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Sissy cocksucker tara First Time Sucking Cock

This is something that sissy cocksucker tara shared with Me in her faggot exposure contract. I find so many humiliating elements to her first experience sucking and servicing cock! Everything from having to make arrangement with a girl at the escort agency to realizing that women would no longer be an option! Enjoy more of her sissy exposure!

Omg the first time I sucked cock?

Oh, Goddess it was a magical moment in my life. I had talked with many phone sex operators and they were all so wonderful with lots of encouragement but nothing prepared me for the emotional turmoil I felt for weeks as I knew I was getting closer and closer to doing it!

I was going out of town and would be staying in a hotel and I decided that I was going to do it. So, there was plenty of time for it to all build up. This was somewhere around the year 2000, and I had just completed six pulsed light treatments on my pubic hair and I was completely bald down there for over six months and when this happened. I really didn’t think I would ever have pubic hair again and felt like I had completely fucked myself in that department, as being shaved or hair free hadn’t taken hold of society yet. In fact, several phone sex operators had tried to talk me out of the treatments as they thought that would be to detrimental if I should change my mind later. They as well as me assumed that my lack of pubic hair would be questioned and leave me completely undesirable.

So anyway, I couldn’t stop myself and I had it done anyway, and for about a year, I didn’t think women were an option any longer, so I had resigned myself that cock was all I would be getting from then on. I hadn’t had sex with anyone for over three years and lost the desire to even attempt conversation with a girl after my first pulsed light treatment. Someone set me up on a blind date after about three treatments and I looked like I was going through puberty again. My pubic hair was real fine and sparse. I went out with her anyway hoping to have a good time but not such a good time that she wanted to have sex. I got my wish, I don’t know if I was sending out a gay vibe or what but she was real cool and I was kind of bummed out.

That experience left me feeling like cock was all I was meant to have and six months later, I was making plans to make it reality. I needed some intimacy with somebody and it seemed like a guy was my only option. I didn’t want a boyfriend or anything like that, I just wanted sex, so I started exploring my options. I found several escort agencies that had men for rent. The strange thing was both places I called the girl that answered the phone sounded like the girl of my dreams. It was so hard to tell them that I was interested in a guy. They did seem quite understanding and accommodating.

Both of them had a guy or two that would take me out and to a gay bar, but only one told me about a guy that would top me! I wasn’t sure what that meant and she explained it to me, and I admitted that I wanted him. I had found the place and all I had to do was wait for my trip and call on him. The day of my trip I called early and made sure he could be available that night. The trip to the city was full of mixed emotions of excitement and anticipation, after all I knew without a doubt I wasn’t going to return home straight. I should have skipped the meeting and just went and got fucked the moment I got into town as that was all I thought about.

I was just hours away from becoming officially gay and I was ready for it! Nervous and full of shame but ready for it none the less. I made the mistake of waiting until I was back in my hotel room so I didn’t have to call from my cell phone. That only added to my wait time and I was so afraid by the time the courier showed up with him. She was to bring him up to my room and collect the money for the encounter but they couldn’t get in without me going down and letting him in. I felt like I was doing the walk of shame as I went to fetch them, but in no time, we were in my room and I was paying her to leave him with she reiterated that he was a top and I had to confirm that I understood what that meant and then she left him to me.

Technically on intent alone I was already gay.  However, I was there to officially become gay and get fucked  physically.


Despite all the thinking and consideration, I’d given it, I was nervous and apprehensive. Sure, I’d lost my virginity with a girl years before, but I was about to lose it all over again, this time with a man. My primary goal was to take a cock up my ass as I thought that would be more pleasing for me. Although I did have a secondary goal, up to this point, I had never had sex without giving my partner oral first, and I didn’t want that to change just because I was going to have sex with a guy. We played around a little touching and feeling each other and soon I knew it was time for me to take him into my mouth.

I can’t tell you play by play how it happened, but I can tell you once it was in my mouth, I realized just how impressive the penis really is. The skin is so soft and when wet with precum it is so slippery. I was amazed at how easily it slipped into the mouth and just ike that I was officially gay. So, there I am enjoying all of this soft and tender skin but just underneath is this hard and ridged shaft, throbbing and pulsing in my mouth; leaking precum and slamming my tonsils out of the way from time to time. I was totally unsure of myself taking this gay man’s cock into my mouth. I was afraid that he would cum in my mouth and I would catch something I didn’t want if he did.

My only disappointment is that I didn’t work him over harder and practice more that first time but I was there to get fucked and I was eager for it so my cock sucking adventure ended rather quickly.

I hope you enjoyed this sissy cocksucker experience! Be sure to follow tara on Twitter @taraterrytv

Emasculation Feminization Goddess Natasha

Now. Sometimes you need a little reminder of what you really are! Emasculation feminization is just one way for Me to reinforce and refocus your femininity. Of course, I am happy to humiliate and emasculate you to put you in your place!

~NEW~ Emasculation Refocusing your Femininity 

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I know every once in a while you start thinking you might actually be a man. But you need to face the truth! There are so many aspects to your personality and your behaviors that you will never be able to function as a male! Think about how much you enjoy panties and feminine clothing! How good it feels to slip into a pair of panties and slide your legs into stockings! Just look at the type of pornography that you watch and what your fantasies are about! The size of your penis and your inability to please a Woman sexually only reinforces that you are not a real man! No more misleading Women or anyone else! So just stop thinking you might actually be a man and put on your panties! Featuring humiliation, emasculation, SPH, sissy humiliation (LISTEN NOW!)

I hope you are having a great week! It has been quite busy this week an if you missed Me on cam earlier this week , I will be back on Thursday evening. Today I will be available by phone and chat this morning until noon. Later this evening I will be back to take calls again.

Don’t miss any of My Femme Files!

Sissy for Service 

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As My sissy, all of the decisions regarding your wardrobe, uniforms, cosmetics and training will be made by Me. This training will be 24 hours and 7 days a week. Everything I will be doing to transform and train you is designed to make you look and feel feminine. From having your nails done, to the corset training, to the seamed stockings and garter belts you will be required to wear. These very feminine and frilly undergarments that I have picked out for you should work just perfectly! Featuring emasculation feminization, sissy training, femme (WATCH NOW!)

Making of a Sissy 

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What it takes to be trained by Me! I explain how you will be transformed-completely! What it takes to be trained by Me! I explain how you will be transformed-completely! No more male clothing, no more male behavior will be tolerated! Complete feminization until the old you has disappeared! (LISTEN NOW!)

Transformation Gas 

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One of My favorite fantasies is transformation …Transformation Gas… It seems like a perfectly ordinary appointment at the dentist. Yes, there is a different very sexy hygienist but everything seems just the same…until…Reclining in the dental chair, the hygienist tells you She is now using a special gas to relax patients which you agreed to. As you begin to breathe naturally and evenly, you start to feel very strange…yes, you are relaxed and feeling wonderful but you find yourself answering Her very intimate questions. Powerless and out of control, you begin revealing your secret fantasy. Things you have never told anyone. As She starts suggesting thoughts and desires telling you how your mind and body will be transformed it all seems perfectly natural (LISTEN NOW!)

Mind Control Video Goddess Natasha

Custom videos were very, very popular this week! My mind control video recordings get more and more popular!  I thoroughly enjoy recording! I still have a couple of more custom requests to fill today so if you have a request feel free to contact Me or view details here.

Two of My recordings appeared during the week on the most popular for the site which were It’s Good to be Girly and Beach Bimbo Transformation.

This week My most popular video was one of My mind control recordings called The Pendant. This is the first mind control video in which I use My pendant for focus. I have found it to be very effective especially if someone has a more difficult time trancing.

The most popular audio file was Emasculating you Mentally and Emotionally. THIS is a very powerful recording and certainly gives you an idea of My mindset!

As I mentioned again today I will be recording some custom videos as well as taking phone calls. Occasionally My phone lines will be off for a brief time when I am recording and the Las Olas Art Festival is this weekend so this afternoon I am planning on going downtown. It is simple to send a chat message to see when  I will be available for phone calls.

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Mind Control The Pendant 

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My first video introducing My pendant. In the upcoming recordings this will be featured again and again. The pendant just becomes another tool…another tool for Me to control you. I put you in a deep state of relaxation, taking you down deeper and deeper. Then a countdown to put you in a dream state where I begin My suggestions. Featuring smoking, trance, fetish, smoking fetish, hand fetish, mesmerize, mind control video,  mesmerization, dream state (WATCH NOW!)

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Emasculating you Mentally and Emotionally 

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I get so much pleasure and satisfaction out of emasculating you and find it particularly powerful and erotic. There are so many ways to crush your ego and completely emasculate you! Oh, I am not talking about just panties, lipstick and making you feel feminine but engaging in things that will leave your masculinity crushed! (LISTEN NOW!)

Recent Releases

~NEW~ Financial Ruin 

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It seems so exciting! Ruined! Financial ruin! Total destruction! It has been the only thing that was guaranteed to get you aroused. I know that you just CAN’T stop thinking about it. So hard and excited to think about complete destruction. Slowly you imagine yourself getting in deeper and deeper. Imagining the excitement and the thrill. This is just the beginning. But there is so much more! Things you may not have ever considered doing that will lead to your complete financial ruin! (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Going, Going, Gone! your Shrinking Penis

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Keep in mind once you listen to this recording there will be no going back. With My suggestions you will be compelled to listen over and over again. Influencing your subconscious as your penis gets smaller and smaller. Happening quite quickly and the effects long lasting and permanent! My voice and suggestions deeply implanted in your mind for good! (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Sissy Affirmations for New Year! 

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This is the year for you as a sissy! These are the affirmations that will help you be the sissy you are meant to be! I I have created this to help you become the sissy that you are. Repeated so that they become imprinted in your mind as you begin taking the steps toward complete sissificaton. More importantly and probably most importantly, this is the year of your exposure! It is time for the world to know what you really are and show it with photos, confessionals and maybe even videos! (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Slingback Stilettos and Stockings 

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Showing off My sexy legs and feet I have an imported pair of stockings and Louboutin stilettos on for you too worship. Stroking them with My elegant hands I tell you how soft and sensuous they feel on My legs! Just imagine rubbing your face on these silky stockings as you catch glimpses of My panties and bare thighs! Kneel and worship! (WATCH NOW!)

Feminization Sissy Husband Goddess Natasha

Well, it is the final countdown and I am sure you have last minute things to do! I know I do!

The idea of your complete feminization appeals to Me for a variety of reasons. One is the empowerment and even more exciting is your emasculation!

~NEW~ Emasculated Sissy Husband 

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Every step that I plan in your feminization is also a step in your complete emasculation! From the simplest step such as requiring you to use a vibrator on your clitty to cum to a complete physical transformation it is all in My plan to completely emasculate you. Not just for a day or weekend but permanently! There are some things that you cannot hide such as your breasts getting bigger then breast augmentation, permanent make-up and the way I require you to walk and talk! So many changes and so many of them that cannot be changed! There WILL be no going back! THAT is exactly what excites Me! The emasculation and changes that will be irreversible and permanent (LISTEN NOW!)

Although I have a few things to do I am taking calls and available for personal training this afternoon and into the evening!

Have a great Saturday night!


Goddess Natasha

Sissy Files!

Sissy Bareback Breeding 

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Every sissy dreams of being bred! It is another step in being emasculated and being put in your place. Obviously breeding must be bareback! A receptacle for loads of cum until you are properly bred. The most virile are those big black cocks and I am going to make sure there are plenty of them available for your breeding session! (LISTEN NOW!)

Sissy Assignment and Stroking Instructions 

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I know how much you love those soft, silky panties! I so enjoy seeing you in them and knowing how emasculated and feminine they make you feel! After all it is hard to feel masculine when you have a pair of panties on! My sissies can never have enough panties and I know how addicted you are to wearing them! It’s time for another sissy panty lesson and stroking instructions! For the next 48 hours you will be rubbing that clitty and moaning like a girl for Goddess! (LISTEN NOW!)

Sissy Husband ~ Locked in Chastity for another Month 

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In this video, as My sissy husband forced into being My personal domestic sissy maid cuckold. Just imagine your new life as My sissy husband, kept in chastity while I of course seek other pleasures! I only allow you to cum once a month…maybe. BUT this month I make a deal with you. You skip your monthly orgasm and I let you see My panties. This is a cruel and teasing video in which I humiliate and frustrate you! Featuring panty peek, chastity, femdom, femme, sissy, cuckold, panty fetish, humiliation, tease and denial, cuck, cuckold, pantyhose, feminization (WATCH NOW!)

Feminization Sissy Training

One of the things I enjoy is reinforcing feelings and encouraging things that may have just been a fantasy up until now. So feelings of femininity, submission, wanting to be exploited or exposed well, I enjoy pushing you! Encouraging you to take fantasies and feelings further and further! So My latest recording for feminization sissy training focuses on encouraging your femme side and giving you another mantra. It’s GOOD to be girly!

~NEW~ It’s Good to be Girly! 

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This is what I want you to remember! It IS good to be GIRLY! Nothing else makes you feel this good! Slipping into your favorite panties, putting on a pair of stockings, oh nothing else is so erotic and exciting! Mmm putting on lipstick and looking at your panty collection~ ALL of these things are so arousing and so exciting! It is good to be girly! This is designed to reinforce your femininity which of course is exactly what I want! (LISTEN NOW!)

The Christmas tree is now decorated and My Christmas shopping is done! NOW the big decision is….do I want a puppy for Christmas or a trip to Belize? Puppy? Trip to Belize? Since I am planning on traveling quite a bit in the future I am thinking a puppy would not be the best choice.

It is suppose to be fantastic weather tomorrow including good boating conditions. So we are taking the boat out which means I will be taking the day off tomorrow.

So today I will be taking calls later in the evening than usual, available for chat and also engaging in personal training. Do you have an idea or suggestion for a recording? Or would you like your own custom recording? Contact Me with the details! I would love to hear your ideas!

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Unlocking your Femininity 

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Relax and listen to My voice…it flows through your mind…so seductively…erotically…feeling so relaxed…so at ease…so feminine. Deep in trance you will embrace these feelings and as you go deeper you will unlock all your feminine feelings and desires! I have the key and am giving you permission. Permission to free all those feelings, emotions and desires! Featuring elements of erotic hypnosis, mind control, feminization, feminine hypnosis, hypno sissy (LISTEN NOW)

Sissy Steps 

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There are many steps to being a good sissy! Especially if you want to be MY sissy. Some of them are simple and some of them will take a bit more effort. But every one of these feminization sissy training steps will bring you closer to the sissy you were meant to be! I am sure at times you have performed a lesson here or there or have seen those incomplete lessons that leave you wanting more. THIS will be thorough, detailed and very comprehensive changing your masculinity totally and completely! Each of these steps will lead you down the path of feminization and sissification. This file will be your introduction to the sissy steps you will be taking under My guidance and control! From panties to cum eating and cock worship there won’t be anything that you won’t be well trained in! I can’t wait for you start! Now be a good gurl and listen closely! (LISTEN NOW!)

SPH Small Penis Humiliation

This week was really busy especially with phone calls. The Niteflirt phone system was glitch free this week which accounted partly for the many calls. One subject that I discussed a lot this week was sph small penis humiliation.  This type of humiliation has been growing in popularity for some time.

Not only were the phones active but I also managed to record four new releases. Four Days of Sissy tasks and Triggered by cock (released last week) both are appearing on the marque as Most Popular for the week.

My most popular video this past week was a fetish video called Pantyhose Dressing for the Office. I do have My own stocking fetish and so I have a LOT of stocking and pantyhose photos and videos!

As for audio files My most popular was Mindfucked into Chastity although as I said Triggered for Cock has been on the marque for most of the week.

It has been awhile since I did a SUNDAY SPECIAL . This special I think is VERY important as it comprises the elements of My slave Training Program. It answers a lot of the questions I get asked quite often. It also includes My Training Application which will tell Me more about you!

Today I will be taking phone calls and be available for personal interaction. I will be available until approximately 10 EST

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Pantyhose Dressing for the Office 


A voyeuristic view as I dress for a day at the office . In a white lace bra and white lace trimmed panties, I slowly roll up and put on a pair of sheer pantyhose. I twist and turn (nice shots for pantyhose lovers) showing nice front and back views. Which shoes to wear? Which go best with My grey suit? pumps-I put on a white blouse buttoning it, then dress pants and put on My black leather pumps. Put on the jacket-lipstick on-grab My purse off the table and out the door! (WATCH NOW)

Most Popular Audio

Mindfucked into Chastity 


This MP3 recording takes you down into a deep state of hypnosis. Then I will be telling you how exciting, how arousing being locked into chastity is! you will find it so hot, so exciting and crave to be locked up! Featuring elements of sph chastity, mind control, Femdom hypnosis (LISTEN NOW)

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~NEW~ Four Days of Sissy Tasks 

So many times I hear from My sissies that they WANT to feel feminine on a regular even daily basis but are unsure how to do so or don’t know how to do so! Maybe it is difficult because of your workplace environment! I call these My stealth sissy tasks! These tasks will help you feel more like a sissy and quite feminine! However only you will know! Well, of course I will know too! Remember these are sissy tasks. These are not things that REAL men would do! I am sure you know that I will want photos! This set of tasks are perfect for the beginning sissy, the shy sissy, the sissy who has to be conservative at work or really any sissy!  Includes photos of exactly what you will need for these sissy tasks. P.S This is NOT a panty task! (LISTEN NOW)

~NEW~ The Hunt 

Trust Me, it is no accident that you are here listening to My voice. I know that you have seen photos and videos of Me with that smile on My face. That all knowing smile as I begin The Hunt. The challenge and satisfaction of bringing you under My control by whatever means necessary. Mental domination, mind control and of course manipulating your weakness. Oh yes! It is no accident that you are here. I have been on the hunt for My prey! As the net tightens you realize that no matter how much you might struggle there is no escape! (LISTEN NOW)

~NEW~ SPH ~ Sexually Inferior

Have you ever thought about what your life might have been like? I mean if you had a big penis? It could have been so much better, in so many ways! But no. The small penis you have ensured the life and the humiliation that you have and will always have! It is past time you resign yourself to the fact that you are sexually inferior and you always will be! No Woman will be chasing after you because of your penis size. No Woman is going to be sexually satisfied by you. That means you had BETTER become proficient at other ways of pleasing! Being good at oral sex, being obedient and a good ass worshipper is what you need to concentrate on. Frankly with your penis size you fit perfectly as a cuckold! Now repeat after Me ~ I will always be sexually inferior. Featuring sph small penis humiliation, sexual inferiority (LISTEN NOW)

~NEW~ Nympho Sissy 

I want to make sure that you eat, breathe and live for sex which is exactly the definition of a nympho. Becoming the sexual object for others to find their satisfaction. The more sex that you perform the more you crave it. But you just can’t get enough! The more sex you engage in, the more sex you want! The more cock that you service, the more you crave it. It’s never enough! Insatiable! Just like a good nympho sissy that I want you to be! (LISTEN NOW)


Goddess Natasha’s slave Training Program 

50 % OFF! One of the most common things I am asked is what is required to serve Me and what do I require from those who wish to serve. These particular files will give you My rules, commands and what I expect and require! These are lessons to be learned! This contains four audio files, two videos as well as My training application. They may also be downloaded individually. But I think they are all important enough to be watched and listened to especially in this particular order! (Titles and Full Descriptions Here)

Feminization Sissy Training Goddess Natasha

One of the things that I truly enjoy is giving you tasks and assignments to further your training. Whether it is a Femdom slave training task or a Feminization sissy training task I have a great time imagining you carrying My instructions out! Although I thoroughly enjoy different panty tasks I go beyond them with My instructions! I think you will find this new recording and new tasks quite feminine!

~NEW~ Four Days of Sissy Feminization Tasks 

So many times I hear from My sissies that they WANT to feel feminine on a regular even daily basis but are unsure how to do so or don’t know how to do so! Maybe it is difficult because of your workplace environment! I call these My stealth sissy tasks! These tasks will help you feel more like a sissy and quite feminine! However only you will know! Well, of course I will know too! Remember these are sissy tasks. These are not things that REAL men would do! I am sure you know that I will want photos! This set of tasks are perfect for the beginning sissy, the shy sissy, the sissy who has to be conservative at work or really any sissy! (LISTEN NOW) Includes photos of exactly what you will need for these sissy tasks. P.S This is NOT a panty task!

Don’t miss any of My Femdom Tasks Sissy Training, or Feminine Pursuits!

Four Femdom Tasks 

One of the things I really enjoy doing is giving tasks to you to do. Even better I enjoy hearing from you after you have completed a task. (This contains One Video and Three Audio files ~ Four separate tasks for you to do) (LISTEN NOW)

Sissy Tasks Lessons and Assignments 

Consists of over 23 minutes of sissy training with three audio files and one video. Includes the titles Daily Sissy Affirmations, Extreme Sissy Training Lesson, Sissy Assignment, Feminization Training Lesson. (DOWNLOAD NOW)

Feminine Pursuits 

As you know I so enjoy creating tasks and lessons for you to do! With My Feminine Pursuits tasks I have gone beyond the simple dress up of becoming a girl! My goal is your complete feminization and that means immersing you in what I call Feminine Pursuits! These three tasks will do just that! (Contains three audio files totaling over 17 minutes of feminization.) (LISTEN NOW)

Lifestyle Femdom Video Goddess Natasha

I hope you are enjoying your weekend and keeping cool! It seems like it is sizzling hot no matter where you are!

It was another busy week although due to a torn rotator cuff I was not able to be online as much as I usually am. It is a partial tear so I am hoping to resolve it without surgery!

My most downloaded Lifestyle Femdom video this week was Too Late which is a bit hard to categorize. Basically it touches on how I can so easily slip not only into your mind but your subconscious!

This past week My most popular audio file was a tie between Corporate Slut and Forced to Masturbate. However My Feminine Pursuits Tasks was close behind!

As always I appreciate your phone calls, downloads as well as ideas and suggestions! It also puts a smile on My face when I receive feedback. Such a simple way to serve and please!

Today I am taking phone calls and I am also available for personal training and interaction. Although I plan on jumping in and out of the pool I will be available until approximately 10 PM EST


Most Popular Lifestyle Femdom Video

Too Late! Mind Fucked 

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Dressed in a PVC corset, I begin to explain what is happening to you. Have you noticed how you are growing weaker, slave? That you have less and less will power? As I grow more powerful, you are becoming weaker and weaker and My control over you is deepening day by day. Think about how often your thoughts turn to Me. You can’t control your thoughts anymore. You have less and less control. The more you watch this lifestyle femdom video the more I am controlling your thoughts, desires and even some of your actions! Does this frighten you? It’s already too late! (WATCH NOW)

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My Corporate Slut 

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Oh, yes, I see you sitting behind your desk…the big executive giving orders and having people scurry to do your bidding! But not with Me…oh, no, with Me you will be My corporate slut kneeling in subjugation waiting for My orders and eager to please Me! Completely transformed into jenny, My corporate slut! (LISTEN NOW)

Mind Control Forced to Masturbate 

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It is really quite amusing to think of you masturbating and stroking yourself over and over. But not necessarily because you WANT to but because you have to! With My suggestions and triggers planted deep in your subconscious you have no choice! With these triggers you MUST masturbate. You have to masturbate! In fact you will not be able to concentrate or do anything else unless you masturbate. Know that this can happen anytime and anyplace! Featuring masturbation, masturbation humiliation, Femdom hypnosis, JOI, Femdom, cock control, orgasm control (LISTEN NOW)

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~NEW~ Shoe Cleaning Cuckold

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I know how much you want to serve as My cuckold. So in this Lifestyle Femdom video I have decided that you can earn this privilege. IF you do a good job at cleaning My shoes I will allow you to be My cuckold! Oh but not just one pair but all of the shoes I have recently worn! Starting with My sneakers that I wear to the gym to the leather pumps, Jimmy Choo sandals and then a pair of leather boots that I wore to the track! I show you the gritty and dirty bottoms and the stiletto heels that will need to be sucked on. Oh what humiliation you will endure to have the privilege of being My cuck! (WATCH NOW)

~NEW~ Addicted to Exposure 

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Who knew being exposed could be so addicting?? The excitement and arousal grows with each and every photo of yourself that you see posted! Soon you begin to realize just how far My reach is on the internet! As the views and downloads increase so does your excitement! In fact this is now the only thing you masturbate to! With each posting you lose more and more control! Face it! Your fate has been sealed! It is only a matter of time before you are confronted! So terrifying and yet so exciting! You just can’t get enough! (LISTEN NOW)

~NEW~ A Sissys Life 

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A sissys life is filled with many things! Especially if you are one of MY sissies! Training, humiliation, new wardrobe , deportment lessons, duties and tasks to be carried out! Oh I have so many plans for you! I am sure you know by now that I am a firm believer in a number of things for sissies! Sissies should be free of any body hair and sissy clittys should be kept locked up just to name two. Know you’re your life as a sissy will be controlled and guided by Goddess! I cannot wait to get started! (LISTEN NOW)

Femdom Personal Training

This past week was busy with custom recordings, calls and online training. I also engaged in a variety of Femdom personal training sessions. My methods of Femdom personal training are varied and start at beginners all the way to Lifestyle Femdom personal training.

My most popular video this week was Sissy for Service which I have found to be effective for Sissy Training. A close second was Sharing My Fetishes where I explain and share My favorites.

Forced to Masturbate which I released last week as well as Increasing your Addition to BBC were highly downloaded. Not only highly downloaded but also appeared on the Most Popular Marque.

As always I appreciate your ideas and suggestions and enjoy hearing from you! If you have an idea or wish your own custom recording, feel free to contact Me.

Today I will be online for personal interaction as well as taking phone calls! Another subject to discuss would be your Femdom personal training.

Most Popular Video

Sissy for Service 

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As My sissy, all of the decisions regarding your wardrobe, uniforms, cosmetics and training will be made by Me. This training will be 24 hours and 7 days a week. Everything I will be doing to transform and train you is designed to make you look and feel feminine. From having your nails done, to the corset training, to the seamed stockings and garter belts you will be required to wear. These very feminine and frilly undergarments that I have picked out for you should work just perfectly! (WATCH NOW)

Most Popular Audio

Blackmail your Road to Ruination 

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It started off innocently enough…you found Me on Niteflirt and called. You have such a need for a Dominant and powerful Woman to control you! Each time you called you found yourself more and more intrigued. It was so exciting! This sexy Mistress was interested in you! I asked you leading questions and you were so eager to answer them. Too bad…you really had no idea how much information you were giving Me and even with small details you shared it was soooo easy to learn all about your life! Where you work. Where you live and even the details of your house! Welcome to your new life of living on the edge, a life filled with anxiety and apprehension where you jump every time the phone rings or there is a knock on the door! (LISTEN NOW)

Recent Releases

~NEW~ Feminine Pursuits ~ Task Three 

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I have so many plans for you to make you more feminine! This task combines a number of elements of feminization that I find imperative to not only looking but feeling femme! This task involves shopping for the proper outfit and engaging in a FEMININE public activity. It is just another way to embrace your femininity and true transformation! It’s time to not just look like a girl but be a girl! (LISTEN NOW)

No cumming for you ~ again 

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Well, another month has gone by and it’s your release date. You stand in front of Me, eager and excited and soooooo frustrated…aching to cum! Smiling My wicked smile, I comment on how quickly the 30 days went and I can see in your face you don’t think so! I start suggesting alternatives to releasing you from your chastity device and letting you cum…oh, like scrubbing the toilets, or standing in the corner or spending hours hand washing My fine china and crystal glassware or hand washing My panties. I make you tell Me you would MUCH rather do these chores rather than be allowed to cum. Or maybe a peek at My panties through My pantyhose?? Featuring orgasm denial, chastity, panty peek, chastity device, humiliation, tease and denial, training (WATCH NOW)

~NEW~ EXTREME CBT and Final Emasculation 

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This video is not for everyone! I graphically describe the torment that you will endure before your final burdizzo emasculation! First I will be restraining you and making you physically incapable of movement. Then I will be subjecting you to the dehumanization of shaving your head and objectifying you. Then your pain and suffering will begin! Before your final emasculation you will suffer and you will be in great pain! Featuring Femdom, complete emasculation, burdizzo, extreme cock torture, extreme ball torture (WATCH NOW)

Sissy Hypnosis Sissy Bliss Sissy Hypno

I recently recorded a new sissy hypnosis file that I think you will really enjoy. It is a hypnosis file that guides you into a state of sissy bliss! Feeling so feminine as you are transformed for a night of seduction. I would love to know how you feel when you listen to it!

~NEW~ Sissy Bliss 

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I know that you feel such happiness and get such a thrill out of being a sissy! Therefor I want to reinforce all these wonderful feelings! I want you to be immersed in being a sissy! I am going to put you in a state of sissy bliss! Relax and let go as My voice slips into your mind. Submerged in a luxurious deep tub. Realizing that you are completely shaved. Skin so smooth as you absorb the oils in the water. This is just the beginning to getting ready for your night of sissy bliss! Step by step I guide you and your mind to preparing for a night of seduction and sex.  Another sissy hypnosis file that you cannot miss! Featuring feminization, lingerie, femme, hypno sissy, cock sucking, seduction, sissification (LISTEN NOW)

Sissy Hypno

This recording is designed to relax you and reinforce those feeling of feminization and accepting what you are! Just listen to My voice and sink down. Down into that girly world where everything is soft and feminine. Where you long to be and where you belong! Soft, sensual and pink. Where you can be who you truly are. A sissy obsessed with cock. A sissy who loves panties, stockings and NEEDS to wear them! Knowing that a true sissy like you needs cock. A true sissy craves cock. The more cock that you have the more you want! Such a good sissy! Milking every drop so none is wasted! Swallow! Good gurl! (LISTEN NOW)

Sissy Hypnosis

Hypno Sissy Femininity 

It is becoming easier and easier to manipulate your mind and your thoughts. When you hear My voice you begin to relax and become so open to My suggestions! This recording brings you down into trance and enhances your feelings of submission. Even more not only your feelings of submission but also your feelings of femininity! Implanting many ideas and suggestions so that you want everyone to know what you are! What a sissy you are. Furthermore the need to wear panties and stockings will get more and more intense!

Belonging to Me and being My sissy is the way to happiness for you! It is the only way that you will be happy and content. It is the ONLY way that you will be fulfilled. Continuing I deepen your feelings of arousal and excitement when you wear panties and stockings! It feels soo good! So right! In fact it doesn’t feel right if you are NOT wearing panties! Relaxing with each breath you take, going down further with every word I speak, I implant suggestions deep in your subconscious. (LISTEN NOW)

Hypno Sissy Think Pink!

I so enjoy manipulating your mind and bringing out the sissy in you! I know it is there and with just a little encouragement and conditioning from Me you will be the sissy you crave to be! This sissy hypnosis file was delve into your subconscious. Feel the warm light…the pink glowing light as you sink deeper and deeper. After I am done with this trance, the color pink was have such a profound effect on you! (LISTEN NOW)