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Femdom Sissification Goddess Natasha

It was another busy week with custom recordings and some new releases. My Mind Control Powerless recording was on the marque for most of the week as well as My Femdom sissification Feminization Brainwashing.

This week My most popular video features My sexy size 6 feet in a pair of strappy sandals. My most popular audio recording was Sissy Cocksucker.

As you might know I will have a photographer/videographer here beginning on the 17th. If you have ideas, suggestions or would like to request a custom video, I would love to hear from you!

I hope that you are having a great weekend! This weekend there was a huge three day music festival and I took the day off yesterday! Held on Fort Lauderdale beach it was a blast! It benefits ocean conservation which is a cause close to My heart!

Today My phone lines are on and I am also available for live chat. In addition I am also taking custom audio MP3 requests. Feel free to contact Me.

Most Popular Video

Sexy Strappy Sandals 

By now you know how I love showing off My feet and gorgeous tanned legs! In this video, I have a pair of sexy strappy sandals and a short little black dress that show off both perfectly. I sit in the chair, crossing and uncrossing My legs and there are plenty of leg shots and close ups off My feet in My favorite strappy sandals. A perfect worship video for those who love My feet and legs Featuring high heels, sandals, foot fetish, leg worship (WATCH NOW!)

Most Popular Audio

Sissy Cocksucker 

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I know that you watch the videos and look at the captioned pictures of sissies sucking cock. you watch them over and over..those lips wrapped around a throbbing cock and you think…I want that…I need that. After all, that is how you will feel fulfilled, isn’t it? A cock in your mouth, sucking and gagging, being used. After all, that is what a sissy is for, isn’t it? To be used (LISTEN NOW!)

Recent Releases

~NEW~ Confessional Therapy 

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It’s been said that confession is good for the soul. But will it be good for you? My new unconventional therapy is called Confessional Therapy. Coming into My office I have convinced you that this new therapy will be of great benefit to you. Since you have been seeing Me for therapy sessions for some time you fall easily into trance. I have full access to your subconscious and it is so easy to manipulate your mind! I know you will feel so much better after you confess all. Not only all your secret desires but your addictions and ALL your weaknesses! Surely you trust Me by now?? All you need to do is lie back on My couch and listen to My voice. It is the most natural thing in the world to answer all My questions. (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Exposed in Panties and Stockings

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I know how addicted you are to the feelings of panties and stockings! They feel so good and enhance your femininity! Soft, silky panties and nylons; there is nothing quite like it! The feeling is sooo erotic! It is even MORE erotic when you are getting attention and being exposed while being dressed! The more you are exposed, the more you want to be exposed ~ in panties and stockings! I know you crave the attention and want it! It is so humiliating, so emasculating for the world to know you love being in panties and stockings. But it feels oh so good! Of course, I want to increase those feelings and intensify them even more! (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Know your place as a Beta male and cuckold 

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I enjoy putting you in your place as a beta male. Both of us know that that is what you are but of course I enjoy pointing out the humiliating reasons that is what you are and will always be! Featuring cuckolding, emasculation, cream pie, humiliation, Femdom, cock comparison, SPH, bisexuality, forced bi, superior cock worship (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ It’s a Sissy Night! 

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These are Femdom sissification instructions for a sissy night that you should perform at least once a week! It will make sure you are in touch with your femininity on a regular basis and it is another step in your emasculation! So make sure you have your sexiest nighty and vibrator and follow My Femdom sissification instructions! (LISTEN NOW!)

Lifestyle Cuckolding Goddess Natasha

There is so much about cuckolding on the internet and the porn sites are filled with videos. However rarely do these depict the real Lifestyle cuckolding that many of us enjoy!

~NEW~ Know your place as a Beta male and cuckold 

I enjoy putting you in your place as a beta male. Both of us know that that is what you are but of course I enjoy pointing out the humiliating reasons that is what you are and will always be! Featuring Lifestyle cuckolding, emasculation, cream pie, humiliation, Femdom, cock comparison, SPH, bisexuality, forced bi, superior cock worship (LISTEN NOW!)

Lifestyle Cuckolding ~ Not just a fetish 

Cuckolding A cuckold’s place 

There is such eroticism and complex emotions in cuckolding. Listen to My seductive voice as I describe the scenario of preparing for a party at the Goddess Manor. As you kneel at My feet fastening My high heels not knowing if you will be allowed to escort Me or be left to your own vivid imagination at home. My corset tightly laced pushes up My breasts and you run your hands up My stocking clad legs, eyes pleading. But I have taught you well. Silently you kneel awaiting My decision. Knowing whatever I decide with each bring their own psychological and emotional torment. (LISTEN NOW!)

Cuckold Questionnaire 

Are you destined to be a cuckold? I believe there are some males that are truly destined to be cuckolded for a variety of reasons. These embarrassing questions are designed to evaluate you as a cuckold. Some of these questions will be VERY humiliating to admit to! Answer these 10 questions and forward them to Me for an evaluation. (ANSWER NOW!)

My number 1 cuckold recording!

Cuckolding I love you but 

It is time for a heart to heart. Sitting you down I have decided that even though I may love you I realize that I will never be sexually satisfied by you. Instead I will be taking My pleasure with other lovers and you will be relegated to the role of cuckold. Not only a cuckold to Myself but since I have always enjoyed emasculating you there will be some new roles for you. Satisfying BBC cock is one. The same big black cock that I will be enjoying, you will be getting ready for Me. Oh I will be generous and let you watch Me enjoying Myself and receiving such deep satisfaction. The satisfaction that you have never been able to give Me. With each new cock I will be making a verbal and physical cock comparison that humiliates and emasculates you and drives the point home exactly why you have not been able to satisfy Me. Actually, you should be quite relieved that you will never penetrate a Woman again! I know that over time you will enjoy watching your wife having sex with other men…real men! Featuring elements of cuckolding, SPH, BBC, bisexuality, humiliation, emasculation, cock comparison (LISTEN NOW!)

A reminder that beginning on the 17th I will have a photographer/videographer in town. So if you have an idea or suggestion or would like a custom video or photo set, contact Me soon!

I hope that you are aware that Goddesses Birthday is April 21st! Of course you can send a Birthday Tribute, visit My wish list or treat Me to a birthday cocktail!

Femdom Feminization Goddess Natasha

This past week was as busy as usual with quite a bit of new material released including femdom feminization recordings! In addition a number of My files were on the Goody Marque for most popular and most liked. These included My Sissy Quiz as well as My hot video Worshiping Natasha. I hope you had a chance to download them too!

This weeks most popular video was your New Cruel Life in which I describe what a slave’s life would entail. My most popular audio file was Strapon Violation.

In two weeks I have a photographer/videographer to film new videos and take new photos! Be sure to send Me any ideas or suggestions that you might have or to request a custom video. I really would love to hear your ideas!

TODAY is the last day you can download My Photo Collection! Tomorrow morning they will be GONE! PREVIEW AND DOWNLOAD THEM HERE!

My phone lines are on and I will be available through today and into the evening.

Most Popular Video

your New Cruel Life 

I take you deeper into detail on what being My slave is REALLY like. I am a firm believer in regular discipline, chastity, and controlling ALL aspects of your new life! I decide your diet, clothing, orgasms & erections down to where you sleep and bathe! (WATCH NOW!)

Most Popular Audio

Strapon Violation 

Listen to Me describe the many ways I will use you with My strapon! Helpless and vulnerable this role reversal will emasculate you! Face fucking, anal inspection, ass stretching and strap on training (LISTEN NOW!)

Recent Releases

~NEW~ Why I WANT to Make you My Wife! 

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A simple and succinct written explanation of Exactly WHY I want to make you My wife! (READ NOW!)

~NEW~ Why you NEED to be My wife 

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Specifically why you need to be transformed into My “wife” (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Signs you are a Sissy! 

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There are certain signs that make it obvious that you are a sissy! Some are quite apparent and some might be a bit more subtle but they all make it quite apparent that you ARE a sissy! Certainly I know the signs but do you?? (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Spit Roast 

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I am sure you have heard the term spit roasted! This is so humiliating and will make you so helpless and vulnerable. Of course it will be so emasculating to be on your hands and knees servicing two cocks at once! First though I will be training you with My strapon and a suction dildo. Oh but there is nothing like REAL cock! I will be making sure that the thickest biggest cocks will be using you. Which means big black cock! I will thoroughly enjoy furthering your emasculation and humiliation. As I watch when I snap My fingers and say switch well, I am sure you get the idea! (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Mind Control Powerless 

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Created and designed to render you completely powerless. Powerless to My voice. Powerless to My suggestions. Powerless to My desire to control you. Powerless to stop the craving for My control. (LISTEN NOW!)

Public Exposure Humiliation Goddess Natasha

Public exposure and humiliation is one of those exciting things that can escalate. It usually starts with questions and a brief conversation and then the excitement starts building! The thrill of public exposure where the boundaries are pushed is so exciting! That being said this week I released a way for the  Ultimate Exposure where not only are you exposed but I will profit from it!

This past week was very busy as I am sure you can tell from My emails. I released new material every day and they have been hugely popular! Many of which appeared on the marque including Making you My Craigs List Whore, My Photo Collection and Forced into Feminization.

This week’s two most popular recordings are both part of My Training Program. The video is titled Kneel Worship and Serve while My most popular audio recording was Body Worship. My Training program in its entirety can be viewed here.

Today as well as tomorrow I am available by phone, chat and for personal training.

Most Popular Video

Kneel Worship Serve 

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Continuing in My training program, this lesson contains your new mantra. I am sure you have heard Me speak of it before. Kneel. Worship. Serve. Simple, right? I explain to you the concepts behind these three things and how you will fulfill them to My satisfaction! (WATCH NOW!)

Most Popular Audio

Body Worship 

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One of the most exciting and fulfilling privileges for one of My slaves is body worship. Body worship including My entire body as well as making you a well-trained oral slave! (LISTEN NOW!)

Recent Releases

~NEW~ BBC and Pussy Free 

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It all began so long ago! This fascination with BBC and the acknowledgement of your inferior small white penis. This has led to an obsession with BBC and the realization of your place as a beta butt boi. Acknowledging the superiority of big black cock and your place to surrender to it! The need to be permanently marked by being bred by BBC and branded by BBC. It is time for you to accept your destiny. It is time for you to accept your place. It is time for you to accept your place as a pussy free white butt boi and bottom bitch! Featuring elements of BBC, verbal humiliation, name calling, degradation, SPH (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Sissy Quiz 

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So what kind of sissy are you? How much of a sissy are you really? Is it skin deep or all the way down to your panties? Answer My personal, intimate and yes, some embarrassing questions, send Me your answers and you will find out! (DOWNLOAD AND ANSWER NOW!)

~NEW~ Panties! Panty Peek 

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Never released! So provocative! So naughty! This set of photos feature sheer red panties for a sexy panty peek. These 11 photos show an intimate view under Goddesses short skirt! The majority of these are close up panty shots! Featuring My gorgeous legs, high heels, upskirt, panties, panty peek  (DOWNLOAD NOW!)

~NEW~ Fishnet Stockings High Heel Worship 

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I am sure you know how much I enjoy stockings! Every once in a while I like to slip into a pair of fishnet stockings! These are so soft and look so sexy with a short black dress and black leather pumps! Just imagine rubbing your face along My leg feeling the stockings and the softness of My skin. I run My hands up and down My legs showing you My high heels as well as My thighs encased in fishnet stockings. (WATCH NOW!)

~New~ Sissy Faggot Humiliation 

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I so love getting humiliating photos and video of you! Watching them and imagining what I could make you do! Such a sissy faggot! I look at every detail in your photos and videos! Look at your head bobbing over the dildo. Even more amusing is the look on your face when a cock is in your mouth! There is just one word for you! Faggot! Featuring humiliation, verbal humiliation, Femdom, sissy humilIation (WATCH NOW!)

Ultimate Public Exposure

~NEW~ Ultimate Exposure 

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I am always thinking of new and more effective ways to expose you! It is so exciting to see how many times your photos and/or videos get shared, reblogged and viewed! One of the facts is that videos garner much more attention than just photos! Especially on places like Instagram. THIS goes beyond JUST posting! I want to actually make money off your exposure! Listen closely and I will explain more about your ultimate exposure and exactly how I am going to accomplish this! (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Ultimate Exposure ~ Do you dare? 

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This contains the questionnaires Sissy Public Exposure and Faggot Public Exposure as well as a release form. The questionnaires ARE required (if you have previously filled them out you MUST resend them!) Completely fill out the questionnaires; yes answer every single one of these intimate and sometimes embarrassing questions. Then I want your most humiliating and embarrassing photos and/or videos! I will be creating a personalized custom video with what you provide and My voice in the background revealing your confessions, information you provide. Of course I will be humiliating you as I expose you to the world! The ultimate is IF you sign the legal model release I WILL BE SELLING your exposure video that I create! This is ONLY if you sign the legal release! (GET EXPOSED NOW)

Femdom slave Training Goddess Natasha

As I am sure you have noticed by now all of My content contains elements of Femdom slave training. This is evident clearly in some, others more subtly. Although I was away My files were certainly popular as always! Three of My releases appeared on the marque over the past week ~ Forced into Feminization, Complete Exposure and Ruined Total Destruction

My most popular video this week features My gorgeous legs and sexy size 6 feet in a pair of sandals. This weeks most popular audio is called Loyalty. This audio is part of My training program which you can view in its entirety here.

My vacation in Belize was absolutely fantastic! There was so much to see and do and the diving was unbelievable! It has been a LONG time since I had this type of vacation! Total relaxation! Today I am taking calls and also available online so you can reach Me by phone, email or chat. As a matter of fact I will be online all week as I catch up on messages and create new audios and videos. Keep in mind one of My projects is removing My photo collection!

Most Popular Video

Sexy Strappy Sandals Foot Worship 

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By now you know how I love showing off My feet and gorgeous tanned legs! In this video, I have a pair of sexy strappy sandals and a short little black dress that show off both perfectly. I sit in the chair, crossing and uncrossing My legs and there are plenty of leg shots and close ups off My feet in My favorite strappy sandals. A perfect worship video for those who love My feet and legs Featuring high heels, sandals, foot fetish, leg worship (PREVIEW ALL MY VIDEOS HERE)

Most Popular Audio

Training Lesson Four Loyalty 

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This is probably one of the most important lessons and concepts to understand in Femdom slave training. Loyalty. What does it mean? How might I require you to prove your loyalty? Loyalty is so VERY important to Me! It might be something simple to an action that will require sacrifice. It might be something that I require from you that makes you uncomfortable or pushing you to your limit! Whatever it might be, you will do as I command to prove your loyalty! (LISTEN NOW!)

My Most Recent Releases

Making you My Craigslist Whore 

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There are so many elements to making you a whore that I find erotic! The humiliation and degradation is just the beginning. Knowing that you will be used with no choice in who you are meeting and what you will have to do is so empowering! It is so easy! It is like Craigslist was created just for sluts like you to be used! I know just what to write in the ad and of course I will be setting up the sexual encounters! It goes without saying that I am the one who will profit from this! In fact it is so easy I can set you up to whore for Me day and night! (LISTEN NOW!)

Goddess Natasha’s High Definition Photo Collection 

This is your chance to obtain dozens and dozens of photos including some that have never been released!

Contains over 200 photos

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Cuckolding A cuckold’s place 

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There is such eroticism and complex emotions in cuckolding. Listen to My seductive voice as I describe the scenario of preparing for a party at the Goddess Manor. As you kneel at My feet fastening My high heels not knowing if you will be allowed to escort Me or be left to your own vivid imagination at home. My corset tightly laced pushes up My breasts and you run your hands up My stocking clad legs, eyes pleading. But I have taught you well. Silently you kneel awaiting My decision. Knowing whatever I decide with each bring their own psychological and emotional torment. (LISTEN NOW!)

Mind Control ~ you WANT to be exposed! 

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The thought of exposure is so exciting! So erotic when you think of the world knowing all your secrets! Seeing your photos and the knowledge that someone who knows you may come across them! I WANT this to happen! With My guidance and influence you are going to want this to! I am going to make you want to send Me photos, you want to send Me your personal information, you want your real name and info spread all over the internet! I am doing to make sure of it! Just relax and listen to My voice as I tell you exactly what you are going to do, what you want to do, what you will do! (COMPLETE EXPOSURE!)

Feminization High Heels and Skirts 

Two things that I really believe enforce femininity is having you in dress in skirts and high heels! Especially tight pencil skirts or even hobble skirts! This Femdom slave training lesson will have you Wearing both high heels and skirts as often as possible. Tight skirts that are restrictive can also be a form of bondage and restraint and of course help with training deportment in walking in a more feminine manner! No long strides in the skirts I want you to have! BUT I want you to have MORE skirts! I want you to have MORE high heels! This recording will not only influence your mind but also enlarge your wardrobe! Soon you will be buying MORE skirts and MORE high heels which is exactly what I want! Wearing them more and more often! (LISTEN NOW!)

Forced into Feminization 

Serving Me you wonder about all the attention and control I exert over you! Making sure you take your “vitamins” every morning. Doctor appointments in which you are left out of the discussions and decision making. The enforced chastity and being milked once every six weeks as I told you it would be. Being taught how to sissygasm and so many other aspects of training. Then you start noticing all the changes that you are undergoing! Physical, mental and emotional you are no longer the same. By this time when you have realized what is happening it is too late! I have already taken you to the point of no return! (LISTEN NOW!)

Niteflirt Goddess Natasha

As it regularly happens each week My material appeared on the Niteflirt marque for both most downloaded and most liked on Niteflirt. This past week you must increase your bust and Complete Exposure were listed. When you give My Goody Bags a thumbs up that is what makes them appear there which pleases Me!

My most popular video on Niteflirt this week was an extreme view of a males role in Female Supremacy and what I would envision. When you watch you will see what I mean by extreme! Sissy cocksucker was My most popular audio file where I reinforce that sissy craving for cock!

As you can see it was another busy and interesting week on both Niteflirt and Clips4Sale! I truly appreciate every phone call, every download and every idea and suggestion!

I hope that you are having a great weekend! Yesterday I went to the Coconut Grove Arts Festival and I did manage to find a few things for My new condo. It was a gorgeous warm day! Today and tomorrow I am sticking close to home to get ready for traveling. So My phone lines are on as well as My chat ~ feel free to send Me an email or chat message I will look forward to hearing from you!

Most Popular Video

Female Supremacy A male’s Role 

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I have spoken often of the way society is changing and how I see the world especially our society as Female Supremacy and Female Led Relationships become more prominent. In this POV video, I discuss the males role and how this will be determined. I would consider this an extreme view of the future! (WATCH NOW!)

Most Popular Audio

Sissy Cocksucker 

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I know that you watch the videos and look at the captioned pictures of sissies sucking cock. you watch them over and over..those lips wrapped around a throbbing cock and you think…I want that…I need that. After all, that is how you will feel fulfilled, isn’t it? A cock in your mouth, sucking and gagging, being used. After all, that is what a sissy is for, isn’t it? To be used We have talked about it on Niteflirt again and again! (LISTEN NOW!)

Recent Releases

~NEW~ Ruined! Complete Destruction

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I know the first thing that people think when they hear ruined, the think of financial ruin. But there are so many other ways to ruin you beside financially. The total and complete exposure that I have planned for you will lead to complete ruination! Exposing you to the world with photos, personal information or even videos. All of which you have provided. Destroying you professionally, personally, emotionally and psychologically! Ultimately it is about the complete destruction of your life as you know it! By now you know that I am perfectly capable and willing to do whatever it takes to bring about your ruination! (LISTEN NOW!)

I am once again discussing complete emasculation and why I believe it is a necessity! Yes I am talking about that C word again ~ CASTRATION

~NEW~ The Necessity of Complete Emasculation

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Of course by now you know that I am on the extreme side and believe in extreme measures. This recording is My view of males and their rutting behavior as chronic masturbators. It’s time to give consideration to the emasculation of males as deemed necessary by Women such as Myself. Destruction of the male ego, the elimination of testosterone and changing males into docile, obedient eunuchs becoming true servants to Women . So many ways that the world and society would be better off! (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Forced Sissy Maid 

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I have such plans for you! They are very detailed and all designed to transform you into a sissy maid to serve! It all begins when you walk in and are completely stripped and any male paraphernalia destroyed in front of you. Trust Me that you will no longer need those things. My special “tea” created was created to relax you and make you more malleable. After a relaxing bath and as the tea begins to take effect I will be dressing you in a casual outfit I will be taking you for a day at the spa. Body waxing, eyebrow shaping and more as your feminization begins! When we arrive home the training begins with the clothing, high heels, corset and uniforms! All specially chosen by Me of course! (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Sheer White Dress and Thigh High Boots 

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These 12 high definition photos show Me in lace up thigh high boots, waist cincher and favorite white see through dress. A perfect worship photo set showcasing My breasts and beautiful nipples! Includes five never been released photos

~NEW~ Faggot Cocksucking Whore for Goddess 

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This is just one of My plans for you as a faggot cock sucker. I will be making it possible for you to live out all your darkest desires and cravings. Those desires of being a whore, being made to submit to cock, to service cock after cock being used and treated as nothing more than a hole. I have put the photos you have sent Me to good use and advertised you on the internet! Already I have received deposits from those eager to use you and treat you like the faggot you are! It’s time! Time for Me to take control and whore you out as a faggot cock sucker! (LISTEN NOW!)

Sissy cocksucker tara First Time Sucking Cock

This is something that sissy cocksucker tara shared with Me in her faggot exposure contract. I find so many humiliating elements to her first experience sucking and servicing cock! Everything from having to make arrangement with a girl at the escort agency to realizing that women would no longer be an option! Enjoy more of her sissy exposure!

Omg the first time I sucked cock?

Oh, Goddess it was a magical moment in my life. I had talked with many phone sex operators and they were all so wonderful with lots of encouragement but nothing prepared me for the emotional turmoil I felt for weeks as I knew I was getting closer and closer to doing it!

I was going out of town and would be staying in a hotel and I decided that I was going to do it. So, there was plenty of time for it to all build up. This was somewhere around the year 2000, and I had just completed six pulsed light treatments on my pubic hair and I was completely bald down there for over six months and when this happened. I really didn’t think I would ever have pubic hair again and felt like I had completely fucked myself in that department, as being shaved or hair free hadn’t taken hold of society yet. In fact, several phone sex operators had tried to talk me out of the treatments as they thought that would be to detrimental if I should change my mind later. They as well as me assumed that my lack of pubic hair would be questioned and leave me completely undesirable.

So anyway, I couldn’t stop myself and I had it done anyway, and for about a year, I didn’t think women were an option any longer, so I had resigned myself that cock was all I would be getting from then on. I hadn’t had sex with anyone for over three years and lost the desire to even attempt conversation with a girl after my first pulsed light treatment. Someone set me up on a blind date after about three treatments and I looked like I was going through puberty again. My pubic hair was real fine and sparse. I went out with her anyway hoping to have a good time but not such a good time that she wanted to have sex. I got my wish, I don’t know if I was sending out a gay vibe or what but she was real cool and I was kind of bummed out.

That experience left me feeling like cock was all I was meant to have and six months later, I was making plans to make it reality. I needed some intimacy with somebody and it seemed like a guy was my only option. I didn’t want a boyfriend or anything like that, I just wanted sex, so I started exploring my options. I found several escort agencies that had men for rent. The strange thing was both places I called the girl that answered the phone sounded like the girl of my dreams. It was so hard to tell them that I was interested in a guy. They did seem quite understanding and accommodating.

Both of them had a guy or two that would take me out and to a gay bar, but only one told me about a guy that would top me! I wasn’t sure what that meant and she explained it to me, and I admitted that I wanted him. I had found the place and all I had to do was wait for my trip and call on him. The day of my trip I called early and made sure he could be available that night. The trip to the city was full of mixed emotions of excitement and anticipation, after all I knew without a doubt I wasn’t going to return home straight. I should have skipped the meeting and just went and got fucked the moment I got into town as that was all I thought about.

I was just hours away from becoming officially gay and I was ready for it! Nervous and full of shame but ready for it none the less. I made the mistake of waiting until I was back in my hotel room so I didn’t have to call from my cell phone. That only added to my wait time and I was so afraid by the time the courier showed up with him. She was to bring him up to my room and collect the money for the encounter but they couldn’t get in without me going down and letting him in. I felt like I was doing the walk of shame as I went to fetch them, but in no time, we were in my room and I was paying her to leave him with she reiterated that he was a top and I had to confirm that I understood what that meant and then she left him to me.

Technically on intent alone I was already gay.  However, I was there to officially become gay and get fucked  physically.

 

Despite all the thinking and consideration, I’d given it, I was nervous and apprehensive. Sure, I’d lost my virginity with a girl years before, but I was about to lose it all over again, this time with a man. My primary goal was to take a cock up my ass as I thought that would be more pleasing for me. Although I did have a secondary goal, up to this point, I had never had sex without giving my partner oral first, and I didn’t want that to change just because I was going to have sex with a guy. We played around a little touching and feeling each other and soon I knew it was time for me to take him into my mouth.

I can’t tell you play by play how it happened, but I can tell you once it was in my mouth, I realized just how impressive the penis really is. The skin is so soft and when wet with precum it is so slippery. I was amazed at how easily it slipped into the mouth and just ike that I was officially gay. So, there I am enjoying all of this soft and tender skin but just underneath is this hard and ridged shaft, throbbing and pulsing in my mouth; leaking precum and slamming my tonsils out of the way from time to time. I was totally unsure of myself taking this gay man’s cock into my mouth. I was afraid that he would cum in my mouth and I would catch something I didn’t want if he did.

My only disappointment is that I didn’t work him over harder and practice more that first time but I was there to get fucked and I was eager for it so my cock sucking adventure ended rather quickly.

I hope you enjoyed this sissy cocksucker experience! Be sure to follow tara on Twitter @taraterrytv

Female Domination Blackmail Goddess Natasha

There is something that is erotic as well as frightening for those who engage in Female Domination blackmail. The question is, is it exciting because it is frightening?

My latest recording details how exciting and erotic it is to orchestrate your exposure leading to ruination!

~NEW~ Ruined! Complete Destruction

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I know the first thing that people think when they hear ruined, the think of financial ruin. But there are so many other ways to ruin you beside financially. The total and complete exposure that I have planned for you will lead to complete ruination! Exposing you to the world with photos, personal information or even videos. All of which you have provided. Destroying you professionally, personally, emotionally and psychologically! Ultimately it is about the complete destruction of your life as you know it! By now you know that I am perfectly capable and willing to do whatever it takes to bring about your ruination! (LISTEN NOW!)

Meanwhile for the day My phone lines will be on and I will be taking calls as well as chat. Keep in mind occasionally My phone will be off to record videos. Also as you know I take a lunch break in the afternoon. So send Me a quick chat message or email if you need to reach Me!

Female Domination Blackmail

Blackmail your road to Ruination 

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It started off innocently enough. First you found Me on Niteflirt and called. You have such a need for a Dominant and powerful Woman to control you! Each time you called you found yourself more and more intrigued. It was so exciting! This sexy Mistress was interested in you! I asked you leading questions and you were so eager to answer them. Too bad…you really had no idea how much information you were giving Me and even with small details you shared it was soooo easy to learn all about your life! Where you work. Where you live and even the details of your house! Welcome to your new life of living on the edge, a life filled with anxiety and apprehension where you jump every time the phone rings or there is a knock on the door! (LISTEN NOW!)

The Devastating Consequences of Blackmail 

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There is nothing quite like the thrill of blackmail. Slowly but surely My dossier on you grows. More photos. More and more personal information. Videos? Oh I love the power of having videos of you! It is exciting as My power over you grows! As My power of you grows so does My control! But what happens when that information is released? There can be such devastating consequences for YOU (LISTEN NOW!)

Blackmail Reinforcement 

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It is so exciting isn’t it? Living with that arousal and knowing the power that I have over you! That is what is exciting to Me. Knowing that you are under My thumb. Knowing that I could chose at any time to bend you to My demands and way of thinking! The day will come when you know you have lost control over your life. Living each and every day with that mental anguish of knowing you must please or suffer severe consequences. How exciting and erotic that will be! But the truth is you WANT this! (LISTEN NOW)

I hope that you had a great weekend! I was busy with a lot of things and also got re certified for scuba diving for My trip to Belize! Keep in mind that I will be traveling from the 21st to the 28th. However I will have online access and will still be able to chat and communicate with you!

This evening I will be taking calls until 11 PM and I am also available for chat throughout the day. Call Me here!

Femdom Sissy Training Goddess Natasha

It has been another busy week and two of My recordings once again were on the most popular marque. The two were Sissy Training Sissification and Mindless Masturbation. Currently two of My recent releases listed below are on display also.

Most Popular Video

Female Supremacy

Every day I am encouraged that Woman are gaining more power. More power and control in their personal lives and personal relationships, in politics and leadership roles. BUT do you know why? This is an intelligent discussion of WHY Women are better qualified and the differences between Women and men….other than the over used “men think with their cocks” (My views on Female Supremacy)

Most Popular Audio

Shemale Faggot 

Another HOT and SEXY shemale adventure! Here we are again…as you fantasize about all those shemale cocks! You just can’t’ get enough! You dream night and day about those sexy transsexuals. Their hard cocks using you, using your mouth and using your ass! Those chicks with dicks fucking your face and pounding you…pounding your ass. Go ahead, lay on your back and pull your legs up. It’s time for you to be used! (LISTEN NOW!)

Recent Releases

~NEW~ you MUST increase your bust (MP3) 

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This is the audio version of My you MUST increase your bust. However I expand on the effects certain things will have on you as well as give you My feelings on breasts for sissys! I also reinforce how you WANT to be a good girl, you want to be a goody sissy so you WILL follow My directions. Recorded in My seductive voice you will be excited to get started on getting bigger breasts! Another Femdom sissy training recording that really works!  (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Humiliation Homo 

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I know that you keep telling yourself you aren’t gay. That you are NOT a homosexual. THAT’S not you! Well, you have told Me time and time again how much you enjoy cock. Worshiping cock and letting males use you. I call you a cocksucker and you insist that doesn’t make you gay! Let’s face it. Once you have crossed that line and have serviced cock you are a cocksucker! Let Me be clear..you are a faggot, you are a cocksucker. (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Complete Exposure! 

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Complete and Total exposure! That is My plan for you and I will do whatever necessary to make your exposure so public that your life will be forever changed! I know how exciting it is to answer every question, submit photos and yes even videos! All of this personal information gives Me such power and control over you! I believe that everyone should know the truth about you and I am more than willing to make that happen!

~NEW~  Sissy Special! 

These three audio files are over 15 minutes of erotic sissy training! A Sissy special for My girls!

Sissy Secretary

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As you know you have so many duties as My sissy! In addition, when I require it you will be serving as My sissy secretary! Dressed in business attire…pumps, lacey slip, short skirt and stockings you will perform secretarial duties and…well, I do have males that visit for meetings and you will be called on to service them. Just part of your duty as My sissy secretary!

Full Service Sissy Secretary

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My training for you as My sissy secretary is coming along so nicely! The office has been so busy lately with men coming in and out..of your mouth! It’s time to expand your duties though! Time to train you to be a FULL service sissy secretary! Oh I know that you are going to be nervous with a bit of fear! Everyone is their first time! But don’t worry this men are going to so enjoy your inexperience and of course your tight ass! One of Goddessess most popular Femdom sissy training recordings!

Sissy Affirmations for the Weekend

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These mantras and affirmations will keep you focused on being a sissy for the next 48 hours! Listen to this recording and soon these will be playing over and over in your pretty little head all weekend long! Affirmations and mantras that will keep you feeling feminine and so girly.

Female domination Audio by Goddess Natasha

My female domination audio recordings are always highly downloaded on both Niteflirt and Clips4Sale. Did you know I have over 450 fetish female domination audio files?

Surrender to Goddesses Cock , you MUST increase your bust as well as My Sissification video all have appeared on the most downloaded marque for Niteflirt this week!

I hope that you are enjoying your weekend! I will be relaxing a bit this afternoon after another busy week!

Today I am taking calls from 8 AM until noon and then I will be available from 4PM until 11PM. Like you probably will be, I will also be with friends watching the Superbowl tonight!

Most Popular Video

Forced Sissy your new uncomfortable Life! 

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Come and kneel in front of Me and let Me tell you all about your new uncomfortable life! Everything is about to change! Tight, restrictive garments, chastity device, high heels and heel locks are just a few ways that I will be making you uncomfortable…making you suffer! Working hours each day on your feet, your feet that are locked into high heels…oh, did I mention a tack inside? Maybe a few pebbles? THIS is only the beginning! (WATCH NOW!)

Most Popular Audio

Emasculating you Mentally and Emotionally 

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I get so much pleasure and satisfaction out of emasculating you and find it particularly powerful and erotic. In this female domination audio recording I describe the many ways to crush your ego and completely emasculate you! Oh, I am not talking about just panties, lipstick and making you feel feminine but engaging in things that will leave your masculinity crushed! (LISTEN NOW!)

Recent Releases

~NEW~ Destroyed by BBC 

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The humiliation and degradation of making you submit to BBC is so erotic to Me! This act of complete emasculation that I arrange and control will please Me. Being used and yes even abused by BBC will become a regular part of your servitude and surrender. There will be the day when you see the monster BBC cock that will destroy you. And you will know that is exactly why I choose it. Listen to this female domination audio recording and hear how much I will enjoy seeing you broken and completely emasculated! (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Sissification Sissy Training 

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Dressed in an Italian leather jacket and soft supple leather boots I have instructions for you! I believe in strict guidance and strict training for sissies! These instructions will be stricter than usual after all I KNOW you want to be a good sissy after all you are a reflection on Me! I have a number of instructions that will keep you very restricted and yes a bit uncomfortable! (WATCH NOW!)

~NEW~ Mindless Masturbation Cum Puppet 

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As I work on your mind, you will work on your cock. Working on your weak spot as I turn you into even MORE of a chronic masturbator. Forever in your mind hypnotically repeating how much you enjoy masturbating, how much you need to masturbate, how much you crave masturbating. It weakens you to masturbate and every time you orgasm it weakens you even more and you become more susceptible to My voice and control! Telling you over and over…you MUST masturbate! You NEED to masturbate! My voice is continuously in your subconscious instructing you stroke and cum…over and over and over! Never getting enough! This female domination audio will encourage your chronic masturbation!  (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Insatiable Need for Cock 

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I know all about your need for cock! That need and craving that doesn’t go away. The craving that is never quite satisfied! Always there and driving your masturbation sessions AND your sexual desires! If you aren’t sucking cock you are wishing you were! I will be doing everything in My power including this female domination audio to encourage that lust and desire for cock! (LISTEN NOW!)

~NEW~ Saturday Strapon Special 

These four videos total minutes over 20 minutes of Goddesses strapon training and the erotic images of Goddess with Her strapon!

Waiting for a Strapon Bitch

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I find it so erotic to have a submissive worship My strap on and control his mouth! I am dressed a white very short see through dress, a leather lace up waist cincher and tight thigh high boots and waiting for a submissive to serve Me. As I stroke and caress My cock, I describe how much I enjoy using a male and using his mouth for My pleasure.

Surrender to Goddesses Cock

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Such a powerful image! Goddess with Her strapon waiting for you to submit! This role reversal and the symbolization of My dominance and your submission is so erotic to Me! Dressed in a revealing tight lace body suit with My gorgeous cleavage on display, I stroke My cock and tell you how I will make you My bitch!

Strap-on Training

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Watch My hand sensually stroke My strapon as I tell you how you will be violated and used. Listen as I tell you how this role reversal is what you need and what you crave! Dressed in a tight fitting dress which shows off My cleavage perfectly , view this erotic image of Goddess showing Her dominance over you! Listen and watch and there will be no doubt I will be in control of every aspect of your being fucked by Goddess!

Violating your Mouth!

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This video will be at the top of your list of favorites. You don’t have to look hard to see the outline of My perfect breasts in this see through white dress. But can you keep your eyes off My shapely leather covered legs? I know you will drool as you watch My hands stroke my strap on cock. You would crawl across a hard floor for the chance to put your wet mouth around My cock. Dreaming that you could look up and see Me smile, as I teach you just how I like it sucked.If you truly wish to be My slave you WILL become My bitch.