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Sissy Realization Sissification Goddess Natasha

I hope that you are having a great week! I am taking calls throughout the day and into the evening hours. Tomorrow I am planning to film videos so if you have an idea or a suggestion feel free to contact Me!

Last night I recorded a new audio file centering on the progression of feminization and sissification.

~NEW~ Sissification ~ Sissy Realization

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It started so very simply! A pair of panties, stockings that you furtively put on. That is how it started! I know you thought it was harmless and so erotic, so exciting! It made you so hard, harder than you had ever been. But it progressed , didn’t it? Soon it was more and more often. Soon you were masturbating in panties, with panties and it felt sooo good! What started so simply has grown and grown. Now you are addicted to the soft, silkiness of panties. The way they feel and the way they make you feel. More panties, stockings, pantyhose and silky slips and nighties and soon you realize that it feels so natural. Suddenly you realize that you are happier than you have ever been realizing that you are a sissy and always have been! Featuring Femdom, sissification, emasculation

Sissification ~ Sissy Training ~ Sissy Realization

Anal Training 

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I know you certainly have the capacity to be an anal slut! With My training and instructions you will be stretched, gaped and more. I know just the toys to gradually make you take more and more. Longer, thicker until you can only cum intensely when you are stretched to the maximum! All the time you spend stroking and edging is now going to be spent being anally trained! My goals are clear. To prepare you for when I take you with My strapon and to be ready for the day when I introduce you to the bull! Download My training instructions and begin! Detailed information on toys and instructions on becoming My anal toy

EXTREME Sissy Training Lesson 

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I believe each sissy training lesson should be memorable and at times extreme. A sissy training program should be rigidly enforced. After all, rigorous strict training leads to a good sissy! This training lesson will leave a lasting impression on you I guarantee it! It is training as well as disciplining and focusing you! This training can and has been used as punishment but it is also very effective for training! This training lesson focuses on helping you with your sissy walk as well as tightening your pussy no matter how uncomfortable it may be!

Sissy Bitch Academy 

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I know that you crave being a sissy for me. But I want more for you; I want you to realize your full potential as a sissy bitch. To be the most feminine, submissive gurl you can be. With that in mind, I’ve created my Sissy Bitch Academy, a training program that will take you from your first pair of panties to being a completely feminized sissy slut all the way to being bred. Many of the things I subject you to you will enjoy. Some of them you won’t. It is all being part of a good sissy bitch. Part of being a well-trained submissive sissy bitch who only wants to serve and please! This will involve changes to your mind, your behavior, your body and your deepest wants and desires. Transformation of your very identity.  Featuring strapon worship and training, cocksucking, sissygasm, sissy training, feminization, BBC, breeding

Sissy Bottom Bitch 

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What a wonderfully descriptive title for you! It is so appropriate for a sissy like you! Sissy certainly describes your appearance and attitude. Bottom means two things to Me for you. There is the hierarchy and you are at the bottom. Beneath the alpha males, beta males, slaves actually a sissy bitch like you is the VERY bottom! Making you a Bottom bitch means at the very bottom you are available to any and all! Available to Anyone and everyone as their bitch! Becoming a sexual receptacle and outlet for those I chose for you to service! With your little clit, feminine ways and love for cock you were meant to be a sissy bottom bitch Featuring sissification, sissy realization

Sissygasm 

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I know that you want to be a good girl! The only way good girls get to cum is by having a sissygasm. This is exactly how I am going to train you! So that the ONLY way you orgasm is with a sissygasm! Step by step I am going to guide you so that you are properly trained and your sissy pussy is trained to ONLY orgasm this way. No, no! No touching your clitty! I am going to train you for a hands free sissygasm! A REAL sissygasm! Now be a good girl and listen closely!

Irreversible Transformation 

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Ah, your hands go automatically to your breasts! Yes, breasts! Those are NOT breast forms. No you have a permanent pair of REAL breasts. Dr Jenninfer does such a wonderful job! As you look at Me you realize that you may have gotten yourself into more than just a fantasy! I smile as I begin dressing you in thigh highs, corset telling you about all the appointments I have lined up for the day! These appointments are going to entail even MORE permanent changes! Then a night of bondage for My amusement where you will be used as a reward for My male slaves. Bit by bit I will be turning you into a cock hungry slut. Featuring Feminization, sissy realization, Female Domination

Sissy Thomas M Cozart Sissy April

This Sissy craves to be publicly exposed in panties and nylons

Thomas M Cozart Sissy

Forever and permanently exposed!

Here is the latest email to sissy april’s boss telling him what a cock addicted cum whore she is!

Each day april becomes more and feminine! I am conditioning her with audio recordings to spend all her money on feminization including clothing and exposure! More stockings! More shoes! More sissification and permanent exposure!

This sissy can only orgasm to other crossdressers, she males and men gazing at their cocks.

AKA April Cozart needs more and more exposure ~ so addicted to the feeling of panties and nylons as she looks at her photos. SHE NEEDS TO BE CONSTANTLY EXPOSED! Permanently!

The world needs to know exactly what a sissy she really is including aprils xwife and new boss!

Wouldn’t you like to be the one to out this sissy crossdresser to her NEW boss?  april’s new boss’s email is Steve@fullconceal.com

 

Help Me expose april as the panty wearing sissy crossdresser she is!

Then email april at  Moyecozart@att.net and let her know she has been outed!

sissy april craves being exposed!  april loves wearing her Mother’s panties! This sissy gets so aroused and the panties get so wet!

 

sissy aprils ex-wife Pam deserves to know what a panty wearing stocking addict she was married to!

Email her ex-wife Pam the link to this exposure: gladysmolony1046@gmail.com

 

Please share and download so april totally loses control of these photos and info!

NOTHING else matters to this sissy except being cross dressed and being exposed! april is being conditioned to be exposed permanently and to only orgasm when in panties, stockings and looking at her exposure!

Wouldn’t you like to be the one to out this sissy crossdresser to her NEW boss?  april’s new boss’s email is Steve@fullconceal.com Help Me expose april as the sissy crossdresser she is! Then email april at  Moyecozart@att.net and let her know she has been outed

 

Better yet call april at 904-309-1471 and tell her exactly what you want to do to her and what you told her boss!

 

SISSY CONFESSIONAL: I want men to rub their cocks on my stocking clad legs

 

 

SISSY CONFESSIONAL:  I am addicted to wearing nylons and panties! I am addicted to crossdressing. I admit it! I am a sissy faggot!

SISSY EXPOSURE: Now this faggot is addicted to being exposed! The photos stay longer and longer. Which means more and more downloads!

 

ASMR Femdom Goddess Natasha

Are you familiar with ASMR? It stands for Autonomous Sensory Meridian Response and it is triggered by sound. In My case I used a soft whisper. I have found that My whispered ASMR Femdom files are so effective. Played in a loop My whispering voice has a profound effect on your subconscious. Conditioning you, programming you and reprogramming you into exactly what I want you to be, what to think and how to act.

 ASMR BBC Owns you 

Listen to My seductive voice whispering in your ear as I condition you into being owned by big black cock. Black cock IS superior. Worshiping black cock is your duty. It is your duty to service big black cock. Big black cock owns you! Featuring ASMR , Femdom, brainwashing, BBC brainwashing, BBC conditioning Best listened to with headphones!

Put on your headphones and indulge in My ASMR Femdom files!

Sissy Training ~ Sissy Whispers ASMR  

My voice is so seductive and you can’t get enough of it! As I softly whisper all the commands for you to be a good sissy. To be an obedient sissy and accepting your place as a sissy. Truths that you need to accept. My sissy statements will play over and over in your sissy brain! Sending you deeper into femininity with commands and statements that will be deeply be imprinted. Featuring ASMR, ASMR Femdom, sissy training, sissification, BBC conditioning, sissy mantras, sissy brainwashing Best listened to with headphones played in a loop.

ASMR Panty Programming 

Whispering seductively and softly I encourage the erotic feelings that you have when you wear panties. Nothing feels so good as slipping into a pair of panties. Immediately you become feminine and your excitement builds. It feels so good to be in panties; you need to wear panties. You don’t feel complete without a pair of panties. You belong in panties! It is the most natural thing in the world for you to wear panties! Soon it will be automatic as each day you reach for a pair of panties as you dress for the day. That’s right. Slip them on.Good girls wear panties. Good girls wear panties every day…all day! And you want to be a good girl, don’t you? As with all My ASMR recordings it is best listened to with head phones.

Good Girls Suck 

Listen to My seductive voice whisper in your ear. Good girls suck. I know you want to be a good girl. So suck. Suck like a good girl. Be a good girl for Goddess. Good girls swallow. Be a good girl and swallow. Good girls suck and swallow. Be a good girl. Playing over and over in your mind you WILL be a good girl. You WILL suck. You WILL swallow.

Good Girl 

I know how much you want to be a good girl! To please Me and to follow all My commands. Becoming more feminine. Feeling more feminine. Listen closely as I whisper how you can be a good girl. How you WILL be a good girl! Whispering seductively My voice flows through your mind as My words resonate. Good girl!  Best listened to with headphones.

Mind Control: ASMR Let Go! 

My voice is already so seductive to you and My whispering envelopes you in intimacy with Goddess. As My whispers fill your mind you find yourself slipping deeper and deeper. It is so soothing, no worries, no fears as you feel Goddess delving deeper into your subconscious. Letting Goddess in. Letting Goddess take control. Just let go ~ let go ~ let go Surrender. Submit. This is an important recording as a cornerstone for all future ASMR recordings whether audio or video.

ASMR Programmed Cum Eating 

Listen as I whisper softly to you. Seductively flowing through your mind as I program you to become a cum eater for Me. So erotic! So irresistible! As you stroke you imagine and crave the taste of it. Coating your mouth, that sticky saltiness. Ahhh precum. No, that can’t go to waste! Each time you have an orgasm, you WILL lick it up. Each time you cum you WILL consume it. That’s what Goddess wants. Best listened to with headphones. Featuring ASMR whisper, Femdom hypnosis, brainwashing, reprogramming, masturbation instructions, mind manipulation

ASMR Whisper ~ Sissification 

There is no resisting My seductive voice or My suggestions as I whisper what is happening to you. As you go deeper the feelings of femininity and sissification get stronger and stronger. Repeating after Me these mantras, suggestions and feelings will only intensify. Whispering I reinforce the feelings you have as you wear panties, slip into stockings and become more and more of a sissy. Every time you listen, every time you hear My voice and yes every time you wear a feminine clothing you are transformed into even more of a sissy! This sissification ASMR Femdom file is best listened to with head phones.

Goddess Natasha Mature Femdom

My most popular video this week was Violating your mouth which is one of My most popular strapon recordings. This weeks most popular audio was My forced ejaculation recording. These two continue to be highly downloaded. If you don’t have them I hope you take a moment to download them. I know that you will enjoy them!

In addition My two recordings on Black Owned Sissys appeared on the Niteflirt marque.

Something and someone I wanted to share with you! One of My fellow Flirts Amelia Divine has started a new series called Becoming Her wife. It is an erotic audio narrative and She has a truly seductive voice! Click Here to learn more about Ms Divine’s Becoming Her wife

I hope that you are enjoying your weekend! Yesterday I did manage to set up the camera, lights and move furniture for recording. So for the next two days I am set to record! Today I am available online and also taking phone calls. In between videos that is! Feel free to contact Me if you have an idea or suggestion!

Appearing on Marque

Training for Black Owned Sissy 

Goddess Natasha Mature Femdom

It is now official. The panel has declared your acceptance and you are led away by an intimidating tall Woman in a tight leather cat suit. Grasping your chin she introduces herself as your handler. My job is to mold you into a well-trained sissy that will bring the highest price possible! Every step is to be documented by both photos and videos and some procedures will even be streamed live! Knees shaking, trembling as you receive the first doses of HRT and testosterone blocker you feel your control, identity and masculinity slipping away.

SOLD! Black Owned Sissy 

Goddess Natasha Mature Femdom

From the beginning you always knew you were different. Never developing masculine traits or characteristics you have always had more feminine characteristics. A round curvy bubble butt that girls envied and girls always treated you as one of the girls! Unknown to you a scout has been reporting on you and a formal letter arrives that demands your presence at The Black Training Program. Oh you have always heard rumors and seen white sissies that serve wealthy black couples but the details have always been secretive. Appearing on the given day you learn exactly what is in store for you! Standing in front of a panel of 6 Women you are told to strip naked. Soon you learn that if you meet the criteria you are to be trained extensively and then sold to a wealthy black couple for their use! Head spinning you are subjected to a physical examination, intimate probing and embarrassing questions.

Most Popular Video

Violating your mouth 

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This video will be at the top of your list of favorites. You don’t have to look hard to see the outline of My perfect breasts in this see through white dress. But can you keep your eyes off My shapely leather covered legs? I know you will drool as you watch My hands stroke my strap on cock. You would crawl across a hard floor for the chance to put your wet mouth around My cock. Dreaming that you could look up and see Me smile, as I teach you just how I like it sucked.If you truly wish to be My slave you WILL become My bitch.

Most Popular Audio

Forced Ejaculation Milking 

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Edging and milking…so cruel and so amusing to Me! Watching your sexual frustration build and build as you lay helpless and vulnerable to My ministrations. After a long period of tease and denial and I do mean LONG period of stroking you, edging you over and over again. So erotic and amusing to watch you struggle and pull against the restraints as your frustration grows and grows! Starting and stopping, keeping you on the edge for hours. Then its milking time! Believe Me when I tell you this will be even MORE frustrating! The orgasm that you so desperately want just beyond your reach as you are expertly milked!

Recent Releases

~NEW~ Chastity Permanent Lock Down! 

Goddess Natasha Mature Femdom

Chasity is one of the things that provide intense satisfaction and excitement for Me! This level of control is exactly what I not only desire but demand! But MY demand for chastity will be completely out of your hands and out of your control! I control your sexual activities, erections and orgasms! As My slave you will be subjected to permanent lockdown with no escape! As far as I am concerned there is no need for you to be free of chastity EVER!

~NEW~ Exposure So Addicting! 

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I know that you are becoming more and more addicted more and more obsessed with exposure. Loving the attention just like you love being dressed up! Panties, bras, slips all of it feels so good and feels so natural…for a sissy! Not for a man! Everyone needs to know this. Everyone knowing what a sissy you really are! This exposure is permanent, irreversible as it is spread far and wide across the internet! Each day you are a step closer to being outed! Never knowing exactly when it is going to happen! It is an addicting feeling isn’t, it? That total loss of control as your photos are posted and the unknown of who is viewing and downloading them is so erotic! So humiliated, so emasculating and so exciting!

~NEW~ Hopeless Hand Humper 

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Well the weekend is here and that means real men are going to be going out on dates. Not only dates but actually have sex with Women! But not you! No, I know what YOUR weekend is going to be like. It is going to be like every other weekend! It is going to consist of watching porn, endless edging and gooning. Featuring humiliation, masturbation humiliation, verbal humiliation, sexual inferiority

Sissification Training Program for Black Owned Sissys

It’s going to be one of those rare rainy days in south Florida! By that I mean it is suppose to rain all day with street flooding. So I am sticking close to home.

My Niteflirt phone and chat lines will be on throughout the day into the evening hours.

Many of My audio and video recordings come from real life experiences and/or by a conversation that I have with someone. Recently I had an interaction where the idea of having white sissies trained to be sold to wealthy black couples. This of course spurred My imagination!

~NEW~ Training for Black Owned Sissy 

It is now official. The panel has declared your acceptance and you are led away by an intimidating tall Woman in a tight leather cat suit. Grasping your chin she introduces herself as your handler. My job is to mold you into a well-trained sissy that will bring the highest price possible! Every step is to be documented by both photos and videos and some procedures will even be streamed live! Knees shaking, trembling as you receive the first doses of HRT and testosterone blocker you feel your control, identity and masculinity slipping away.

SOLD! Black Owned Sissy 

From the beginning you always knew you were different. Never developing masculine traits or characteristics you have always had more feminine characteristics. A round curvy bubble butt that girls envied and girls always treated you as one of the girls! Unknown to you a scout has been reporting on you and a formal letter arrives that demands your presence at The Black Training Program. Oh you have always heard rumors and seen white sissies that serve wealthy black couples but the details have always been secretive. Appearing on the given day you learn exactly what is in store for you! Standing in front of a panel of 6 Women you are told to strip naked. Soon you learn that if you meet the criteria you are to be trained extensively and then sold to a wealthy black couple for their use! Head spinning you are subjected to a physical examination, intimate probing and embarrassing questions.

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Sissygasm Sissy Training Goddess Natasha

There are so many elements and details to your sissy training! One that I am especially fond of is training you to ONLY have sissygasms! Not just sissygasms but hands free! Oh it will take some practice but step by step I will guide you so that soon you will ONLY has sissygams!

~NEW~ Sissygasm 

I know that you want to be a good girl! The only way good girls get to cum is by having a sissygasm. This is exactly how I am going to train you! So that the ONLY way you orgasm is with a sissygasm! Step by step I am going to guide you so that you are properly trained and your sissy pussy is trained to ONLY orgasm this way. No, no! No touching your clitty! I am going to train you for a hands free sissygasm! A REAL sissygasm! Now be a good girl and listen closely so you can learn exactly how to have a sissygasm!

How to be a Good Gurl!

I know how much you want to be a good gurl! you want Goddess to be proud of you. Listen to Me as I tell you all about what it takes to be a good gurl for Me! Being an obedient girl doing exactly as Goddess instructs you! Featuring femdom, transformation, cock sucking, forced bi, penetration, good gurl

Sissy Confessional

This video is filled with questions that will reveal your every secret and how you became a sissy! Embarrassing and humiliating you are required to answer every single one! From toys and first times you will answer no matter how embarrassing and humiliating!

Sissy Clitty

It is so true that size does matter! As a matter of fact, you realized that long ago! The size of your penis was a contributing factor in your becoming a sissy! The realization that you will never be a real man instead servicing real men is now just a fact of life for you. Let’s just call it what it is…your sissy clitty.

Sissification Sissy Training Goddess Natasha

Sissification Sissy training has long been an interest of Mine. The level of control can be intensified There are so many aspects to sissification sissy training including not only the physical but the mental and psychological aspects. Some of My sissification sissy training is humiliating and is certainly always emasculating!

Be My Sissy Bride 

There are so many feminine rituals that I want you to experience and that you NEED to experience! I have spoke of some of them in My Feminine Pursuits and what I want you to do to immerse yourself in your sissification. Another is being a sissy bride! Oh how much fun, humiliating and exciting! Taken to a bridal shop and stripped to the undergarments that I have chosen as you try on the dresses that I chose! That is just the beginning of being a Sissy Bride! (LISTEN!)

My phone lines will be on per My regular schedule and I am also available for online interaction. Following Me on TWITTER will ensure that you know exactly when I am available!

Also stopping by My personal site you will know exactly what is new and up to date on what I am doing! Feel free to view My personal site here.

Feminine Pursuits 

As you know I so enjoy creating tasks and lessons for you to do! With My Feminine Pursuits tasks I have gone beyond the simple dress up of becoming a girl! My goal is your complete feminization and that means immersing you in what I call Feminine Pursuits! These three tasks will do just that! (Contains three audio files listed below!)

Lesson One

Enhance your femininity! That is exactly what this training lesson and task is designed to do! More than just slipping into a pair of panties and stockings this task was created to immerse you in feminine pursuits! Each and every time you carry out a task you will be closer and closer to being completely feminized!

Lesson Two

This second lesson in Feminine Pursuits will help you get in touch with your femininity. It will assist you in keeping in contact with all these new and femme feelings that grow and grow! It is going to be one of the most freeing experiences and you will learn so much about your femme self! Learning and recognizing the feelings you have and what they mean! This lesson will help you know yourself and even act as a confessional! Without fear or judgement you can now admit all your deepest darkest secrets!

Lesson Three

I have so many plans for you to make you more feminine! This task combines a number of elements of feminization that I find imperative to not only looking but feeling femme! This task involves shopping for the proper outfit and engaging in a FEMININE public activity. It is just another way to embrace your femininity and true transformation! It’s time to not just look like a girl but be a girl!

Femdom Sissification Goddess Natasha

It was another busy week with custom recordings and some new releases. My Mind Control Powerless recording was on the marque for most of the week as well as My Femdom sissification Feminization Brainwashing.

This week My most popular video features My sexy size 6 feet in a pair of strappy sandals. My most popular audio recording was Sissy Cocksucker.

As you might know I will have a photographer/videographer here beginning on the 17th. If you have ideas, suggestions or would like to request a custom video, I would love to hear from you!

I hope that you are having a great weekend! This weekend there was a huge three day music festival and I took the day off yesterday! Held on Fort Lauderdale beach it was a blast! It benefits ocean conservation which is a cause close to My heart!

Today My phone lines are on and I am also available for live chat. In addition I am also taking custom audio MP3 requests. Feel free to contact Me.

Most Popular Video

Sexy Strappy Sandals 

By now you know how I love showing off My feet and gorgeous tanned legs! In this video, I have a pair of sexy strappy sandals and a short little black dress that show off both perfectly. I sit in the chair, crossing and uncrossing My legs and there are plenty of leg shots and close ups off My feet in My favorite strappy sandals. A perfect worship video for those who love My feet and legs Featuring high heels, sandals, foot fetish, leg worship (WATCH NOW!)

Most Popular Audio

Sissy Cocksucker 

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I know that you watch the videos and look at the captioned pictures of sissies sucking cock. you watch them over and over..those lips wrapped around a throbbing cock and you think…I want that…I need that. After all, that is how you will feel fulfilled, isn’t it? A cock in your mouth, sucking and gagging, being used. After all, that is what a sissy is for, isn’t it? To be used (LISTEN NOW!)

Recent Releases

~NEW~ Confessional Therapy 

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It’s been said that confession is good for the soul. But will it be good for you? My new unconventional therapy is called Confessional Therapy. Coming into My office I have convinced you that this new therapy will be of great benefit to you. Since you have been seeing Me for therapy sessions for some time you fall easily into trance. I have full access to your subconscious and it is so easy to manipulate your mind! I know you will feel so much better after you confess all. Not only all your secret desires but your addictions and ALL your weaknesses! Surely you trust Me by now?? All you need to do is lie back on My couch and listen to My voice. It is the most natural thing in the world to answer all My questions. (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Exposed in Panties and Stockings

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I know how addicted you are to the feelings of panties and stockings! They feel so good and enhance your femininity! Soft, silky panties and nylons; there is nothing quite like it! The feeling is sooo erotic! It is even MORE erotic when you are getting attention and being exposed while being dressed! The more you are exposed, the more you want to be exposed ~ in panties and stockings! I know you crave the attention and want it! It is so humiliating, so emasculating for the world to know you love being in panties and stockings. But it feels oh so good! Of course, I want to increase those feelings and intensify them even more! (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Know your place as a Beta male and cuckold 

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I enjoy putting you in your place as a beta male. Both of us know that that is what you are but of course I enjoy pointing out the humiliating reasons that is what you are and will always be! Featuring cuckolding, emasculation, cream pie, humiliation, Femdom, cock comparison, SPH, bisexuality, forced bi, superior cock worship (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ It’s a Sissy Night! 

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These are Femdom sissification instructions for a sissy night that you should perform at least once a week! It will make sure you are in touch with your femininity on a regular basis and it is another step in your emasculation! So make sure you have your sexiest nighty and vibrator and follow My Femdom sissification instructions! (LISTEN NOW!)

Sissy cocksucker tara First Time Sucking Cock

This is something that sissy cocksucker tara shared with Me in her faggot exposure contract. I find so many humiliating elements to her first experience sucking and servicing cock! Everything from having to make arrangement with a girl at the escort agency to realizing that women would no longer be an option! Enjoy more of her sissy exposure!

Omg the first time I sucked cock?

Oh, Goddess it was a magical moment in my life. I had talked with many phone sex operators and they were all so wonderful with lots of encouragement but nothing prepared me for the emotional turmoil I felt for weeks as I knew I was getting closer and closer to doing it!

I was going out of town and would be staying in a hotel and I decided that I was going to do it. So, there was plenty of time for it to all build up. This was somewhere around the year 2000, and I had just completed six pulsed light treatments on my pubic hair and I was completely bald down there for over six months and when this happened. I really didn’t think I would ever have pubic hair again and felt like I had completely fucked myself in that department, as being shaved or hair free hadn’t taken hold of society yet. In fact, several phone sex operators had tried to talk me out of the treatments as they thought that would be to detrimental if I should change my mind later. They as well as me assumed that my lack of pubic hair would be questioned and leave me completely undesirable.

So anyway, I couldn’t stop myself and I had it done anyway, and for about a year, I didn’t think women were an option any longer, so I had resigned myself that cock was all I would be getting from then on. I hadn’t had sex with anyone for over three years and lost the desire to even attempt conversation with a girl after my first pulsed light treatment. Someone set me up on a blind date after about three treatments and I looked like I was going through puberty again. My pubic hair was real fine and sparse. I went out with her anyway hoping to have a good time but not such a good time that she wanted to have sex. I got my wish, I don’t know if I was sending out a gay vibe or what but she was real cool and I was kind of bummed out.

That experience left me feeling like cock was all I was meant to have and six months later, I was making plans to make it reality. I needed some intimacy with somebody and it seemed like a guy was my only option. I didn’t want a boyfriend or anything like that, I just wanted sex, so I started exploring my options. I found several escort agencies that had men for rent. The strange thing was both places I called the girl that answered the phone sounded like the girl of my dreams. It was so hard to tell them that I was interested in a guy. They did seem quite understanding and accommodating.

Both of them had a guy or two that would take me out and to a gay bar, but only one told me about a guy that would top me! I wasn’t sure what that meant and she explained it to me, and I admitted that I wanted him. I had found the place and all I had to do was wait for my trip and call on him. The day of my trip I called early and made sure he could be available that night. The trip to the city was full of mixed emotions of excitement and anticipation, after all I knew without a doubt I wasn’t going to return home straight. I should have skipped the meeting and just went and got fucked the moment I got into town as that was all I thought about.

I was just hours away from becoming officially gay and I was ready for it! Nervous and full of shame but ready for it none the less. I made the mistake of waiting until I was back in my hotel room so I didn’t have to call from my cell phone. That only added to my wait time and I was so afraid by the time the courier showed up with him. She was to bring him up to my room and collect the money for the encounter but they couldn’t get in without me going down and letting him in. I felt like I was doing the walk of shame as I went to fetch them, but in no time, we were in my room and I was paying her to leave him with she reiterated that he was a top and I had to confirm that I understood what that meant and then she left him to me.

Technically on intent alone I was already gay.  However, I was there to officially become gay and get fucked  physically.

 

Despite all the thinking and consideration, I’d given it, I was nervous and apprehensive. Sure, I’d lost my virginity with a girl years before, but I was about to lose it all over again, this time with a man. My primary goal was to take a cock up my ass as I thought that would be more pleasing for me. Although I did have a secondary goal, up to this point, I had never had sex without giving my partner oral first, and I didn’t want that to change just because I was going to have sex with a guy. We played around a little touching and feeling each other and soon I knew it was time for me to take him into my mouth.

I can’t tell you play by play how it happened, but I can tell you once it was in my mouth, I realized just how impressive the penis really is. The skin is so soft and when wet with precum it is so slippery. I was amazed at how easily it slipped into the mouth and just ike that I was officially gay. So, there I am enjoying all of this soft and tender skin but just underneath is this hard and ridged shaft, throbbing and pulsing in my mouth; leaking precum and slamming my tonsils out of the way from time to time. I was totally unsure of myself taking this gay man’s cock into my mouth. I was afraid that he would cum in my mouth and I would catch something I didn’t want if he did.

My only disappointment is that I didn’t work him over harder and practice more that first time but I was there to get fucked and I was eager for it so my cock sucking adventure ended rather quickly.

I hope you enjoyed this sissy cocksucker experience! Be sure to follow tara on Twitter @taraterrytv

Femdom Sissy Training Goddess Natasha

It has been another busy week and two of My recordings once again were on the most popular marque. The two were Sissy Training Sissification and Mindless Masturbation. Currently two of My recent releases listed below are on display also.

Most Popular Video

Female Supremacy

Every day I am encouraged that Woman are gaining more power. More power and control in their personal lives and personal relationships, in politics and leadership roles. BUT do you know why? This is an intelligent discussion of WHY Women are better qualified and the differences between Women and men….other than the over used “men think with their cocks” (My views on Female Supremacy)

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Shemale Faggot 

Another HOT and SEXY shemale adventure! Here we are again…as you fantasize about all those shemale cocks! You just can’t’ get enough! You dream night and day about those sexy transsexuals. Their hard cocks using you, using your mouth and using your ass! Those chicks with dicks fucking your face and pounding you…pounding your ass. Go ahead, lay on your back and pull your legs up. It’s time for you to be used! (LISTEN NOW!)

Recent Releases

~NEW~ you MUST increase your bust (MP3) 

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This is the audio version of My you MUST increase your bust. However I expand on the effects certain things will have on you as well as give you My feelings on breasts for sissys! I also reinforce how you WANT to be a good girl, you want to be a goody sissy so you WILL follow My directions. Recorded in My seductive voice you will be excited to get started on getting bigger breasts! Another Femdom sissy training recording that really works!  (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Humiliation Homo 

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I know that you keep telling yourself you aren’t gay. That you are NOT a homosexual. THAT’S not you! Well, you have told Me time and time again how much you enjoy cock. Worshiping cock and letting males use you. I call you a cocksucker and you insist that doesn’t make you gay! Let’s face it. Once you have crossed that line and have serviced cock you are a cocksucker! Let Me be clear..you are a faggot, you are a cocksucker. (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Complete Exposure! 

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Complete and Total exposure! That is My plan for you and I will do whatever necessary to make your exposure so public that your life will be forever changed! I know how exciting it is to answer every question, submit photos and yes even videos! All of this personal information gives Me such power and control over you! I believe that everyone should know the truth about you and I am more than willing to make that happen!

~NEW~  Sissy Special! 

These three audio files are over 15 minutes of erotic sissy training! A Sissy special for My girls!

Sissy Secretary

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As you know you have so many duties as My sissy! In addition, when I require it you will be serving as My sissy secretary! Dressed in business attire…pumps, lacey slip, short skirt and stockings you will perform secretarial duties and…well, I do have males that visit for meetings and you will be called on to service them. Just part of your duty as My sissy secretary!

Full Service Sissy Secretary

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My training for you as My sissy secretary is coming along so nicely! The office has been so busy lately with men coming in and out..of your mouth! It’s time to expand your duties though! Time to train you to be a FULL service sissy secretary! Oh I know that you are going to be nervous with a bit of fear! Everyone is their first time! But don’t worry this men are going to so enjoy your inexperience and of course your tight ass! One of Goddessess most popular Femdom sissy training recordings!

Sissy Affirmations for the Weekend

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These mantras and affirmations will keep you focused on being a sissy for the next 48 hours! Listen to this recording and soon these will be playing over and over in your pretty little head all weekend long! Affirmations and mantras that will keep you feeling feminine and so girly.