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Sissy Emasculation Goddess Natasha

One of the things that you have probably noticed is how important I find emasculation for sissys! I so enjoy the humiliation and emasculation of sissification. Verbal reinforcement as well as mantras and tasks are all effective for sissy emasculation!

~NEW~ Sissys Belong in Panties

I know that you enjoy wearing panties! The feel, the touch is so erotic and makes your little sissy clitty hard! But there is so much more! Let Me explain exactly WHY you belong in panties! Why you NEED to wear panties! Featuring emasculation, sissy reinforcement, panties, feminization, sissification, panty reinforcement, sissy humiliation (LISTEN)

~NEW~ Sissy Fuck Slut 

I am sure that the phrase sissy fuck slut send a shiver through your body! Imagining how humiliated you will be as I introduce you as a fuck slut. Used as a party favor completely emasculated. As I instruct you to service any and every one! Forcing you to look in My eyes as I feed you that first cock! As a fuck slut you will be deepthroated, face fucked, throat trained and so much more! As I always say just a hole to be used. Featuring emasculation, bi, forced bi, Femdom, slut training (LISTEN)

My phone lines will be on and I will be available for online interaction on My regular schedule today.

Sissy Emasculation ~ Sissy Files

Sissy Clitty ~ SPH 

More sissy emasculation! It is so true that size does matter! As a matter of fact, you realized that long ago! The size of your penis was a contributing factor in your becoming a sissy! The realization that you will never be a real man instead servicing real men is now just a fact of life for you. Let’s just call it what it is…your sissy clitty. (LISTEN)

Sissygasm 

I know that you want to be a good girl! The only way good girls get to cum is by having a sissygasm. This is exactly how I am going to train you! So that the ONLY way you orgasm is with a sissygasm! Step by step I am going to guide you so that you are properly trained and your sissy pussy is trained to ONLY orgasm this way. No, no! No touching your clitty! I am going to train you for a hands free sissygasm! A REAL sissygasm! Now be a good girl and listen closely! (LISTEN)

Better off Being a Girl! 

There are so many things that excite you! It isn’t the things that excite most men! No, for you it is panties and lingerie. Stockings and pantyhose feel so good to you and slipping into a pair is sure to arouse you! If you aren’t wearing panties you are craving panties! That is not even the whole truth! The truth is ALL of those feminine girly things feel more natural. The truth is this is what arouses and excites you! When you look at an attractive Woman it is not with excitement. No you want to BE HER ! It is time for you to face the truth. You would be better off being a girl! (LISTEN)

Goddess Natasha Female Domination

After being in the Lifestyle for many years when someone hears My name they automatically know that Goddess Natasha Female domination are linked.

As always seems to be the case I received quite a lot of custom recording requests which kept Me very busy this week. Also two of My past recordings appeared on the marque for most popular. These two were BLACKMAIL and My weekend Poppers Stroking Instructions.

My most popular video this week features leather and oral servitude! I do so love My leather boots as well as instructing you to be a good oral slave!

This weeks most popular audio file is called Crave My control. It is a mesmerizing and hypnotic file that I designed to deepen My control of you and make you desire serving Me even more

This morning I am taking calls and will be available throughout the day and into the evening hours. I am also available for chat and personal interaction. Custom request details can be found here.

Most Popular Video

Worship Oral Servitude 

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Dressed in a tight leather dress and thigh high leather boots as I lay on My bed, I talk to you about worship and using your tongue. From shining My leather and boots all the way to the worship of My beautiful body…your reward. Remember it is all about Goddess’s pleasure. Not a good oral slave YET..don’t worry I will spend hours instructing you. (WATCH NOW!)

Most Popular Audio

Craving My Control 

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Just relax and listen to My seductive voice..feel yourself sinking down into a wonderful state of relaxation. These trances happen automatically now when you hear My voice. So relaxed as I put suggestions into your subconscious mind. You will crave My control and the craving will grow deeper and more intense day by day. I reiterate again and again how strong and intense this craving will be! (LISTEN NOW!)

Recent Releases

~NEW~ Cock Cleaning Maid 

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I have a position that just opened up that you would be PERFECT for! It is a maids position but you won’t just be cleaning and performing domestic cleaning. In addition this position also requires performing cock cleaning! Locked in 6 inch fuck me pumps with wrist and ankle cuffs for quick restraint, My male slaves will be given permission to fondle you as you perform your duties. Don’t worry that you won’t have any chores after the cleaning is done! I have also arranged for you to visit offices as a slutty secretary! (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ No Limit slave 

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Beginning with a video confessional that will leave you trapped in this life of permanent chastity, no limit slavery you will return from work each day and as the door closes behind you returning to the life you need and deserve. As My toy, as My pet with no rights or personal power. No choices to make! This new life will be filled with endless degradation, humiliation and servitude. I will train and condition you so that you will find the most degrading things erotic. Everything from spitting, slapping, scent training while worshiping My ass. There is no escape from the never ending torment, teasing and humiliation with the threat of exposure. After all I have your video confessional as well as any other degrading things I wish to record. With permanent chastity the only purpose for your cock will be to tease and torment adding to your frustration. This will be a way of conditioning your sexual response to suit MY purposes and for MY entertainment. Locked permanently with a titanium pin through a piercing I will be milking you which will only add to your frustration and humiliation. Living this way with My control, My humiliation and conditioning you will make you so dependent on Me mentally and emotionally. There will be no limit to My cruelty, no limit to your humiliation and no limit to your slavery (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Chastity MY Control 

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I really cannot stress the importance of chastity for you. The effects not only physically but mentally are immediate and leave no doubt that I have control. My authority as well as My dominance over you is never in question when I have control over your sexual activities, orgasms and yes even erections. (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Goddesses Ten Commandments 

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As a Lifestyle Mistress I am very strict on protocol and what I expect when you serve Me! Not only what I expect but demand and require! These concepts and details leave no doubt that I am in control and that you are under MY authority and dominance! (LISTEN NOW!)

Goddess Natasha Verbal Humiliation

Goddess Natasha Verbal Humiliation

I have a number of  Goddess Natasha verbal humiliation files that feature faggot and admitting that you are a faggot!

~NEW~ Forever a Faggot! 

From the very first time you got on your knees and took a cock in your mouth you became a faggot! After that first cock there was no going back and there was no denying it. As much as you might wish differently you ARE a faggot! Go ahead and say it out loud “I am a faggot” See how easy that was? Once a faggot, always a faggot! Featuring humiliation, Femdom, verbal humiliation, name calling, faggot humiliation (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Faggot Questionnaire 

Answer all 10 of My questions and then add up your score. See how much of a faggot you really are! (DOWNLOAD NOW!)

I am back to taking calls and back online! I also recorded a number of new audio files that I will be releasing in the upcoming days. As I mentioned I am back to My regular schedule of taking calls and being available for chat and online training.

Is it time for the world to know what a faggot you are?

FAGGOT Exposure Questionnaire Contract 

It is time for the whole world to know that you are a FAGGOT! Time to stop lying to yourself and the world and be exposed as the FAGGOT you are! Listen to the recording and answer ALL My questions. Then the fun part! Send Me your most embarrassing and humiliating photos. Just remember when you activate this contract you are agreeing to give full release to Me to do with them as it amuses Me! FAGGOT ID cards, embarrassing captions and more! So thrilling…so erotic…so risky! After all, you will have no control over who sees your photos and information (DOWNLOAD NOW!)

Don’t miss the FAGGOT FILES!

The Faggot Files 

These three recordings are filled with erotic verbal humiliation and reinforcing you as a faggot! I call these THE FAGGOT FILES! Includes the titles below: Cum Eating Faggot, Cock sucking Faggot and Shemale Faggot (LISTEN NOW!)

Cum Eating Faggot

When a beautiful, superior Dominant Woman such as Myself calls you names it is particularly emasculating. Especially the name faggot. How manipulative and cruel to call you a cum eating faggot when I have trained you to BE one. One day I will hold your face firmly, look you in the eye and call you MY cum eating faggot

Cock Sucking Faggot

It is time for you to admit it. you aren’t straight. you aren’t bisexual. you are a cock sucking faggot who craves big cock! The porn you watch? Oh it is all gay porn featuring those hot young studs with their huge dicks! Every fantasy, every jerk off session features big dicks and your mouth wrapped around them!

Shemale Faggot

Another HOT and SEXY shemale adventure! Here we are again…as you fantasize about all those shemale cocks! You just can’t’ get enough! You dream night and day about those sexy transsexuals. Their hard cocks using you, using your mouth and using your ass! Those chicks with dicks fucking your face and pounding you…pounding your ass. Go ahead, lay on your back and pull your legs up. It’s time for you to be used!

Dominatrix Goddess Natasha

I hope that you are enjoying your weekend! Not only am I a practicing Lifestyle dominatrix, I am also the leader of a local Goddess Worship Group. Last night was a great dinner out at Council Oaks with My Goddess Worship Group. There is such fantastic dynamics in this group!

As you might be aware this month I have been on Niteflirt for 7 years! It has been an exciting and rewarding experience.

Between custom recordings, phone calls and new content it was another busy week! Creating custom recordings is one of My favorite ways to control and influence behavior!

This week My most popular video was one of My many recordings on Female Superiority called Submit and Live Female Supremacy. My most popular audio file is called Good slave which details how to be a good slave for Me!

Sissy slut encounter and Mind control BLANK both appeared on the marque as most popular recordings on the entire site for the week!

Today My phone lines will be on throughout the day into the evening hours and I am also available online. I always look forward to emails, chats, phone calls as well as your ideas and suggestions!

Most Popular Video

Submit and Live Female Supremacy 

I do promote the philosophy of Female Supremacy through videos, My website and other venues. Talking today as I begin to take more and more control of your life and decision making, you will come to realize how much better off you are! You will begin to realize that I do make better decisions and you will become more and more content giving up more and more control and then complete submission! (WATCH NOW!)

Most Popular Audio

Good slave 

As a dominatrix I get asked every day what makes a good slave. Some things are very obvious such as obedience, loyalty, respect and adoration. In this recording, I explain how YOU can be a good slave for Me! Featuring oral servitude, worship, sub training (LISTEN NOW!)

Recent Releases

~NEW~ Brainwash 

My voice flows through your mind I take you down into a deep state of hypnosis. It doesn’t take any effort as you drift down deeper and deeper. I use visualization as I reach into your subconscious literally washing your brain of all thoughts. Washing your brain of memories and thought processes. (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Poppers Increasing your Use & Addiction 

I know how much you enjoy poppers and use them as often as you can. It is fast becoming an addiction! However I want to make you even more dependent. Even more addicted. As a matter of fact I want you to carry poppers where ever you go! Instead of just occasional use I want you to eventually be so dependent on poppers that it is your sole focus and soon you are continuously sniffing poppers! Becoming so addicted to that feeling, that rush every time you sniff and of course with every sniff you think of Me! (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Tight Jean High Heels Fetish 

Strolling along I am dressed in tight denim jeans, a form fitting shirt that shows off My breasts and a sexy pair of high heel sandals. The camera follows Me with back and front views. I causally sit in front of a store and light up a cigarette. I cross and uncross My legs, swinging My foot back and forth. This video features smoking, jeans, and of course there are close ups of My sexy feet and high heels! (WATCH NOW!)

~NEW~ Sissy Cunt Whore 

Words can be so powerful. These three words are especially powerful as well as humiliating and degrading ! Sissy.Cunt.Whore. Those three words are so appropriate for you! It is another reinforcement of what you are! It is an acknowledgement especially as I introduce you as My sissy cunt whore. It doesn’t leave any doubt in anyone’s mind exactly what your purpose is! Featuring humiliation, sissy humiliation, sexual degradation, sissy acknowledgement, sissy acceptance (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Watch Porn and Rub your nub 

These aren’t exactly stroking instructions! Why? Because you don’t have enough to stroke! There isn’t even enough to wrap your hand around! It is more like rub the nub! There isn’t anything you can do about it and you have been disappointing Woman for years! Oh maybe once a Woman said that size doesn’t matter but I am sure she was quickly gone! Frankly I don’t think you should even date! After all, what is the point? The only thing left for you is to watch porn and rub your nub! Featuring humiliation, small penis humiliation, sexual inadequacy, mock sympathy, masturbation humiliation (LISTEN NOW!)

Femdom Feminization Goddess Natasha

This past week was as busy as usual with quite a bit of new material released including femdom feminization recordings! In addition a number of My files were on the Goody Marque for most popular and most liked. These included My Sissy Quiz as well as My hot video Worshiping Natasha. I hope you had a chance to download them too!

This weeks most popular video was your New Cruel Life in which I describe what a slave’s life would entail. My most popular audio file was Strapon Violation.

In two weeks I have a photographer/videographer to film new videos and take new photos! Be sure to send Me any ideas or suggestions that you might have or to request a custom video. I really would love to hear your ideas!

TODAY is the last day you can download My Photo Collection! Tomorrow morning they will be GONE! PREVIEW AND DOWNLOAD THEM HERE!

My phone lines are on and I will be available through today and into the evening.

Most Popular Video

your New Cruel Life 

I take you deeper into detail on what being My slave is REALLY like. I am a firm believer in regular discipline, chastity, and controlling ALL aspects of your new life! I decide your diet, clothing, orgasms & erections down to where you sleep and bathe! (WATCH NOW!)

Most Popular Audio

Strapon Violation 

Listen to Me describe the many ways I will use you with My strapon! Helpless and vulnerable this role reversal will emasculate you! Face fucking, anal inspection, ass stretching and strap on training (LISTEN NOW!)

Recent Releases

~NEW~ Why I WANT to Make you My Wife! 

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A simple and succinct written explanation of Exactly WHY I want to make you My wife! (READ NOW!)

~NEW~ Why you NEED to be My wife 

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Specifically why you need to be transformed into My “wife” (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Signs you are a Sissy! 

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There are certain signs that make it obvious that you are a sissy! Some are quite apparent and some might be a bit more subtle but they all make it quite apparent that you ARE a sissy! Certainly I know the signs but do you?? (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Spit Roast 

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I am sure you have heard the term spit roasted! This is so humiliating and will make you so helpless and vulnerable. Of course it will be so emasculating to be on your hands and knees servicing two cocks at once! First though I will be training you with My strapon and a suction dildo. Oh but there is nothing like REAL cock! I will be making sure that the thickest biggest cocks will be using you. Which means big black cock! I will thoroughly enjoy furthering your emasculation and humiliation. As I watch when I snap My fingers and say switch well, I am sure you get the idea! (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Mind Control Powerless 

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Created and designed to render you completely powerless. Powerless to My voice. Powerless to My suggestions. Powerless to My desire to control you. Powerless to stop the craving for My control. (LISTEN NOW!)

Public Exposure Humiliation Goddess Natasha

Public exposure and humiliation is one of those exciting things that can escalate. It usually starts with questions and a brief conversation and then the excitement starts building! The thrill of public exposure where the boundaries are pushed is so exciting! That being said this week I released a way for the  Ultimate Exposure where not only are you exposed but I will profit from it!

This past week was very busy as I am sure you can tell from My emails. I released new material every day and they have been hugely popular! Many of which appeared on the marque including Making you My Craigs List Whore, My Photo Collection and Forced into Feminization.

This week’s two most popular recordings are both part of My Training Program. The video is titled Kneel Worship and Serve while My most popular audio recording was Body Worship. My Training program in its entirety can be viewed here.

Today as well as tomorrow I am available by phone, chat and for personal training.

Most Popular Video

Kneel Worship Serve 

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Continuing in My training program, this lesson contains your new mantra. I am sure you have heard Me speak of it before. Kneel. Worship. Serve. Simple, right? I explain to you the concepts behind these three things and how you will fulfill them to My satisfaction! (WATCH NOW!)

Most Popular Audio

Body Worship 

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One of the most exciting and fulfilling privileges for one of My slaves is body worship. Body worship including My entire body as well as making you a well-trained oral slave! (LISTEN NOW!)

Recent Releases

~NEW~ BBC and Pussy Free 

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It all began so long ago! This fascination with BBC and the acknowledgement of your inferior small white penis. This has led to an obsession with BBC and the realization of your place as a beta butt boi. Acknowledging the superiority of big black cock and your place to surrender to it! The need to be permanently marked by being bred by BBC and branded by BBC. It is time for you to accept your destiny. It is time for you to accept your place. It is time for you to accept your place as a pussy free white butt boi and bottom bitch! Featuring elements of BBC, verbal humiliation, name calling, degradation, SPH (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Sissy Quiz 

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So what kind of sissy are you? How much of a sissy are you really? Is it skin deep or all the way down to your panties? Answer My personal, intimate and yes, some embarrassing questions, send Me your answers and you will find out! (DOWNLOAD AND ANSWER NOW!)

~NEW~ Panties! Panty Peek 

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Never released! So provocative! So naughty! This set of photos feature sheer red panties for a sexy panty peek. These 11 photos show an intimate view under Goddesses short skirt! The majority of these are close up panty shots! Featuring My gorgeous legs, high heels, upskirt, panties, panty peek  (DOWNLOAD NOW!)

~NEW~ Fishnet Stockings High Heel Worship 

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I am sure you know how much I enjoy stockings! Every once in a while I like to slip into a pair of fishnet stockings! These are so soft and look so sexy with a short black dress and black leather pumps! Just imagine rubbing your face along My leg feeling the stockings and the softness of My skin. I run My hands up and down My legs showing you My high heels as well as My thighs encased in fishnet stockings. (WATCH NOW!)

~New~ Sissy Faggot Humiliation 

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I so love getting humiliating photos and video of you! Watching them and imagining what I could make you do! Such a sissy faggot! I look at every detail in your photos and videos! Look at your head bobbing over the dildo. Even more amusing is the look on your face when a cock is in your mouth! There is just one word for you! Faggot! Featuring humiliation, verbal humiliation, Femdom, sissy humilIation (WATCH NOW!)

Ultimate Public Exposure

~NEW~ Ultimate Exposure 

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I am always thinking of new and more effective ways to expose you! It is so exciting to see how many times your photos and/or videos get shared, reblogged and viewed! One of the facts is that videos garner much more attention than just photos! Especially on places like Instagram. THIS goes beyond JUST posting! I want to actually make money off your exposure! Listen closely and I will explain more about your ultimate exposure and exactly how I am going to accomplish this! (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Ultimate Exposure ~ Do you dare? 

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This contains the questionnaires Sissy Public Exposure and Faggot Public Exposure as well as a release form. The questionnaires ARE required (if you have previously filled them out you MUST resend them!) Completely fill out the questionnaires; yes answer every single one of these intimate and sometimes embarrassing questions. Then I want your most humiliating and embarrassing photos and/or videos! I will be creating a personalized custom video with what you provide and My voice in the background revealing your confessions, information you provide. Of course I will be humiliating you as I expose you to the world! The ultimate is IF you sign the legal model release I WILL BE SELLING your exposure video that I create! This is ONLY if you sign the legal release! (GET EXPOSED NOW)

Niteflirt Goddess Natasha

As it regularly happens each week My material appeared on the Niteflirt marque for both most downloaded and most liked on Niteflirt. This past week you must increase your bust and Complete Exposure were listed. When you give My Goody Bags a thumbs up that is what makes them appear there which pleases Me!

My most popular video on Niteflirt this week was an extreme view of a males role in Female Supremacy and what I would envision. When you watch you will see what I mean by extreme! Sissy cocksucker was My most popular audio file where I reinforce that sissy craving for cock!

As you can see it was another busy and interesting week on both Niteflirt and Clips4Sale! I truly appreciate every phone call, every download and every idea and suggestion!

I hope that you are having a great weekend! Yesterday I went to the Coconut Grove Arts Festival and I did manage to find a few things for My new condo. It was a gorgeous warm day! Today and tomorrow I am sticking close to home to get ready for traveling. So My phone lines are on as well as My chat ~ feel free to send Me an email or chat message I will look forward to hearing from you!

Most Popular Video

Female Supremacy A male’s Role 

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I have spoken often of the way society is changing and how I see the world especially our society as Female Supremacy and Female Led Relationships become more prominent. In this POV video, I discuss the males role and how this will be determined. I would consider this an extreme view of the future! (WATCH NOW!)

Most Popular Audio

Sissy Cocksucker 

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I know that you watch the videos and look at the captioned pictures of sissies sucking cock. you watch them over and over..those lips wrapped around a throbbing cock and you think…I want that…I need that. After all, that is how you will feel fulfilled, isn’t it? A cock in your mouth, sucking and gagging, being used. After all, that is what a sissy is for, isn’t it? To be used We have talked about it on Niteflirt again and again! (LISTEN NOW!)

Recent Releases

~NEW~ Ruined! Complete Destruction

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I know the first thing that people think when they hear ruined, the think of financial ruin. But there are so many other ways to ruin you beside financially. The total and complete exposure that I have planned for you will lead to complete ruination! Exposing you to the world with photos, personal information or even videos. All of which you have provided. Destroying you professionally, personally, emotionally and psychologically! Ultimately it is about the complete destruction of your life as you know it! By now you know that I am perfectly capable and willing to do whatever it takes to bring about your ruination! (LISTEN NOW!)

I am once again discussing complete emasculation and why I believe it is a necessity! Yes I am talking about that C word again ~ CASTRATION

~NEW~ The Necessity of Complete Emasculation

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Of course by now you know that I am on the extreme side and believe in extreme measures. This recording is My view of males and their rutting behavior as chronic masturbators. It’s time to give consideration to the emasculation of males as deemed necessary by Women such as Myself. Destruction of the male ego, the elimination of testosterone and changing males into docile, obedient eunuchs becoming true servants to Women . So many ways that the world and society would be better off! (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Forced Sissy Maid 

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I have such plans for you! They are very detailed and all designed to transform you into a sissy maid to serve! It all begins when you walk in and are completely stripped and any male paraphernalia destroyed in front of you. Trust Me that you will no longer need those things. My special “tea” created was created to relax you and make you more malleable. After a relaxing bath and as the tea begins to take effect I will be dressing you in a casual outfit I will be taking you for a day at the spa. Body waxing, eyebrow shaping and more as your feminization begins! When we arrive home the training begins with the clothing, high heels, corset and uniforms! All specially chosen by Me of course! (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Sheer White Dress and Thigh High Boots 

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These 12 high definition photos show Me in lace up thigh high boots, waist cincher and favorite white see through dress. A perfect worship photo set showcasing My breasts and beautiful nipples! Includes five never been released photos

~NEW~ Faggot Cocksucking Whore for Goddess 

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This is just one of My plans for you as a faggot cock sucker. I will be making it possible for you to live out all your darkest desires and cravings. Those desires of being a whore, being made to submit to cock, to service cock after cock being used and treated as nothing more than a hole. I have put the photos you have sent Me to good use and advertised you on the internet! Already I have received deposits from those eager to use you and treat you like the faggot you are! It’s time! Time for Me to take control and whore you out as a faggot cock sucker! (LISTEN NOW!)

Sissy cocksucker tara First Time Sucking Cock

This is something that sissy cocksucker tara shared with Me in her faggot exposure contract. I find so many humiliating elements to her first experience sucking and servicing cock! Everything from having to make arrangement with a girl at the escort agency to realizing that women would no longer be an option! Enjoy more of her sissy exposure!

Omg the first time I sucked cock?

Oh, Goddess it was a magical moment in my life. I had talked with many phone sex operators and they were all so wonderful with lots of encouragement but nothing prepared me for the emotional turmoil I felt for weeks as I knew I was getting closer and closer to doing it!

I was going out of town and would be staying in a hotel and I decided that I was going to do it. So, there was plenty of time for it to all build up. This was somewhere around the year 2000, and I had just completed six pulsed light treatments on my pubic hair and I was completely bald down there for over six months and when this happened. I really didn’t think I would ever have pubic hair again and felt like I had completely fucked myself in that department, as being shaved or hair free hadn’t taken hold of society yet. In fact, several phone sex operators had tried to talk me out of the treatments as they thought that would be to detrimental if I should change my mind later. They as well as me assumed that my lack of pubic hair would be questioned and leave me completely undesirable.

So anyway, I couldn’t stop myself and I had it done anyway, and for about a year, I didn’t think women were an option any longer, so I had resigned myself that cock was all I would be getting from then on. I hadn’t had sex with anyone for over three years and lost the desire to even attempt conversation with a girl after my first pulsed light treatment. Someone set me up on a blind date after about three treatments and I looked like I was going through puberty again. My pubic hair was real fine and sparse. I went out with her anyway hoping to have a good time but not such a good time that she wanted to have sex. I got my wish, I don’t know if I was sending out a gay vibe or what but she was real cool and I was kind of bummed out.

That experience left me feeling like cock was all I was meant to have and six months later, I was making plans to make it reality. I needed some intimacy with somebody and it seemed like a guy was my only option. I didn’t want a boyfriend or anything like that, I just wanted sex, so I started exploring my options. I found several escort agencies that had men for rent. The strange thing was both places I called the girl that answered the phone sounded like the girl of my dreams. It was so hard to tell them that I was interested in a guy. They did seem quite understanding and accommodating.

Both of them had a guy or two that would take me out and to a gay bar, but only one told me about a guy that would top me! I wasn’t sure what that meant and she explained it to me, and I admitted that I wanted him. I had found the place and all I had to do was wait for my trip and call on him. The day of my trip I called early and made sure he could be available that night. The trip to the city was full of mixed emotions of excitement and anticipation, after all I knew without a doubt I wasn’t going to return home straight. I should have skipped the meeting and just went and got fucked the moment I got into town as that was all I thought about.

I was just hours away from becoming officially gay and I was ready for it! Nervous and full of shame but ready for it none the less. I made the mistake of waiting until I was back in my hotel room so I didn’t have to call from my cell phone. That only added to my wait time and I was so afraid by the time the courier showed up with him. She was to bring him up to my room and collect the money for the encounter but they couldn’t get in without me going down and letting him in. I felt like I was doing the walk of shame as I went to fetch them, but in no time, we were in my room and I was paying her to leave him with she reiterated that he was a top and I had to confirm that I understood what that meant and then she left him to me.

Technically on intent alone I was already gay.  However, I was there to officially become gay and get fucked  physically.

 

Despite all the thinking and consideration, I’d given it, I was nervous and apprehensive. Sure, I’d lost my virginity with a girl years before, but I was about to lose it all over again, this time with a man. My primary goal was to take a cock up my ass as I thought that would be more pleasing for me. Although I did have a secondary goal, up to this point, I had never had sex without giving my partner oral first, and I didn’t want that to change just because I was going to have sex with a guy. We played around a little touching and feeling each other and soon I knew it was time for me to take him into my mouth.

I can’t tell you play by play how it happened, but I can tell you once it was in my mouth, I realized just how impressive the penis really is. The skin is so soft and when wet with precum it is so slippery. I was amazed at how easily it slipped into the mouth and just ike that I was officially gay. So, there I am enjoying all of this soft and tender skin but just underneath is this hard and ridged shaft, throbbing and pulsing in my mouth; leaking precum and slamming my tonsils out of the way from time to time. I was totally unsure of myself taking this gay man’s cock into my mouth. I was afraid that he would cum in my mouth and I would catch something I didn’t want if he did.

My only disappointment is that I didn’t work him over harder and practice more that first time but I was there to get fucked and I was eager for it so my cock sucking adventure ended rather quickly.

I hope you enjoyed this sissy cocksucker experience! Be sure to follow tara on Twitter @taraterrytv

Femdom Hypnosis Goddess Natasha

It’s time for My Sunday recap of the past week! As you probably know this month marks 6 years of My being on Niteflirt. It has been a rewarding and exciting 6 years!

This week was busy with a lot of recordings as well as custom recordings. It is always interesting to record a file based on someone else’s fantasy and script.

I also have a slave serving a week of online personal servitude which has been very helpful and fulfilling. . It is always welcome to have another pet under My control and guideance!

My most popular video this past week was one of My many Femdom hypnosis recordings called Deepening My Control Deepening your submission. My voice seducing you as My hand gestures mesmerize you on My stocking clad legs is particularly sensual! I have found Femdom hypnosis to be an effective tool in training and controlling My slaves.

The most downloaded audio was Broken by Monster Cock. There is just something so erotic imagining you serving Me this way! The most popular download this week was by far My Sissy Slut Contract! I can’t wait to see how many will actually sign it!

Today I will be available for phone calls and for personal training. Since I have getting many inquiries regarding cam be sure to visit My Cam Listing.

Most Popular Video

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Deepening My Control…deepening your submission 

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My voice flows through your mind as I take you down again and again. Down the staircase as you sink down, down, down into an even deeper state of relaxation. Using My hands on My stocking clad legs, I mesmerize you with hand gestures and stroking. In this completely relaxed state, I continue My control over you deepening your submission, worship and addiction. (WATCH NOW)

Most Popular Audio File

Broken by Monster Cock 

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By now you know how much I enjoy your emasculation. Especially the emasculation that comes from servicing cock for Me! After all, it is difficult to feel masculine with a cock in your mouth! Those dark places that I want to take you to to be used. I want to ruin you for other cocks though. It is exciting to find monster cocks that will intimidate and excite you. I know you know those cocks I am talking about. Frankly, they don’t even look real! But once you have had one, once you have taken one, you will only want monster cock! I will make crave that feeling of once again being brutally stretched and face fucked by monster cock! (LISTEN NOW)

Recent Releases

~NEW~ Training you as My Sissy Cocksucker 

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Keeping you in chastity has made you so docile and so submissive. Willing to do anything to serve and please Me in the hopes that you will be allowed a release! But I want you to be completely humiliated and degraded. Naked wearing nothing but your chastity cage I bring in a stud. His throbbing nine inches are at eye level as you realize exactly what I am going to have you do! Now you will do nothing except exactly as I tell you! First, you will beg. Beg to be allowed to suck cock for Me. Then you will begin with licking and sucking his balls earning that cum and holding it in your mouth until I allow you to swallow!  Featuring humiliation, cumslut, sissy cocksucker, forced bi, cum swallowing, cock sucking instructions (LISTEN NOW)

~NEW~ Seductive Smoking 120 Menthol

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My cigarette type of choice is a 120 Menthol cigarette. I recently found Eve 120’s and decided to try them. Dressed in a cleavage baring top with a beautiful pendant nestled between My all natural 36C breasts I open the pack. Lighting up I share seductive inhales and exhales of this long pure white cigarette that is so smooth! A great worship video for those admirers of My cleavage! (WATCH NOW)

~NEW~ Sissy Slut Contract

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Sometimes a Sissy needs that push to become a Sissy SLUT! It is time to STOP fantasizing and start being the sissy slut that you are! The sissy slut that you are meant to be! As a sissy slut your place is servicing men! It is time you took your proper place! Since you have not been able to accomplish this on your own I have a solution. By signing and agreeing to My contract you WILL be committed to becoming a true sissy slut! (SIGN NOW)

~NEW~ Faggot Roulette

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Blindfolded and naked you await Goddess’s commands. Never knowing exactly what will be demanded of you is as frightening as it is erotic. Since you have completely surrendered to My control you know that you have no say in anything that may be required of you. No doesn’t exist in your vocabulary and you only want to serve and please Me. As time has passed you have begun to learn how much I enjoy pushing you to and beyond your limits. Humiliation and degradation has all become part of your servitude. As you are led to a round table and restrained on your back you can only imagine what perversions I have in store for you. Featuring forced bi, faggot, anal, cock sucking, Femdom, humiliation (LISTEN NOW)

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It has been an absolutely gorgeous week in South Florida with a lot of sunshine and warm temperatures! Friday was actually 86 degrees! Summer is getting closer!

This week was quite busy with phone calls as well as a number of new recordings. My most popular video was Complete Surrender and My most popular audio file was My new MP3 Cock Mocking and Cuckolding.

I also released two new specials. My new Cock Mocking is included in the Emasculating Small Penis Humiliation set.

Today I will be online taking calls, conducting personal online training and taking custom requests. In addition, I may just turn on My cam line this evening at approximately 8 PM. I will be sure to let you know when it is on.

Most Popular Video

Complete Surrender 

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As I speak to you into the camera, I describe your life of enslavement! My words are Complete surrender…willingly and gratefully abandoning your old life. Because you know THIS NEW life will be better…more fulfilling and more rewarding.

Recent Releases

~NEW~ Chastised Virgin 

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What could possibly be more cruel? After all, males are expected to have sex. From the beginning you have dreamt of the day you lose your virginity. What if that day NEVER comes?? I have decided that are certain males that should never have sex. Frankly, there is NO way a Woman would be pleased so intercourse would not ever take place! Instead kept locked in chastity because of the lack of endowment. Permanently kept in chastity because of your unworthiness to have sex.

~NEW~ Cock Mocking and Cuckolding 

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It has always been apparent to Me that cuckolding and small cocks have a direct correlation. After all, you are perfectly aware that you cannot satisfy a Woman with THAT! So what else is there for you? A cuckold lifestyle is what you have to look forward to. Be assured that this is NOT a fetish but rather a Lifestyle! As a Dominant Female I have always believed that MY sexual satisfaction and gratification is what is important. This satisfaction is not going to come from you! The satisfaction that you can give Me is the knowledge that I enjoy the emasculation and emotional anguish that I will inflict!

~NEW~ Living as a Eunuch 

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What a completely different life you are going to lead! The elimination of testosterone is going to change you forever. These changes are going to be IRREVERSIBLE and PERMANENT! Some of these changes will be immediate. Like your physical appearance and what you now see in the mirror. This drastic hormonal change will affect your libido, your emotions and your sexual identity. After all, you are no longer a man but certainly not a Woman! There are so many things that will become non issues. Things such as chronic masturbating, the size of your penis and reproduction. As I like to say, when you become a eunuch you will be tamed!

~NEW~ Sissy Hypno 

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This recording is designed to relax you and reinforce those feeling of feminization and accepting what you are! Just listen to My voice and sink down. Down into that girly world where everything is soft and feminine. Where you long to be and where you belong! Soft, sensual and pink. Where you can be who you truly are. A sissy obsessed with cock. Knowing that a true sissy like you needs cock. A true sissy craves cock. The more cock that you have the more you want! Such a good sissy! Milking every drop so none is wasted! Swallow! Good gurl!

Specials

Below are the two NEW sets of files.

Masturbation Instructions 

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This contains one video and two audio files totaling over 28 minutes of Masturbation instructions. I have also included a hot photo set (7 Photos) dressed in high heels and a sexy fetish dress. Includes the files titled Compulsively Stroking and Edging, Curing the Chronic Masturbator and Masturbation Frustration.

Emasculating Small Penis Humiliation 

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Contains four audio files filled with humiliating and embarrassing small penis talk! Over 22 Minutes of small penis humiliation. Includes the files titled Cock Comparison, Cock Mocking and Cuckolding, Emasculating Small Penis Humiliation and Small Cock Extinction.