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butterballgurl Sissy Exposure

As you know I truly enjoy exposing sissys to the world. I feel the world needs to know ALL the truths about sissys. My latest sissy exposure is butterballgurl. My followers on Twitter have already seen some of her photos but I have acquired some new ones. These new photos reflect what an obese sissy she is with her huge belly and fat ass!

This is one of those sissys that has truly earned her name of butterballgurl! Look at this belly!

Or should I call it a fat apron?

Could this sissy get any fatter? butterballgurl has already gained 50 lbs! Now weighing in at 250 lbs!

Like a good sissy butterballgurl has her tiny clitty locked in chastity! No use for it as it measures a mere 1.5 inches

I would consider her the perfect candidate for castration and becoming a eunuch

 

Dressed in stockings and a baby doll however it can’t hide her massive belly!

 

July 5th was National Bikini Day ~ I don’t think butterballgurl will be asked to pose for any calendars!

 

This sissy slut keeps getting fatter and fatter! No doubt she is well on her way to being obese!

Look at her enormous belly!

Are you a sissy who needs to be exposed like butterballgurl?

SISSY EXPOSURE

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It’s going to be a rainy weekend in south Florida with tropical moisture coming up from the south. I have a lot to do getting ready for My trip to Michigan including planning new recordings. My phone and chat lines will be on throughout the day today.

My latest recording details what your life as a sissy husband would entail! I provide many details on My expectations and I also have used ASMR (tapping) in parts of the recording.

~NEW~ Marriage as a Sissy Husband 

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Marriage is such an important step! Our marriage will be far from what you imagined! This is the first thing you will realize That NOTHING about our marriage is going to be traditional! Not just a husband but a sissy husband! Even on our wedding day you will have on a white corset, panties, white stockings. I know that you thought it would be something for behind closed doors! Oh I LET you think that! When we first met it was just panties, stockings on occasion. However it will be clear that you are My sissy husband reflected in the way I dress you,and the way we interact. From the very beginning you will know who is in control, you will know your place! It will be not only dressing you but already have your first appointment at the salon for hair removal and I am not talking about shaving. I am talking about changes that are going to be permanent. Eyebrows beautifully arched and laser hair removal. It is what I always planned, what I always wanted! My plan was always for you to be My sissy husband. From deportment lessons, that first appointment that is going to be so emasculating, to the sissy party dresses and crinoline slips! There is so much more in store for you including chastity and cuckolding! Featuring sissification, forced sissy, sissy husband, Female Led Relationship, scattered ASMR tapping

Wife Vs Sissy 

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The act of Making you My wife is all-encompassing and life altering. While I enjoy My sissies the idea of a whole new life and lifestyle is the ultimate feminization for Me! Think of it as a metamorphosis into becoming what you are inside. This life entails the molding of you mentally, emotionally, physically and psychologically into what I want you to be! The perfect “wife” for Me! The details and changes are many, extreme and drastic but it will be so exciting!

Sissy Bliss 

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I know that you feel such happiness and get such a thrill out of being a sissy! I want to reinforce all these wonderful feelings! I want you to be immersed in being a sissy! I am going to put you in a state of sissy bliss! Relax and let go as My voice slips into your mind. Submerged in a luxurious deep tub. Realizing that you are completely shaved. Skin so smooth as you absorb the oils in the water. This is just the beginning to getting ready for your night of sissy bliss! Step by step I guide you and your mind to preparing for a night of seduction and sex.  Featuring feminization, lingerie, femme, hypno sissy, cock sucking, seduction, sissification

Sissy Inside Sissy Outside 

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The truth is you have always felt like a sissy inside! So much more feminine than masculine. Feeling like you are in the wrong body! Reading all the sissy captions online as well as all the sissy blogs and pictures. you know that is you! Well, I am going to transform you so that you are as much a sissy outside as inside! When I am done you will not only be a sissy both inside and outside you will even act more like a sissy!

Full Service Sissy Secretary 

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My training for you as My sissy secretary is coming along so nicely! The office has been so busy lately with men coming in and out..of your mouth! It’s time to expand your duties though! Time to train you to be a FULL service sissy secretary! Oh I know that you are going to be nervous with a bit of fear! Everyone is their first time! But don’t worry this men are going to so enjoy your inexperience and of course your tight ass!

Hypno Sissy Think Pink 

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I so enjoy manipulating your mind and bringing out the sissy in you! I know it is there and with just a little encouragement and conditioning from Me you will be the sissy you crave to be! Feel the warm light…the pink glowing light as you sink deeper and deeper. After I am done with this trance, the color pink was have such a profound effect on you!

Sissy Cock Worship Goddess Natasha

As you know one of My true enjoyments is training sissys and feminization. The emasculation of sissy cock worship and the control of transforming and/or feminizing are two of the reasons that I enjoy it so much.

~NEW~ Sissy Training ~ It’s not just a blowjob! 

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One of the things that a sissy especially My sissy’s needs to realize is that sucking cock is NOT just a blowjob! A good sissy knows that she is getting the privilege of servicing a superior cock. Realizing this sissy should engage in cock worship as she licks and sucks! Kneeling with a sissys mouth full of cock her inferior position is reinforced. A sexual object to be used and to provide sexual gratification. Additionally chastity also reinforces her position and that sissys sexual desires do not matter! Remember it’s not just a blowjob! Featuring elements of Femdom, sissy training, sissification, cock sucking, chastity, emasculation, sissy cock worship

Sissy Training ~ Sissification

Sissy BBC Conditioning 

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An important part of accepting your place as a sissy is acknowledging your place as a sexual sissy to be used by black alpha males. They are so powerful and masculine with their big black cocks especially compared to a sissy like you! I know you WANT to be a fuck doll for BBC! Dressing pretty and slutty giving up your mouth and sissy boi pussy for them to use! Listen to this again and again and become conditioned for BBC! Featuring sissy training, sissification, black owned sissy, brainwashed for BBC, sissy humiliation, verbal humiliation, sissy cock worship

How to be a Good Girl 

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I know how much you want to be a good gurl! you want Goddess to be proud of you. Listen to Me as I tell you all about what it takes to be a good gurl for Me! Being an obedient girl doing exactly as Goddess instructs you! Featuring femdom, transformation, cock sucking, sissy cock worship, forced bi, penetration, good girl

Sissy for Service 

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As My sissy, all of the decisions regarding your wardrobe, uniforms, cosmetics and training will be made by Me. This training will be 24 hours and 7 days a week. Everything I will be doing to transform and train you is designed to make you look and feel feminine. From having your nails done, to the corset training, to the seamed stockings and garter belts you will be required to wear. These very feminine and frilly undergarments that I have picked out for you should work just perfectly!

Sissy Training Lesson One 

I am excited that you will take this first lesson in My sissy training! This first task will keep us in contact, let Me know your deepest darkest desires and fears as well assisting you in being the sissy you were meant to be!

Sissy Training Lesson Two Sissy Mantras 

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I have found that reciting something over and over can have a lasting effect! Especially when someone is particularly vulnerable to suggestions as it is! These sissy mantras will become part of your new sissy life playing through your mind as you recite them over and over at the times I command! Listen to this audio at least daily to look, feel and act more feminine!

Sissy Training Lesson Three 

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This is lesson three in My sissy training and it is for those who are SERIOUS about training and TRULY want to be under the control and guidance of a Mistress! As a Mistress, I am all about control! I want to control your time and exactly what you are doing and when! I want the ability and knowledge to schedule your lessons such as high heel training, tray service, protocol and more!

Sissy Realization Sissification Goddess Natasha

I hope that you are having a great week! I am taking calls throughout the day and into the evening hours. Tomorrow I am planning to film videos so if you have an idea or a suggestion feel free to contact Me!

Last night I recorded a new audio file centering on the progression of feminization and sissification.

~NEW~ Sissification ~ Sissy Realization

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It started so very simply! A pair of panties, stockings that you furtively put on. That is how it started! I know you thought it was harmless and so erotic, so exciting! It made you so hard, harder than you had ever been. But it progressed , didn’t it? Soon it was more and more often. Soon you were masturbating in panties, with panties and it felt sooo good! What started so simply has grown and grown. Now you are addicted to the soft, silkiness of panties. The way they feel and the way they make you feel. More panties, stockings, pantyhose and silky slips and nighties and soon you realize that it feels so natural. Suddenly you realize that you are happier than you have ever been realizing that you are a sissy and always have been! Featuring Femdom, sissification, emasculation

Sissification ~ Sissy Training ~ Sissy Realization

Anal Training 

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I know you certainly have the capacity to be an anal slut! With My training and instructions you will be stretched, gaped and more. I know just the toys to gradually make you take more and more. Longer, thicker until you can only cum intensely when you are stretched to the maximum! All the time you spend stroking and edging is now going to be spent being anally trained! My goals are clear. To prepare you for when I take you with My strapon and to be ready for the day when I introduce you to the bull! Download My training instructions and begin! Detailed information on toys and instructions on becoming My anal toy

EXTREME Sissy Training Lesson 

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I believe each sissy training lesson should be memorable and at times extreme. A sissy training program should be rigidly enforced. After all, rigorous strict training leads to a good sissy! This training lesson will leave a lasting impression on you I guarantee it! It is training as well as disciplining and focusing you! This training can and has been used as punishment but it is also very effective for training! This training lesson focuses on helping you with your sissy walk as well as tightening your pussy no matter how uncomfortable it may be!

Sissy Bitch Academy 

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I know that you crave being a sissy for me. But I want more for you; I want you to realize your full potential as a sissy bitch. To be the most feminine, submissive gurl you can be. With that in mind, I’ve created my Sissy Bitch Academy, a training program that will take you from your first pair of panties to being a completely feminized sissy slut all the way to being bred. Many of the things I subject you to you will enjoy. Some of them you won’t. It is all being part of a good sissy bitch. Part of being a well-trained submissive sissy bitch who only wants to serve and please! This will involve changes to your mind, your behavior, your body and your deepest wants and desires. Transformation of your very identity.  Featuring strapon worship and training, cocksucking, sissygasm, sissy training, feminization, BBC, breeding

Sissy Bottom Bitch 

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What a wonderfully descriptive title for you! It is so appropriate for a sissy like you! Sissy certainly describes your appearance and attitude. Bottom means two things to Me for you. There is the hierarchy and you are at the bottom. Beneath the alpha males, beta males, slaves actually a sissy bitch like you is the VERY bottom! Making you a Bottom bitch means at the very bottom you are available to any and all! Available to Anyone and everyone as their bitch! Becoming a sexual receptacle and outlet for those I chose for you to service! With your little clit, feminine ways and love for cock you were meant to be a sissy bottom bitch Featuring sissification, sissy realization

Sissygasm 

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I know that you want to be a good girl! The only way good girls get to cum is by having a sissygasm. This is exactly how I am going to train you! So that the ONLY way you orgasm is with a sissygasm! Step by step I am going to guide you so that you are properly trained and your sissy pussy is trained to ONLY orgasm this way. No, no! No touching your clitty! I am going to train you for a hands free sissygasm! A REAL sissygasm! Now be a good girl and listen closely!

Irreversible Transformation 

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Ah, your hands go automatically to your breasts! Yes, breasts! Those are NOT breast forms. No you have a permanent pair of REAL breasts. Dr Jenninfer does such a wonderful job! As you look at Me you realize that you may have gotten yourself into more than just a fantasy! I smile as I begin dressing you in thigh highs, corset telling you about all the appointments I have lined up for the day! These appointments are going to entail even MORE permanent changes! Then a night of bondage for My amusement where you will be used as a reward for My male slaves. Bit by bit I will be turning you into a cock hungry slut. Featuring Feminization, sissy realization, Female Domination

Sissy Thomas M Cozart Sissy April

This Sissy craves to be publicly exposed in panties and nylons

Thomas M Cozart Sissy

Forever and permanently exposed!

Here is the latest email to sissy april’s boss telling him what a cock addicted cum whore she is!

Each day april becomes more and feminine! I am conditioning her with audio recordings to spend all her money on feminization including clothing and exposure! More stockings! More shoes! More sissification and permanent exposure!

This sissy can only orgasm to other crossdressers, she males and men gazing at their cocks.

AKA April Cozart needs more and more exposure ~ so addicted to the feeling of panties and nylons as she looks at her photos. SHE NEEDS TO BE CONSTANTLY EXPOSED! Permanently!

The world needs to know exactly what a sissy she really is including aprils xwife and new boss!

Wouldn’t you like to be the one to out this sissy crossdresser to her NEW boss?  april’s new boss’s email is Steve@fullconceal.com

 

Help Me expose april as the panty wearing sissy crossdresser she is!

Then email april at  Moyecozart@att.net and let her know she has been outed!

sissy april craves being exposed!  april loves wearing her Mother’s panties! This sissy gets so aroused and the panties get so wet!

 

sissy aprils ex-wife Pam deserves to know what a panty wearing stocking addict she was married to!

Email her ex-wife Pam the link to this exposure: gladysmolony1046@gmail.com

 

Please share and download so april totally loses control of these photos and info!

NOTHING else matters to this sissy except being cross dressed and being exposed! april is being conditioned to be exposed permanently and to only orgasm when in panties, stockings and looking at her exposure!

Wouldn’t you like to be the one to out this sissy crossdresser to her NEW boss?  april’s new boss’s email is Steve@fullconceal.com Help Me expose april as the sissy crossdresser she is! Then email april at  Moyecozart@att.net and let her know she has been outed

 

Better yet call april at 904-309-1471 and tell her exactly what you want to do to her and what you told her boss!

 

SISSY CONFESSIONAL: I want men to rub their cocks on my stocking clad legs

 

 

SISSY CONFESSIONAL:  I am addicted to wearing nylons and panties! I am addicted to crossdressing. I admit it! I am a sissy faggot!

SISSY EXPOSURE: Now this faggot is addicted to being exposed! The photos stay longer and longer. Which means more and more downloads!

 

Sissification Training Program for Black Owned Sissys

It’s going to be one of those rare rainy days in south Florida! By that I mean it is suppose to rain all day with street flooding. So I am sticking close to home.

My Niteflirt phone and chat lines will be on throughout the day into the evening hours.

Many of My audio and video recordings come from real life experiences and/or by a conversation that I have with someone. Recently I had an interaction where the idea of having white sissies trained to be sold to wealthy black couples. This of course spurred My imagination!

~NEW~ Training for Black Owned Sissy 

It is now official. The panel has declared your acceptance and you are led away by an intimidating tall Woman in a tight leather cat suit. Grasping your chin she introduces herself as your handler. My job is to mold you into a well-trained sissy that will bring the highest price possible! Every step is to be documented by both photos and videos and some procedures will even be streamed live! Knees shaking, trembling as you receive the first doses of HRT and testosterone blocker you feel your control, identity and masculinity slipping away.

SOLD! Black Owned Sissy 

From the beginning you always knew you were different. Never developing masculine traits or characteristics you have always had more feminine characteristics. A round curvy bubble butt that girls envied and girls always treated you as one of the girls! Unknown to you a scout has been reporting on you and a formal letter arrives that demands your presence at The Black Training Program. Oh you have always heard rumors and seen white sissies that serve wealthy black couples but the details have always been secretive. Appearing on the given day you learn exactly what is in store for you! Standing in front of a panel of 6 Women you are told to strip naked. Soon you learn that if you meet the criteria you are to be trained extensively and then sold to a wealthy black couple for their use! Head spinning you are subjected to a physical examination, intimate probing and embarrassing questions.

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Permanent Sissification Goddess Natasha

Two of last weeks recordings Permanent Sissification and Sexy Bra Fetish both appeared on the marque as most popular on the site! In addition My new release BBC Beg for It! Pay for it! Shot straight to one of the most downloaded files on Niteflirt!

My most popular video this week was fetish video featuring My gorgeous breasts in a push up bra. How far would you go was My most popular audio this past week. I hope that you had a chance to download them too!

As I spoke of earlier in the week once again I have to remove some recordings to make room for new ones. VIEW HERE TO SEE WHICH WILL BE DELETED.

Hopefully you are enjoying your weekend! I also hope we are able to connect in the near future as I will have more availability today beginning this afternoon! With that in mind, I will also have My cam line on this evening!

View My CAM LISTING HERE for more details. Also you can see on My social media accounts when My phone lines and cam line is on!

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This past week I was not available for calls with the busy holiday season and a lot of out of town company! I got to play tourist guide which was a lot of fun!

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Permanent Sissification 

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While I truly enjoy sissification, My goal is PERMANENT sissification for you! With My guidance and training step by step you become more and more feminine and more and more of a sissy! My training, suggestions seem perfectly natural as you go along with each one! I will be manipulating your thoughts and feelings not only in your physical appearance but psychologically and mentally as well! What I will do is so subtle and gradual by the time you realize what is happening to you it will be too late! Which is exactly what I want ~ permanent sissification!

Sexy Bra Fetish 

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There is just something so erotic when a Woman slips off a little black dress to reveal what is underneath! As I slide My dress over My shoulders one after another you see My cleavage enhancing bra. As My hand glides over the softness and silkiness of the bra you won’t be able to look away! This sexy bra is fast becoming My favorite!

Most Popular Video

Worship Push Up Bra Cleavage Smoking 

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My breasts are shown beautifully in this fetish video. Wearing a spiked push up bra with a crystal pendant nestled between My breasts, you will be mesmerized by My cleavage! My make up perfectly done and My long natural nails show up wonderfully as well as My deep colored lipstick!

Most Popular Audio

Femdom How far will you go? 

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This is the question you should ask yourself. How far will you go to please Me. How far will you go to belong to Me? What are you willing to do? Once you commit yourself and surrender there is NO turning back. No release date.

Recent Releases

~NEW~ BBC Beg for it! Pay for it!

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By now you should know where your place is! I know that you white males try and pretend. Pretend that you are real men But all you have to do is turn on that BBC porn and you turn into a cocksucking bitch for BBC! I know that you aren’t watching those Women! By now you know that you can’t satisfy them. By now you know you can never put that look on those Womans faces! Not a chance! That is just one of the reasons that you can’t look away from that cock. As you watch and lust after it all you can think about is wrapping your lips around it! On your knees, begging for that BBC! Yes I believe that not only should you beg for the privilege of serving BBC, thank them but PAY for it! What could more emasculating than that?? Featuring Femdom, humiliation, emasculation, cock worship, big black cock, pay for gay, white male humiliation, sexual inferiority

~NEW~ Strapon Whore for Goddess 

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Yes, you are My bitch! Today I am going to make you My strap on bitch, strap on whore! I will enjoy taking you. A good little strapon bitch lies on her back pulls her legs back and spreads for Goddesses cock! Know that I am going to fuck you on a regular basis! Now lie back, spread yourself for Goddess, open yourself for Goddess and submit to Goddesses cock!

~NEW~ Panty Peek 

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Like any Woman I enjoy getting presents! My pets know Me so well and for Christmas I received a gift bag filled with panties! Panties in an array of colors and styles and from one of My favorite lingerie stores Soma! Of course I had to try a pair on and you are treated to a thong panty peek both front and back!

~NEW~ Sissy Town 

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My instructions were explicit in bringing nothing with you and settling your affairs. When you signed the contract you agreed to this and acknowledged that once you became a sissy citizen in My Sissy Town there would be no return. From the moment you enter Sissy Town you no longer have any say in what will happen to you! All decisions on your sissification are going to be made by Me! The plane lands and as you exit the airport you see Me standing next to a black limousine. I crook My finger and as you approach you wipe your hands nervously. I take your chin in My hand and say “Oh you My dear BELONG in Sissy Town!” With a flick of My wrist the chauffeur opens the door and she winks at you. This is it! I have explained once you enter the limo that you are now past the point of no return. As we drive away I hold out My hand and smile as I say “Now you are MY sissy”. The sense of relief that you feel is overwhelming and emotional. Tears come to your eyes as you realize that you no longer have to pretend. That you can now be the sissy that you were always meant to be in Sissy Town!

~NEW~ Stockings Cleavage Worship 

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Dressed in a cleavage revealing dress and a pair of stockings I describe how much I love wearing stockings. The whisper as I cross and uncross My legs. A stunning pair of stockings paired with a black dress and a pair of stilettos well, there is nothing sexier. This short dress reveals the stockings and lace tops and My beautiful legs. I run My elegant hand with long natural nails on My legs and stockings ~ so soft and silky!

Femdom Sissification Goddess Natasha

It was another busy week with custom recordings and some new releases. My Mind Control Powerless recording was on the marque for most of the week as well as My Femdom sissification Feminization Brainwashing.

This week My most popular video features My sexy size 6 feet in a pair of strappy sandals. My most popular audio recording was Sissy Cocksucker.

As you might know I will have a photographer/videographer here beginning on the 17th. If you have ideas, suggestions or would like to request a custom video, I would love to hear from you!

I hope that you are having a great weekend! This weekend there was a huge three day music festival and I took the day off yesterday! Held on Fort Lauderdale beach it was a blast! It benefits ocean conservation which is a cause close to My heart!

Today My phone lines are on and I am also available for live chat. In addition I am also taking custom audio MP3 requests. Feel free to contact Me.

Most Popular Video

Sexy Strappy Sandals 

By now you know how I love showing off My feet and gorgeous tanned legs! In this video, I have a pair of sexy strappy sandals and a short little black dress that show off both perfectly. I sit in the chair, crossing and uncrossing My legs and there are plenty of leg shots and close ups off My feet in My favorite strappy sandals. A perfect worship video for those who love My feet and legs Featuring high heels, sandals, foot fetish, leg worship (WATCH NOW!)

Most Popular Audio

Sissy Cocksucker 

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I know that you watch the videos and look at the captioned pictures of sissies sucking cock. you watch them over and over..those lips wrapped around a throbbing cock and you think…I want that…I need that. After all, that is how you will feel fulfilled, isn’t it? A cock in your mouth, sucking and gagging, being used. After all, that is what a sissy is for, isn’t it? To be used (LISTEN NOW!)

Recent Releases

~NEW~ Confessional Therapy 

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It’s been said that confession is good for the soul. But will it be good for you? My new unconventional therapy is called Confessional Therapy. Coming into My office I have convinced you that this new therapy will be of great benefit to you. Since you have been seeing Me for therapy sessions for some time you fall easily into trance. I have full access to your subconscious and it is so easy to manipulate your mind! I know you will feel so much better after you confess all. Not only all your secret desires but your addictions and ALL your weaknesses! Surely you trust Me by now?? All you need to do is lie back on My couch and listen to My voice. It is the most natural thing in the world to answer all My questions. (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Exposed in Panties and Stockings

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I know how addicted you are to the feelings of panties and stockings! They feel so good and enhance your femininity! Soft, silky panties and nylons; there is nothing quite like it! The feeling is sooo erotic! It is even MORE erotic when you are getting attention and being exposed while being dressed! The more you are exposed, the more you want to be exposed ~ in panties and stockings! I know you crave the attention and want it! It is so humiliating, so emasculating for the world to know you love being in panties and stockings. But it feels oh so good! Of course, I want to increase those feelings and intensify them even more! (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Know your place as a Beta male and cuckold 

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I enjoy putting you in your place as a beta male. Both of us know that that is what you are but of course I enjoy pointing out the humiliating reasons that is what you are and will always be! Featuring cuckolding, emasculation, cream pie, humiliation, Femdom, cock comparison, SPH, bisexuality, forced bi, superior cock worship (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ It’s a Sissy Night! 

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These are Femdom sissification instructions for a sissy night that you should perform at least once a week! It will make sure you are in touch with your femininity on a regular basis and it is another step in your emasculation! So make sure you have your sexiest nighty and vibrator and follow My Femdom sissification instructions! (LISTEN NOW!)

Sissy cocksucker tara First Time Sucking Cock

This is something that sissy cocksucker tara shared with Me in her faggot exposure contract. I find so many humiliating elements to her first experience sucking and servicing cock! Everything from having to make arrangement with a girl at the escort agency to realizing that women would no longer be an option! Enjoy more of her sissy exposure!

Omg the first time I sucked cock?

Oh, Goddess it was a magical moment in my life. I had talked with many phone sex operators and they were all so wonderful with lots of encouragement but nothing prepared me for the emotional turmoil I felt for weeks as I knew I was getting closer and closer to doing it!

I was going out of town and would be staying in a hotel and I decided that I was going to do it. So, there was plenty of time for it to all build up. This was somewhere around the year 2000, and I had just completed six pulsed light treatments on my pubic hair and I was completely bald down there for over six months and when this happened. I really didn’t think I would ever have pubic hair again and felt like I had completely fucked myself in that department, as being shaved or hair free hadn’t taken hold of society yet. In fact, several phone sex operators had tried to talk me out of the treatments as they thought that would be to detrimental if I should change my mind later. They as well as me assumed that my lack of pubic hair would be questioned and leave me completely undesirable.

So anyway, I couldn’t stop myself and I had it done anyway, and for about a year, I didn’t think women were an option any longer, so I had resigned myself that cock was all I would be getting from then on. I hadn’t had sex with anyone for over three years and lost the desire to even attempt conversation with a girl after my first pulsed light treatment. Someone set me up on a blind date after about three treatments and I looked like I was going through puberty again. My pubic hair was real fine and sparse. I went out with her anyway hoping to have a good time but not such a good time that she wanted to have sex. I got my wish, I don’t know if I was sending out a gay vibe or what but she was real cool and I was kind of bummed out.

That experience left me feeling like cock was all I was meant to have and six months later, I was making plans to make it reality. I needed some intimacy with somebody and it seemed like a guy was my only option. I didn’t want a boyfriend or anything like that, I just wanted sex, so I started exploring my options. I found several escort agencies that had men for rent. The strange thing was both places I called the girl that answered the phone sounded like the girl of my dreams. It was so hard to tell them that I was interested in a guy. They did seem quite understanding and accommodating.

Both of them had a guy or two that would take me out and to a gay bar, but only one told me about a guy that would top me! I wasn’t sure what that meant and she explained it to me, and I admitted that I wanted him. I had found the place and all I had to do was wait for my trip and call on him. The day of my trip I called early and made sure he could be available that night. The trip to the city was full of mixed emotions of excitement and anticipation, after all I knew without a doubt I wasn’t going to return home straight. I should have skipped the meeting and just went and got fucked the moment I got into town as that was all I thought about.

I was just hours away from becoming officially gay and I was ready for it! Nervous and full of shame but ready for it none the less. I made the mistake of waiting until I was back in my hotel room so I didn’t have to call from my cell phone. That only added to my wait time and I was so afraid by the time the courier showed up with him. She was to bring him up to my room and collect the money for the encounter but they couldn’t get in without me going down and letting him in. I felt like I was doing the walk of shame as I went to fetch them, but in no time, we were in my room and I was paying her to leave him with she reiterated that he was a top and I had to confirm that I understood what that meant and then she left him to me.

Technically on intent alone I was already gay.  However, I was there to officially become gay and get fucked  physically.

 

Despite all the thinking and consideration, I’d given it, I was nervous and apprehensive. Sure, I’d lost my virginity with a girl years before, but I was about to lose it all over again, this time with a man. My primary goal was to take a cock up my ass as I thought that would be more pleasing for me. Although I did have a secondary goal, up to this point, I had never had sex without giving my partner oral first, and I didn’t want that to change just because I was going to have sex with a guy. We played around a little touching and feeling each other and soon I knew it was time for me to take him into my mouth.

I can’t tell you play by play how it happened, but I can tell you once it was in my mouth, I realized just how impressive the penis really is. The skin is so soft and when wet with precum it is so slippery. I was amazed at how easily it slipped into the mouth and just ike that I was officially gay. So, there I am enjoying all of this soft and tender skin but just underneath is this hard and ridged shaft, throbbing and pulsing in my mouth; leaking precum and slamming my tonsils out of the way from time to time. I was totally unsure of myself taking this gay man’s cock into my mouth. I was afraid that he would cum in my mouth and I would catch something I didn’t want if he did.

My only disappointment is that I didn’t work him over harder and practice more that first time but I was there to get fucked and I was eager for it so my cock sucking adventure ended rather quickly.

I hope you enjoyed this sissy cocksucker experience! Be sure to follow tara on Twitter @taraterrytv

Femdom Sissy Training Goddess Natasha

It has been another busy week and two of My recordings once again were on the most popular marque. The two were Sissy Training Sissification and Mindless Masturbation. Currently two of My recent releases listed below are on display also.

Most Popular Video

Female Supremacy

Every day I am encouraged that Woman are gaining more power. More power and control in their personal lives and personal relationships, in politics and leadership roles. BUT do you know why? This is an intelligent discussion of WHY Women are better qualified and the differences between Women and men….other than the over used “men think with their cocks” (My views on Female Supremacy)

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Shemale Faggot 

Another HOT and SEXY shemale adventure! Here we are again…as you fantasize about all those shemale cocks! You just can’t’ get enough! You dream night and day about those sexy transsexuals. Their hard cocks using you, using your mouth and using your ass! Those chicks with dicks fucking your face and pounding you…pounding your ass. Go ahead, lay on your back and pull your legs up. It’s time for you to be used! (LISTEN NOW!)

Recent Releases

~NEW~ you MUST increase your bust (MP3) 

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This is the audio version of My you MUST increase your bust. However I expand on the effects certain things will have on you as well as give you My feelings on breasts for sissys! I also reinforce how you WANT to be a good girl, you want to be a goody sissy so you WILL follow My directions. Recorded in My seductive voice you will be excited to get started on getting bigger breasts! Another Femdom sissy training recording that really works!  (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Humiliation Homo 

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I know that you keep telling yourself you aren’t gay. That you are NOT a homosexual. THAT’S not you! Well, you have told Me time and time again how much you enjoy cock. Worshiping cock and letting males use you. I call you a cocksucker and you insist that doesn’t make you gay! Let’s face it. Once you have crossed that line and have serviced cock you are a cocksucker! Let Me be clear..you are a faggot, you are a cocksucker. (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Complete Exposure! 

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Complete and Total exposure! That is My plan for you and I will do whatever necessary to make your exposure so public that your life will be forever changed! I know how exciting it is to answer every question, submit photos and yes even videos! All of this personal information gives Me such power and control over you! I believe that everyone should know the truth about you and I am more than willing to make that happen!

~NEW~  Sissy Special! 

These three audio files are over 15 minutes of erotic sissy training! A Sissy special for My girls!

Sissy Secretary

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As you know you have so many duties as My sissy! In addition, when I require it you will be serving as My sissy secretary! Dressed in business attire…pumps, lacey slip, short skirt and stockings you will perform secretarial duties and…well, I do have males that visit for meetings and you will be called on to service them. Just part of your duty as My sissy secretary!

Full Service Sissy Secretary

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My training for you as My sissy secretary is coming along so nicely! The office has been so busy lately with men coming in and out..of your mouth! It’s time to expand your duties though! Time to train you to be a FULL service sissy secretary! Oh I know that you are going to be nervous with a bit of fear! Everyone is their first time! But don’t worry this men are going to so enjoy your inexperience and of course your tight ass! One of Goddessess most popular Femdom sissy training recordings!

Sissy Affirmations for the Weekend

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These mantras and affirmations will keep you focused on being a sissy for the next 48 hours! Listen to this recording and soon these will be playing over and over in your pretty little head all weekend long! Affirmations and mantras that will keep you feeling feminine and so girly.