Training, or Feminine Pursuits!

Four Femdom Tasks 

One of the things I really enjoy doing is giving tasks to you to do. Even better I enjoy hearing from you after you have completed a task. (This contains One Video and Three Audio files ~ Four separate tasks for you to do) (LISTEN NOW)

Sissy Tasks Lessons and Assignments 

Consists of over 23 minutes of sissy training with three audio files and one video. Includes the titles Daily Sissy Affirmations, Extreme Sissy Training Lesson, Sissy Assignment, Feminization Training Lesson. (DOWNLOAD NOW)

Feminine Pursuits 

As you know I so enjoy creating tasks and lessons for you to do! With My Feminine Pursuits tasks I have gone beyond the simple dress up of becoming a girl! My goal is your complete feminization and that means immersing you in what I call Feminine Pursuits! These three tasks will do just that! (Contains three audio files totaling over 17 minutes of feminization.) (LISTEN NOW)

Femdom Hypnosis Goddess Natasha

It’s time for My Sunday recap of the past week! As you probably know this month marks 6 years of My being on Niteflirt. It has been a rewarding and exciting 6 years!

This week was busy with a lot of recordings as well as custom recordings. It is always interesting to record a file based on someone else’s fantasy and script.

I also have a slave serving a week of online personal servitude which has been very helpful and fulfilling. . It is always welcome to have another pet under My control and guideance!

My most popular video this past week was one of My many Femdom hypnosis recordings called Deepening My Control Deepening your submission. My voice seducing you as My hand gestures mesmerize you on My stocking clad legs is particularly sensual! I have found Femdom hypnosis to be an effective tool in training and controlling My slaves.

The most downloaded audio was Broken by Monster Cock. There is just something so erotic imagining you serving Me this way! The most popular download this week was by far My Sissy Slut Contract! I can’t wait to see how many will actually sign it!

Today I will be available for phone calls and for personal training. Since I have getting many inquiries regarding cam be sure to visit My Cam Listing.

Most Popular Video

Femdom Hypnosis

Deepening My Control…deepening your submission 

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My voice flows through your mind as I take you down again and again. Down the staircase as you sink down, down, down into an even deeper state of relaxation. Using My hands on My stocking clad legs, I mesmerize you with hand gestures and stroking. In this completely relaxed state, I continue My control over you deepening your submission, worship and addiction. (WATCH NOW)

Most Popular Audio File

Broken by Monster Cock 

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By now you know how much I enjoy your emasculation. Especially the emasculation that comes from servicing cock for Me! After all, it is difficult to feel masculine with a cock in your mouth! Those dark places that I want to take you to to be used. I want to ruin you for other cocks though. It is exciting to find monster cocks that will intimidate and excite you. I know you know those cocks I am talking about. Frankly, they don’t even look real! But once you have had one, once you have taken one, you will only want monster cock! I will make crave that feeling of once again being brutally stretched and face fucked by monster cock! (LISTEN NOW)

Recent Releases

~NEW~ Training you as My Sissy Cocksucker 

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Keeping you in chastity has made you so docile and so submissive. Willing to do anything to serve and please Me in the hopes that you will be allowed a release! But I want you to be completely humiliated and degraded. Naked wearing nothing but your chastity cage I bring in a stud. His throbbing nine inches are at eye level as you realize exactly what I am going to have you do! Now you will do nothing except exactly as I tell you! First, you will beg. Beg to be allowed to suck cock for Me. Then you will begin with licking and sucking his balls earning that cum and holding it in your mouth until I allow you to swallow!  Featuring humiliation, cumslut, sissy cocksucker, forced bi, cum swallowing, cock sucking instructions (LISTEN NOW)

~NEW~ Seductive Smoking 120 Menthol

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My cigarette type of choice is a 120 Menthol cigarette. I recently found Eve 120’s and decided to try them. Dressed in a cleavage baring top with a beautiful pendant nestled between My all natural 36C breasts I open the pack. Lighting up I share seductive inhales and exhales of this long pure white cigarette that is so smooth! A great worship video for those admirers of My cleavage! (WATCH NOW)

~NEW~ Sissy Slut Contract

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Sometimes a Sissy needs that push to become a Sissy SLUT! It is time to STOP fantasizing and start being the sissy slut that you are! The sissy slut that you are meant to be! As a sissy slut your place is servicing men! It is time you took your proper place! Since you have not been able to accomplish this on your own I have a solution. By signing and agreeing to My contract you WILL be committed to becoming a true sissy slut! (SIGN NOW)

~NEW~ Faggot Roulette

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Blindfolded and naked you await Goddess’s commands. Never knowing exactly what will be demanded of you is as frightening as it is erotic. Since you have completely surrendered to My control you know that you have no say in anything that may be required of you. No doesn’t exist in your vocabulary and you only want to serve and please Me. As time has passed you have begun to learn how much I enjoy pushing you to and beyond your limits. Humiliation and degradation has all become part of your servitude. As you are led to a round table and restrained on your back you can only imagine what perversions I have in store for you. Featuring forced bi, faggot, anal, cock sucking, Femdom, humiliation (LISTEN NOW)

Sissy Slut Contract

So you talk about it. Fantasizing over and over what it would be like to be a sissy slut in ALL ways! Not just dressing and making your self pleasing for men to look at. But actually taking that next step. To taking your true place providing sexual gratification to men! I think you need My help to take that next step! So commit yourself now to TRULY becoming a sissy slut and sign My sissy slut contract!

Sissy Slut Contract

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Sometimes a Sissy needs that push to become a Sissy SLUT! It is time to STOP fantasizing and start being the sissy slut that you are! The sissy slut that you are meant to be! As a sissy slut your place is servicing men! It is time you took your proper place! By signing and agreeing to My contract you WILL be committed to becoming a true sissy slut!

Need even more of a push? Can’t quite get there yourself? Blackmail can provide that added incentive!

Blackmail Contract Cocksucker

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I know that you have been fantasizing and thinking about sucking cock for some time. It has become a frequent masturbatory fantasy and you are craving it so badly. We have talked about it and I have made it VERY clear how much it would please Me! But you just can’t seem to take that final step. That is what this contract is for. To FORCE you to take that final step and actually become My cock sucker! If and when you sign this contract you ARE going to suck cock as set out in the terms of this contract. Or else!

Faggot Exposure 

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It is time for the whole world to know that you are a FAGGOT! Time to stop lying to yourself and the world and be exposed as the FAGGOT you are! Listen to the recording and answer ALL My questions. Then the fun part! Send Me your most embarrassing and humiliating photos. Just remember…. You are agreeing to give full release to Me to do with them as it amuses Me! FAGGOT ID cards, embarrassing captions and more! So thrilling…so erotic…so risky! After all, you will have no control over who sees your photos and information!

Sissy Captions Goddess Natasha

I spend a lot of time with My sissies humiliating, photographing and video taping them! I so enjoy seeing all the sissies that post photos and beg to be exposed and used. There are so many and I have quite a collection!

These sissy captions all follow My philosophy of what makes a good sissy! One a sissy must be proficient in cock worship. Two a sissy’s clitty must be locked at all times. Three a good sissy is plugged as a reminder of her use for others sexual gratification. My next set of sissy captions will be called sissy make out. I find it extremely erotic and often orchestrate sissy make out sessions with My sissies! Enjoy!

Sissy Captions

Sissy Cock Worship

Every sissy needs to worship cock! These sissies show they truly do!

Sissy Locked Up

I believe that sissies should be locked up at all times! These sissies are locked and feminized. Humiliating!

Sissy Plugged

Yes, sissies should be kept plugged! These sissies are good girls!

 

I do so enjoy My sissies! I want to make you feel even more feminine and crave all those feelings even more!

Pretty in Panties

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you so enjoy wearing panties, don’t you? Those soft, silky feminine panties feel so good when you put them on! I know your little clit gets soooo hard! Panties feel so erotic against your body, don’t they? you wear panties whenever you can.Panties makes you feel so submissive and so humiliated! I know that you have a secret hiding place where all your pretty panties are! Don’t worry…I won’t tell anyone! It will be our little secret 😉 (Listen Now)

Sissy Assignment Get ready for Summer

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This assignment is all about summer and making sure you as a sissy are ready! What do you think of when you think of summer? I think of you in a sexy, revealing bikini! But there are a couple of things you need to do to get ready for a sissy summer! (Listen Now)

Sissy Inside Sissy Outside

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The truth is you have always felt like a sissy inside! So much more feminine than masculine. Feeling like you are in the wrong body! Reading all the sissy captions online as well as all the sissy blogs and pictures. you know that is you! Well, I am going to transform you so that you are as much a sissy outside as inside! When I am done you will not only be a sissy both inside and outside you will even act more like a sissy! (Listen Now)

Cock Worship Sissies Goddess Natasha

In a recent recording What Makes a Good Sissy one of the things I mention is cock worship. Since this is such an important part of being a sissy I decided to elaborate on this.

 Cock Worship for Sissies 

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Part of being a good sissy is learning to worship superior cock! After all, I have told you that you are a receptacle and are to be used for others pleasure. As a matter of fact, I have drilled this into you as part of your sissy training! As a sissy you KNOW you are to be used for others sexual release. My sissies have to beg to worship that cock and ask permission. When permission is granted then you will show your appreciation by licking, sucking, cupping those cum filled balls! It’s time to put on your lipstick, get on your knees and worship cock!

Don’t miss any of My Sissy and Feminization Files!

Pretty Sissy ~ Slutty Sissy Assignment 

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An assignment/task for My girls! As one of My gurls I want you to look, feel and act feminine! I have found that the more feminine you look, the more feminine you will act and vice versa! This is for when I want you to be My slutty sissy or My pretty sissy.

Pretty in Panties 

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you so enjoy wearing panties, don’t you? Those soft, silky feminine panties feel so good when you put them on! I know your little clit gets soooo hard! Panties feel so erotic against your body, don’t they? you wear panties whenever you can.Panties makes you feel so submissive and so humiliated! I know that you have a secret hiding place where all your pretty panties are! Don’t worry…I won’t tell anyone! It will be our little secret 😉

Mind Control Craving Cock 

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In this Mind Control recording, I take you deep into trance, deep into a state of relaxation. Making you so susceptible to all My suggestions. Making powerful suggestions and placing them deep in your subconscious. When I am finished with you, you will crave cock, want cock and beg to be My cocksucker.

More Training to be a good sissy!

Online Sissy Exposure Goddess Natasha

Online exposure especially online sissy exposure has grown over the years. I have always found public play and public humiliation to be exciting. Another aspect is online exposure. Over the years I have grown to enjoy this particular aspect more and more. I get so much enjoyment out of outing sissys and publicly displaying their pictures! Online sissy exposure can be so erotic and exciting. Not only that but it is also amusing.  I  create sissy cards and amuse Myself with humiliating and embarrassing captions!

So to make things clear EXACTLY what I can and will do I have recorded an MP3 detailing precisely My plans for you! Then there is the contract to make it perfectly clear what you are in for!

~NEW ~ Online Sissy Exposure Contract and Questionnaire 

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This contract is an agreement that you are not only willing but need to be exposed to the world. Upon entering this agreement, answering My questions and providing the information I require you acknowledge that everyone needs to know your true nature. Once your humiliating and embarrassing sissy photos are uploaded to the Internet know that they will be floating around forever! They will most certainly be downloaded by thousands of people. As I am sure you are aware your photos will be saved in collections, saved on computers and shared and reblogged! In addition your sissy pictures will be stroked to and orgasmed to!

I will continue to repost and share your photos over and over whenever the mood strikes Me! Also I may caption some of them for My amusement. I may post them to any or all of My many blogs and social media sites including tumblr, Instagram, Google just to name a few! If you google Goddess Natasha you will see just how many places I can and will expose you! I know that you crave the humiliation that comes with exposure. So risky isn’t it? Well it’s time to take the risk now and find out just how embarrassing and humiliating it can be!

More Online Sissy Exposure!

Taking the First Step! 

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It’s time! Time for you to be exposed as the sissy that you really are! No more hiding it from the world! With My knowledge and contacts everyone is going to see you for exactly what you are! After all, you want to be just like Me don’t you? So feminine in My black stockings and black pumps. Not to mention My perfectly applied lipstick, flat stomach, round ass and beautiful breasts! Follow My instructions and step by step you will be publicly exposed!

Sissy Exposed! 

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It is way behind time to expose you as the sissy that you are to the whole world! And I do mean the whole world! I have another fantastic way to expose you using your own behavior to do so! This is going to be so amusing for Me! Now I know that you as a sissy just can’t resist taking photos of yourself! I want you to pick out the most humiliating photo…Listen closely as I explain just how this exposure is going to play out! The best part is I can do it again and again!

Sissy Exposure 

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I know how much you love the attention of being a sissy! It is so exciting and you just love having your picture taken don’t you?? All those photos you have wearing panties, stockings and nylons. Well, it is time for you to be exposed as the sissy you are. It is time for everyone to know that you are no longer a man if you ever were! I believe that you have masqueraded long enough and it is time for you to be exposed as the sissy you are!

Sissy Exposed Introducing tara T

The sissy exposed this week was tara T who recently signed up for sissy exposure. Not only did she sign My sissy exposure contract but sent dozens of some of the most humiliating and embarrassing photos!

If you follow Me on tumblr, Twitter, Google+  Instagram or any of the many social networks that I am part of I am sure you have seen some of this sissy’s photos.

Part of My contract asks a number of personal and intimate questions as well as requiring confessional statements. In the upcoming days I will be posting more and more photos as well as tara T’s intimate details!

Be sure to follow this sissy on Twitter @taraterrytv

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tara T’s Sissy Confessional Statements:

1. I am a cock sucker.

2. I swallow.

3. I love it up the ass.

4. The bigger the cock the better.

5. I love to hear girls laughing at me.

6. I love getting upside down and cumming in my face for girls.

7. A goal of mine is to get cum in my eye.

8. The best sex I’ve ever had was with a guy.

9. I find humiliation erotic.

10. I don’t feel worthy of what you do for me.

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Sissy Steps Complete Sissy Training

Sissy Steps are just the beginning to your transformation!

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There as so many aspects that I want to train you in as My aspiring sissy! I want your training to be thorough and complete. After all, your behavior and training is a reflection on Me! That is why step by step I will be training you in such things as cum eating, cock worship and anal training. Also steps to feeling confident and being a sissy even in public! Just to name a few.

 Sissy Steps 

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There are many steps to being a good sissy! Especially if you want to be MY sissy. Some of them are simple and some of them will take a bit more effort. But every one of these steps will bring you closer to the sissy you were meant to be! I am sure at times you have performed a lesson here or there or have seen those incomplete lessons that leave you wanting more. THIS will be thorough, detailed and very comprehensive changing your masculinity totally and completely! Each of these steps will lead you down the path of feminization and sissification. This file will be your introduction to the sissy steps you will be taking under My guidance and control! From panties to cum eating and cock worship there won’t be anything that you won’t be well trained in! I can’t wait for you start! Now be a good gurl and listen closely!

So many facets to being a well trained sissy!

Pretty Sissy ~ Slutty Sissy Assignment 

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An assignment/task for My girls! As one of My gurls I want you to look, feel and act feminine! I have found that the more feminine you look, the more feminine you will act and vice versa! This is for when I want you to be My slutty sissy or My pretty sissy.

Sissy Assignment 

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I take the training of My gurls very seriously! One of the reasons is I want to be proud to call you My sissy just as you are proud to be My sissy! This assignment will allow visual reminders that you are a sissy and will enhance your femininity as well as your sissification!

Sissy Clitty ~ SPH 

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It is so true that size does matter! As a matter of fact, you realized that long ago! The size of your penis was a contributing factor in your becoming a sissy! The realization that you will never be a real man instead servicing real men is now just a fact of life for you. Let’s just call it what it is…your sissy clitty.